Chapter 15: Late Redemption
On the way back, Yu Boya saw that she was holding the hanging ornament she often wore in her hand, and reached out to take it, "The rope is seriously worn, and I will make it up for you later!" ”
Luo Xi stared at the stone in Boya's palm a little distracted, is it mediocre? But how do I feel very special and precious!
She looked at Bo Ya again, yes, just like him, precious, special!
She remembers that she was so sick as a child that she almost lost her life.
They have no money to seek medical treatment, and they thought that this life was probably just a few years, but God may feel that they owe themselves, and when she opened her eyes again and felt the sunshine, she was happy!
She is still him, but, since she recovered from that serious illness, Bo Ya, who has always been taciturn, suddenly has a much more cheerful personality, always likes to be on a bar with herself in everything, and will also ridicule herself for some innocious little things, but when she is alone, she will silently stare at the saber wrapped in cloth in a daze, just like the deep and lonely he she knew before!
She had asked him how the saber had become so wound like this, as if it had been seriously wounded.
He always told her seriously: "It really hurts!" ”。 Every now and then, she laughed so hard that he was still a child, and he always loved to treat his favorite objects as if they were living creatures, afraid of freezing in the cold, and afraid of heat in the heat!
They all thought that he was afraid of loss, because in the days when she was seriously ill, he cried beside her like a girl, and no matter how much he pushed her and called her, she never opened her eyes to look at him, and even if she rose up to rebuke her, he was ecstatic and happy.
He stayed by her side every day, and what he couldn't accept was that he had told her so little that he couldn't even remember that sentence was complete, all he could remember was that she chattered in his ear, and he, even a well, ah, good response has rarely been had!
He blames himself and feels guilty, he wants to make up for it, even if it is not so pleasant to recall, he doesn't want to be like a mute in her memory!
He was afraid that he would never have a chance to fill these regrets again!
After she recovered from a serious illness, she also changed her usual caution and temperament.
The jade pendant on her side was replaced by a plain stone, and the red thread woven was crooked and ugly.
He remembered that she proudly stood in the sun and said to him: "Others Peiyu is to always be vigilant about themselves, to be as gentle as jade, not to be ostentatious or impetuous, let them be humble and gentlemen are as gentle as jade, I want to be a stubborn stinky stone." This catastrophe is not dead, I disdain to restrain myself and wronged myself, what is wrong with the stubborn stone, hard and resolute, free and easy, no need to erase the edges and corners also have their own style, unique to my heart! I love it! ”
The stone on her waist seemed to have been thrown into his heart lake, causing ripples that could not be calmed down for a long time!
He felt that no jewel in this world could match that ugly and lovely pebble.
He smiled relieved and satisfied in the face of the sun!
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Boya met her gentle gaze, quietly turned his saber to the other side, and clenched the accessories in his hand.
Yu Luoxi was silent for a long time, not knowing how to speak.
She's afraid, but she also knows she can't be too selfish!
She finally mustered up the courage, stood still, looked at Yu Boya and said: "Boya, in the past, I thought that I would never go down the mountain in this life, so I didn't think about it for you, now we are about to stay here for a while, why don't you ......"
"Why don't we take Sister over and reunite with the family!" He took her words, and his heart was a little flustered! It's not that you haven't thought about it, but you can't do it even if you think about it a million times!
The current life is what he yearns for, he doesn't want to change it because of anyone or anything, from the moment she insisted on going down the mountain, he understood that part of her obsession was also because of him!
Her clenched hand quietly loosened, and she said softly: "Okay!" ”
Along the way, the two of them were speechless, each immersed in their own world, thinking about their own things!
Although Yanyu is not a free body, it is also quite free, and I am a little overwhelmed by this day's leisure.
A few days ago, I felt that someone needed to take care of myself, but today I went to Fuqin but found that the room was empty, and I couldn't help but feel a little dazed! People probably crave that feeling of being needed!
As soon as Yu Luoxi entered the backyard and saw her sitting at the stone table smiling sadly, she couldn't help frowning a little.
She filled a cup of tea and put her sleeve against the tip of Yanyu's nose: "You smell, my clothes, is there a bit of musty?" ”
Yanyu sniffed carefully and shook his head, there was no smell! "It was rainy a few days ago, but today is a good day, if you feel that it smells bad, you can bask in the sun!"
She took a sip of tea and said casually: "But I want to bask in yesterday's sun!" ”
Yanyu smiled gently: "The girl said that she laughed, how can yesterday's sun shine on today's clothes!" The smile on his face gradually dissipated.
Yes, yesterday's sun can't shine on today's clothes, and the haze of those past events can only let the future sunshine slowly dissipate.
She looked at her, the fine sunlight was cathartic from the leaves, mottled beside her, quietly quenching a layer of gold for her, dazzling eyes, dazzling people's hearts!
"In a few days, I need to go home, if you are free, you can come with me!" In her heart, she cherishes her, if she is willing, she is also willing to give her a solid place to stay, although she cannot guarantee great wealth and wealth, but at least she does not have to be displaced in the future!
Yanyu bowed his head and said nothing.
Seeing that she was silent for a long time, Luo Xi raised her hand and just touched her sleeve, and she threw her away and left as if she were fleeing! Leave a pair of hands fixed in mid-air!
Her pace was extremely fast, her clothes were flying, and she only felt that she was about to suffocate.
For so many years, struggling in painful memories, unable to get salvation, unable to get warmth, and having delusionally imagined that in the long years, in a certain year, a certain month, at a certain time, there would be a person to speak a few gentle words to her, to take her out of the sea of suffering, even if she wanted to be a slave and a maid, she was willing to eat!
But I never thought that now it was a weak woman who gave her this Moduo comfort and comfort, too many emotions in her heart could not be explained, and the Tao was unknown, but she felt that the scorching heat of the April sun on the human body was abnormally hot, and it seemed to evaporate everything, otherwise how could this Moduo's sweat overflow from the eye frame and pour on the ground!
Luo Xi looked at her distant figure, and didn't know what to do, so she raised her head and drank the poured tea, and sighed: "I'm worried about me!" ”。
If it doesn't work today, then I'll mention it tomorrow, not tomorrow, there will be next month, and the next year, she has time to wait for her to step out of the cage of the past, but these days I'm afraid that I won't be able to hear the melodious piano sound anymore, it's really a pity!