From the time he grew up, he never managed this bad mood well, and every time he used time to dilute this feeling.

This time he didn't want to be tortured like this anymore, and he began to consciously and actively clear mines.

He dialed Xingchen's phone, and it was not a shame to ask his girlfriend for help, because in his heart, Xingchen was the person he trusted the most at the moment, and he was willing to share his grief with her and let her help him find the dark exit.

The phone was connected, listening to Xing Chen's familiar milk voice, his nose was a little sour, he endured that emotion, and pretended to be very hard and said, "Are you sleeping?" Do you want to come out, I ordered takeout, it's too boring to eat alone. ”

Listening to Xing Chen on the phone, he stretched his waist and said lazily, "Okay, it's okay for you to come to me, I just slept and haven't dressed up yet." ”

He readily agreed, and at this time he was eager to fly to her side immediately, as long as he heard her voice and thought of her appearance, the bitterness in his heart would always be eliminated a lot, and this may be the power of love.

Lu Feng put the takeaway back into the lunch box, walked downstairs and called the housekeeper, "Take it out for you, I didn't eat a bite, it's still hot, you can do it yourself." ”

Before the housekeeper could say thank you, Lu Feng had already walked away, and when he walked out of the door, he remembered that he had no transportation at all, so he had to go back again, and said to the housekeeper, "I'll bring me the car keys." ”

The housekeeper would not let go of any opportunity to talk to Lu Feng, he walked up to Lu Feng and began to laugh again, "Young master, don't hide it from you, just your car key, I applied with the master for a long time, he didn't agree, I had to wait for you to come back and ask him in person, but what happened later, guess what?" ”

Lu Feng knew this kind of rappy routine, he didn't have the heart to twist and turn with the housekeeper, and said bluntly, "Bring it to me." ”

Every time it is a hot face and a cold buttocks, the housekeeper is used to it, but he still has a standard smile, and he presents Lu Feng with the car keys in both hands.

He didn't mean to embarrass the housekeeper, nor did he have to be cold and violent to the housekeeper, his heart was always easy to soften, he turned around and was about to leave, he turned to the housekeeper and said, "I don't like to owe others favors, what do you want or require, as long as it's not too much, send me WeChat before school starts to tell me, if you don't send it after school, it will be invalid." ”

The sudden happiness landed, and the housekeeper was stunned for a second, and replied happily, "Thank you, young master, you go slowly." ”

Although the housekeeper is doing his duty, but every time Lu Feng sees not only an expression on the butler's face, but also a kind of affection, he can feel that the housekeeper is still very good to him, and sometimes the temperament of quick success is really annoying, but he can put himself in his heart, Lu Feng is still very grateful, out of this thought, he came out with what he just said.

It was still very cool to drive to the school, after a round of wind, the mood was relaxed, he returned to the school, and looked at the school was still the same as before, the scenery was still the same scenery, and the people were still so lively, and here he could feel that there was no such peace of mind.

He sat on a bench in the forest in front of Xingchen's bedroom, he was wearing wireless headphones, listening to the deafening singing, looking at the distance in a daze, looking at the bustling crowd, the handsome men and women with smiles on their faces, he gradually relaxed his body and mind, and sleepiness began to rise.

The upper eyelids and lower eyelids were fighting, listening to Xingchen shouting to himself in a daze, he opened his eyes and saw that Xingchen was already standing in front of him, he buried his head in Xingchen's stomach, hugged her, and closed his eyes to enjoy the peace of mind.

Xing Chenan quietly stroked his hair and asked with concern, "What's wrong?" Aren't you unhappy, aren't you eating takeout with me? Have you eaten all the takeout? ”

Lu Feng refused to let Xingchen go, and muttered, "I just miss you, nothing else, let's go out to eat." My car is back, take you for a ride. ”

Xingchen still felt that Lu Feng's state was wrong, and asked inquiringly, "Be honest, don't try to lie to me, it's not right for you to look at it." ”

Lu Feng buried his face in his hands and said painfully, "It's still my father, he clearly wants me to go to the company to participate in the board of directors." ”

Xing Chen's mouth opened wide, and he said subtly, "You are so good, what are you afraid of?" Have a little confidence, otherwise you will be defeated by yourself first if you are not defeated by others. ”

Lu Feng wiped his face, cheered up and said, "I can't pass my dad's level, I'm not afraid of others making irrifaces to me, but if he doesn't approve of me, I will be very frustrated, he is not optimistic about me, I am weak, so he let me learn sports all the time, only when I am free, he will let me touch the computer, but he doesn't know that the computer is what I really like." ”

She remembered that Lu Feng had been with her before, his father was a computer programmer, why would he not support his son, she asked very heartily, "Your family does this, if you put it in someone else's house, you will hope that your son will inherit his father's business." Have you ever asked your dad why he doesn't want you to touch a computer? ”

Lu Feng shook his head, as soon as he touched the scar in his heart, he always looked very resistant, and simply gave up the conversation with Xing Chen, wanting to escape, "Let's go eat, only food can heal people's hearts." ”

Xingchen didn't listen to him, but sat on the stool, wanting to dig deeper into what Lu Feng was really afraid of in his heart, "Your fear of your father comes from the fact that you don't dare to face him, and you don't dare to communicate with him. ”

"How do I communicate, every time he looks down on Rao, who will stand it, he has never recognized me, even if I won a very well-known award in the program industry, he will never look at me squarely, in his heart, I am a deformity, a garbage." Lu Feng began to give up on himself, revealing what he had hidden the deepest in his heart.

Xingchen stroked his back, as if coaxing a child, and said softly, "Your way of getting along has become inertia, and it is difficult to change, but if you really want to cross that hurdle, you should make changes first." You don't want to go on like this with your father, don't you think it's too late for you to go to the country in the future, he goes to the country, and you go to repent? ”

He didn't think about changing, he just kept leaving time to judge, but he has grown up, is it time to make a change?