Chapter 69: Be careful

My wife silently did her own work, weeding, carrying water, cleaning the temple, and making breakfast.

My master and I began to comb our hair, wash our faces, put on robes, and wear crowns.

The master knocks on the cloud board, goes to the old law hall to read the morning altar homework scriptures, there are certain rules for knocking on the bell board, and you have to knock on the board a few times when you knock the bell: knock the bell on the board, knock the bell twice on the board, knock the bell three times and hit the board three times. Every festival, the drum is beaten. Only use the bell board for daily homework, and you should not hit the bell board more than three times. On the first and fifteenth days of the lunar calendar and the Christmas of the gods, the Jade Emperor Sutra, the Three Official Sutras, the Zhenwu Sutra and other scriptures should be recited......

Ring the bell plate at night, you can rest in a wide robe, and the tension of the day is over.

During the day, the three of us rarely spoke, and my wife did not disturb us in chanting, she was only busy with her own work.

But I can't say what's going on, every time she arrives, I always seem to be able to feel it in advance, her light steps, her suppressed breathing, and even the faint fragrance emanating from her body can penetrate deep into my heart and spleen, so that I, who was concentrating on chanting, began to feel ape and couldn't get up on my own.

The master is a clear-eyed person, and he can see my every move.

When my wife passed by, he was sitting there steadily, always moving his body slightly, and I could see that it was not because of my wife, but because of my inattention, that he caught his attention.

At this time, correspondingly, the master's chanting voice also changed slightly, and I knew that it was some kind of warning to me.

My face immediately heated slightly, and I didn't dare to think twice about it.

Privately, I felt guilty and ashamed of these secret thoughts in my mind.

I wanted to ignore that, but I couldn't help myself, and once my wife passed by, I couldn't concentrate my mind, and my closed eyes couldn't help but want to open and peep.

It always makes me feel very embarrassed, because at the moment I try to hold myself back, but I can give people a strange feeling, both in terms of sound and dynamics.

In order to hide my embarrassment, I raised my voice slightly, but in order to cover it up, the confusion and uneasiness in my heart became more and more prominent.

However, I felt very strange again, and after that, at this time, the master always remained silent, and the sutra was still chanting, and the striking board was still knocking, and there was no interference in the slightest, although I knew everything about myself, including all the distractions in my heart, no matter how subtle it was, but there was no indication on the surface.

What's going on?

It's not as good as saying a meal to me, in that way, I can feel a little better, so tepid, it makes people feel extremely embarrassed.

This is especially true when the three of us are together.

Whenever I gamble on the gentle eyes of my wife, my heartbeat always accelerates, and I am like a thief, always subconsciously sneaking a look at my master.

Naturally, the master was always indifferent, maybe I was too worried?

Extremely occasionally, I noticed that the master's gaze always showed an inquiring look, was that for me, or for my wife?

It's hard for me to tell.

After that, I noticed that there seemed to be a subtle change between them, and the conversation between my wife and my master seemed to be less casual than when I first arrived.

Every now and then, before she opened her mouth to talk to her master, she always wanted to look at my side first, which made me even more confused.

Out of helplessness, every time it was time to eat, I had to take the fastest speed, quickly pull a few bites, and leave the table quickly.

Naturally, this attracted the master's attention even more, and at first, he didn't say anything, and after many times, he seemed a little displeased.

In this way, for the rest of the day, I was always in an embarrassing situation, and my wife's affection and grace made me unable to resist the strong allure exuded from her; There were several times when I peeked at my wife and then came back to my senses to look at him, although the master's expression did not change at all, the almost inadvertent twitch at the corner of his mouth immediately aroused my heartbeat.

Needless to say, although she was also trying her best to control and hide herself, her tone of voice, her light and gentle steps, told me that as soon as she came to my side, she was fascinated.

I was confused, I was frightened, sometimes I even felt ashamed, and at night, I began to lose sleep, and I kept asking myself what was wrong, although I didn't make any extraordinary moves, but my heart was gradually getting closer to my wife.

For my wife and me, our master is our savior, and we shouldn't have that kind of thought, that's betrayal, that's ingratitude.

My family has been honest people for generations, and my wife and their family are the same, but why did they become so filthy and despicable when they came to us?

It seems that my wife is also suffering from the same torment and torture.

I found that several times, when she was eating, she was consciously avoiding my eyes, lest she should make eye contact with me.

I found that her expression was always complicated and even a little sad at this time.

Naturally, I immediately understood the delicate psychological dynamics of my wife.

Needless to say, although I call her my wife, she is actually two years younger than me, that is to say, in front of me, she is just a little sister of the young spine, she also has her fantasies, she also has her pursuits.

However, from the day she became sensible, it was impossible to think that one day, she would commit herself to an old man, this is not to blame her, nor to blame the master, to blame, only to blame God, blame the ruthless god of fate.

It is true that from a grateful heart, marrying someone much older than her father was of her own volition.

However, it is conceivable that there must be many unsatisfactory and extremely discordant things in the lives of the two people in the future.

For the two of them, as the master said before, their union is unfair to the master, and the many pains caused by this have long been expected in the master's heart, and from the perspective of a young girl, she can't think so specifically, so meticulously, in this world, her understanding of life is still extremely superficial, extremely simple, and even in advance she can't understand what it means for the two to become husband and wife.

And when the harsh reality came to her, she truly realized why the master would try his best to refuse to combine with herself, and at this time, she also deeply understood the master's painstaking efforts.

And now, when she realized all this, she realized that it seemed to be too late, the wood was already in the boat, and the raw rice was cooked.

Before I appeared, she had been sad, she had been sad.

However, as time passed, these troubles were gradually smoothed out and dulled by life, and even began to numb inside.

And when I, a young and fresh offspring, appeared in front of her, the passion that had died out was reawakened and shone with a fiery light again.

Yes, after all, she is still a little girl with a young heart, she has the desire to pursue happiness, her youthful vitality is like a spring current, it is precisely because it has been accumulated for a long time that it has condensed an incomparably huge driving force.

Once a breakthrough is encountered, there is a decisive and unstoppable momentum.

At this time, any attempt to restrain and suppress is extremely pale and powerless in the face of its powerful enthusiasm.

In response to that sentence, dry firewood meets fire, and the two of us have now reached the point where they are on the verge of breaking out.

Despite the patience and restraint of both of them, the fierce impulse in our hearts was constantly knocking on our hearts, making us like a frenzied horse, which could break free from the rope and jump out of the fence at any moment.

I think that the master is a clear-eyed person, and he must be able to feel the irrepressible emotions between me and my wife, but he is also controlling his emotions and not letting them be revealed.

In this way, the three of us lived in a tacit, embarrassing and embarrassing situation.

However, to my great surprise, this embarrassing life did not last long, and as the master announced that he would begin to travel all over the world, my wife and I both secretly breathed a long sigh of relief, and we secretly glanced at each other, and I found that my wife's face was slightly red with excitement.

In addition, the master said to go, and it was breakfast at that time, and the decision announced when he put down the dishes and chopsticks, after the master said this, he picked up the clothes that he had placed beside him at some point, and immediately pulled them out.

This was a surprise to my wife and me.

Before we could say anything, the master had already stepped out of the mountain gate, and in the blink of an eye, he disappeared between the mountains and mountains.

We thought that the master was consciously trying to test us, deliberately saying that it was a trip, but in fact, maybe when he would kill us again, make a surprise attack, and see what the two of us would do when he was not in the audience.

However, we all guessed wrong, and the master's departure was more than three years.

At the beginning, I was worried that the master would come and return suddenly, so although we both relaxed a lot, we both followed the original rules and lived according to the old routine, just like when the master was there.

Although the master was not around, we both thought that the master had not really left, and we still believed that he could not tell us which hidden corner of the temple was spying on us, and that if we had any trouble, he would immediately appear in front of us and embarrass us.

A few days, more than a dozen days, have passed, neither of us dares to take a step beyond the thunder pool, naturally, what we are worried about has not happened.

However, I still lived cautiously and decently, getting up on time, washing on time, eating on time, and going to bed on time, just like when the master was there.

I was even stricter with myself than I was then, for fear that once the master appeared, he would see that I was lazy and slack, and I would be reprimanded by him.

My wife was the same, even if she walked across from me, she didn't dare to look at me more, she always lowered her head, hurried by, and didn't say a word.

With such care, what will happen in the end......