Chapter 54: The Gradient of Time
The scenery of the wetland park is completely different from spring.
The ground is full of gray and yellow leaves, and it is crunchy to step on, so crisp. The reed flowers seem to have grown much taller than in spring, and they are still flying in the wind.
Xiao Ranzi and I walked on the path by the water, looking at the small leaves floating in the water, down the water, far away from me.
"Xiaoxiao, a little ahead, there is a whole road full of ginkgo trees, I heard that it is very beautiful."
"Hmm." I kept my head down, and my mind was full of what happened last time I came.
The scenery is still beautiful, but the heart is no more! The joy I felt at the beginning can't be recovered. Even if I reconcile with Liu Wei, here, after all, is the place where we broke up, and there will always be some sighs.
Before I knew it, I was suddenly amazed by a golden color in front of my eyes! In the air and underground, it is all bright gold. From afar, it's wonderful.
"Xiaoxiao, look, the ginkgo grove has arrived." Xiao Ranzi happily pointed to the golden yellow.
"Wow, it's really beautiful, not only beautiful, but also shocking!" My eyes were already attracted by this golden yellow, and I walked briskly towards a ginkgo forest.
The top of the head, the foot of the feet, was all gold. The unique shape of the ginkgo leaves, like countless hearts, covers the sky and the earth. I couldn't help but roll in this golden heart. Pick up a pile full of ginkgo biloba leaves in the palm of your hand and throw it into the air. Watching them fall from the sky is simply beautiful.
Xiao Ranzi stood not far from me, just quietly watching me go crazy in the pile of leaves, smiling all the time. His mood danced with my madness.
I played for a long time, and I was in a very good mood, as if the gloom of so many days had been dispelled by this golden dazzling.
Xiao Ranzi's pale face, against the backdrop of ginkgo biloba, looks a little dreamy. It's like a prince in the forest, who has been hiding in the depths of the clouds, and today, he suddenly came out to bask in the sun.
I looked at him, and it was cute.
On this day, I lived a very happy life, and I had an illusion that it would be nice if Xiao Ranzi could stay with me like this all the time.
"Xiaoxiao, there's one thing......" He sat shyly under the ginkgo tree, looking at me.
"Huh? What the? I was a meter away from him, throwing ginkgo biloba leaves into the air, and asked him absentmindedly.
"Xiaoxiao, there is a girl who wrote me a note."
"Notes? Isn't it a love letter? Hahaha, okay, this is a good thing, it shows that our little Ranzi is excellent. Tell Hongu which one is the cutie. ”
"It's a girl from the next class, but it doesn't matter. Xiaoxiao, what I mean by telling you is that I don't know what to do? ”
"What's there to do with this? If you like it, you can say yes, and if you don't like it, you can refuse. ”
"Yes, I know, but I just don't know how to refuse, can you help me think about what to say? You know, that's my personality, I'm shy, so, why don't you speak for me? ”
"Xiao Ranzi, are you stupid? How can I speak for you? People will be misunderstood. Last time Chen Yingjie's matter, I was already misunderstood, if I help you reject other girls, how can I make it clear? ”
"That'...... You teach me how to say no to it. Xiao Ranzi lowered her head shyly and asked in a whisper.
I smiled: "You, it's easy to have half of Chen Yingjie's brazenness, but unfortunately, you are shyer than me." Alas, you say, isn't it just that you already have a place in your heart? ”
"Well, okay, I'll just say that. But what if people ask me who I am? ”
"You won't just make up a random one, just say that it's not a foreign school?"
"Hmm...... Well, I'll listen to you. "Xiao Ranzi's face has become pink because of shyness, and she is very good-looking. If it weren't for his body, if it weren't for his character, maybe he could have become a school grass.
On Monday, Xiao Ranzi did what I said, and told the sister paper in the next class, and I heard that the sister paper also cried and chirped all afternoon. Xiao Ranzi said that he was very distressed, and I said that if I feel distressed, you will go. He said that it was not that distressing, but that he felt that when girls cried, it would make people feel distressed.
What a good boy, what a good little Ranzi. If it weren't for Liu Wei, I might have liked him.
As soon as the golden autumn and October passes, when the time enters November, the weather is very fast and becomes cold.
I love the feeling of cold, and whenever the cold hits, I feel like my mind is much clearer. The cold wind blew on his face, and there were bursts of pain.
At this moment, I don't know what Liu Wei's situation will be like in a foreign country? Since he went abroad, our contacts have really become very rare. My heart also changed from anger at the beginning, to worry, and then to calm and acceptance.
I am also used to being accompanied by Xiao Ranzi to spend this long wait.
He, like Chen Yingjie, has become my relative, not just a friend.
The days are like flowing water, passing unconsciously and plainly.
In mid-November, the first snow of the year began to fall slowly from the air during the third period in the morning. One by one, as big as cotton wool. The students in the classroom began to stir.
Although it snows every year in the winter in the north, every time it snows, it still arouses great interest. After all, there are many people who like to play in the snow. You can build a snowman, have snowball fights, ski, and many other enjoyable games that can be played in this cold winter season.
The snowflakes drifted in the wind, and a few of them blew in through the window, and I reached for them. It's beautiful, I stare at it. I remember last year that Xiao Ranzi said that the water turned into snowflakes is more crystal clear. I watched as this snowflake slowly turned into a drop of water in the palm of my hand. It seems that Liu Wei's smiling face was seen from inside.
By the end of the fourth period, the snow was already falling heavily. At this rate, if the snow doesn't stop, we should be able to accumulate a layer after school in the evening, and if it is tomorrow morning, it will be a thick layer of snow. That means you can play in the snow tomorrow.
Everyone happily waited for this moment to come, and everyone was talking about this snow. Expectation and excitement write a smile on your face together.
"Xiao Ranzi, look, it's snowing again......"
"Hmm." He looked up through the window and looked at the wind-blown snowflakes outside.
"Xiao Ranzi, can you still sing me that song from last year again?"
He smiled shyly and moved his chair to me...... Sing softly:
It's cold
The snow has accumulated so deeply
Merry Christmas to you.
Someone I love dearly
It's cold
All winter at your door
Are you my snow man?
I waited stupidly
The snow is falling one by one
Spell out the fate of you and me
My love is born of you
Your hand feels my heart ache
The snow is falling one by one
Quietly colorful in the sky
Spring is coming
And I will not survive anymore
Quietly watching the snow in the sky, quietly listening to Xiao Ranzi singing, his singing voice seemed to be a little warmer than last year, with some expectations and hopes.
"Xiao Ranzi, you say, will Liu Wei think of me at this time?"
"Definitely! The wind in Boston was strong, but it couldn't stop the heart anchor from setting sail. Xiaoxiao, you have to believe that what you are waiting for is what he is waiting for, you will definitely see each other again, and you will definitely wait for his return. ”
"Hmm...... I believe it too. "I want to believe, I have to believe. Liu Wei, you have been away from me for a hundred days, how many more hundred days do you want me to spend in such thoughts?