Half a year is not a short time, and the two of them sometimes grind their ears and temples, and sometimes respect each other like guests. Zheng Shuang also asked Qiu Sihai about his past, Qiu Sihai only said that he was serving in the army, and when he asked about his family, Qiu Sihai was in pain on the horse, "I don't remember, I can't tell you" and then ran away from Zheng Shuang's house, and came to her after a few days, and then Zheng Shuang didn't dare to ask again.

Of course, Zheng's mother would ask Zheng Shuang where she got so much money to cure her illness, and Zheng Shuang could only say that she had made an older successful person as her boyfriend. Although Zheng's mother is open-minded, but if her daughter is committed to non-human beings in order to save herself, she would rather die of illness, she asked Zheng Shuang if she really likes this man, Zheng Shuang replied yes, and then asked if this man really loves you, although Zheng Shuang replied yes, but the confusion in her eyes Zheng Mother can see it. Zheng's mother sighed, the matter has come to this point, it is difficult to recover, her daughter has made a choice, and she has already received other people's money. What should be borne can only be endured, who can make themselves powerless. "Hey! Our family has encountered unforeseen circumstances, your father was unjustly imprisoned, I almost died, leaving you alone as a girl, we are sorry for you, and my mother is sorry for you. As he spoke, he burst into tears, "Mom, don't be like this, you're not well yet," Zheng Shuang also shed tears. Mother Zheng raised her hand to wipe her tears for her daughter and said, "No matter what, that man paid to cure my illness, which is considered a favor to you and me, but if he only treats you as a plaything, it will also hurt you." ”

"Mom, he's not that kind of person, he's not a bad person, it's just ......, I can't tell, wait a while."

"Can you bring him to me, then?"

"Not yet, when we all figure it out, I'll take care of it, you just need to know that he's not a bad guy"

"Okay, there are too many things in the world that you can't help yourself, you are already old, pay more attention to self-protection."

The mother and daughter did not continue to talk about it

In the next three months, Zheng Shuang slowly told his mother about Qiu Sihai, Liu Zhenjiang and her in Liu Zhenjiang's clubhouse.

Zheng's mother is an insightful woman, although she is a university professor, she still sees the world very clearly.

"There is no shortage of reckless heroes in the world, the so-called righteousness slaughters more dogs, and most of them are readers, I think this Boss Liu is also a chivalrous person. And your boyfriend Qiu Sihai, does he suffer: War Trauma Stress Syndrome? ”

"Oh! It should be like this, so should you take him to a psychiatrist?"

"It is right to go, but the effect is not necessarily good, I see that the information says that the patient is still willing to cooperate, and some patients are unwilling to cooperate, and the biggest characteristic of this patient is that they have suicidal or masochistic tendencies."

"Oh! It's so serious," Zheng Shuang lowered his head. At this time, she was not sure to persuade Qiu Sihai to seek medical treatment.

At this moment, Qiu Sihai heard Zheng Shuang's confession, looked at this beloved girl in a daze, and a throbbing rose in his heart, "Can I ...... it?"

While trying to sink his mind into the fog, he said, "Xiao Shuang, I can tell you that I was ...... before I joined the army!" Suddenly, a huge wave of grief and remorse rushed into his mind and heart, he felt that his heart and brain were about to explode, he covered his head with one hand and pressed his chest with the other, "Uhh......h Even he, who had endured countless limb pains, couldn't bear to cry out in pain, and cried out in pain as he trembled all over his body, "Uhh......h I'm a sinner, uh-ah......! I'm a sinner," muttered **.

Zheng Shuang's face turned pale with fright when he saw this scene, and he hurriedly rushed over and hugged Qiu Sihai from behind. I felt Qiu Sihai's whole body tremble, "I'm a sinner...... It hurts, uh, ......!" Qiu Sihai kept gritting his teeth and moaning repeatedly, Zheng Shuang cried distressedly, "It's all my fault, I shouldn't let you recall the past, you are not a sinner, you must not." While stroking Qiu Sihai's head, she also pressed his chest with the other hand, and whispered in his ear, "You are not, you must not be." Shall I sing you a song? Then he slowly sang the "Crescent Bay" that he had sung in the private room. The sweet singing voice was like a stream, slowly flowing into Qiu Sihai's mind, the pain slowly receded, and the violent cries for help gradually subsided. Zheng Shuang continued to caress him. The singing stopped, and after more than ten minutes, Qiu Sihai no longer trembled, nor was he there. "What the hell did he go through? How much pain is buried in the bottom of my heart? Zheng Shuang felt more and more sorry for this man.

"Am I worthy of your love like this?" Qiu Sihai suddenly asked softly, "It's worth it, I love you no matter what you do, as long as you don't dislike me." Zheng Shuang cried and said.

"How could I dislike you, I've liked you since you first taught me math. But I'm so much older than you, and the first time you hugged me and kissed me, my excited heart was about to explode. Since then, I have unconsciously wanted to come to you, I know that I shouldn't be like this, but I just can't control myself, and I will be sad if I don't see you for a day. ”

Qiu Sihai slowly turned around and hugged Zheng Shuang in his arms, "The source of my pain, I can't tell you now, it turns out that I think this pain will soon swallow me, so I haven't dared to promise you, because I can't see my future." But today, when the pain is about to consume me, you have protected me, because you want to continue to live, for you to continue to live, and I want to find a way to solve the root of this pain."

Zheng Shuang's heart was about to burst with joy and happiness, she kept nodding her head against Qiu Sihai's chest, choked up and couldn't speak, and the haze of suffering for months finally dissipated.

"Will you marry me?" "Yes, as long as you are willing to marry me" "I want to shout happily now" Zheng Shuang said. "It's too late, it's going to wake up the neighbors" "Huh! You talk a lot faster," Zheng Shuang said in surprise

"You not only saved me, but also healed me" "You saved me first"

"What you give me is much more important than what I give you, I must cherish you well, Xiaoshuang, do you want to continue to complete your studies?"

"I don't want to, I just want to follow you" Zheng Shuang had already burst into tears and laughed and began to be coquettish.

"I'm not kidding, I'm serious" "Okay, actually, I also thought about going back to school, but my mom still needs me to take care of me, and my dad is still in prison, so I can't let go of my heart and don't have the heart to study." ”

"Don't worry too much about these, some things take time, aunt and we take care of it together, I know my uncle's affairs, I will find a way, believe me. If you don't have these burdens, do you want to go back to school?"

"It's a little, but then I can't be with you. Don't"

"You can't stick to me all the time, people always have their own things, and they will be fulfilling."

"Okay, I'm taking a leave of absence, it's not difficult to go back"

"Also, what I'm telling you now is very important, and you must listen carefully." Qiu Sihai straightened Zheng Shuang's body back, and reached out to cover the quilt on her fair and smooth body. The eyes are facing each other. Zheng Shuang saw that he was so serious, and he was not coquettish. Listen carefully, "You know that I used to be a soldier, but I have not been fighting with enemy countries for more than ten years, but fighting against a kind of monster, this kind of monster is called a post-evolutionary, in fact, this is no secret, but the ordinary people don't know much, they are a hundred times more powerful than beasts." If they break through the human defenses, a large number of innocent people will be killed. They already have the same wisdom as men. There are already monsters with the intelligence level of 10-year-old children, but I think this is just a prelude, there should be monsters with the same intelligence as adult humans, but they haven't appeared yet. They are powerful and bloodthirsty, and will eat all animals except them, especially humans, and if humans and beasts are together, they will definitely attack humans first. If they are not eliminated and left unchecked, they will one day destroy humanity. ”

"Is it the old demon that Boss Liu said?" Although Zheng Shuang was prepared after listening to Ding Yunfeng's words, he was still very surprised.

"Well, this time Yuan Gang came to me just to ask me to go back to the army to help destroy the monster,"

"No, don't you go, okay, I don't want you to take any more risks, I don't want to be separated from you so soon" Zheng Shuang begged

"Don't worry, I fought against these monsters when I was 16 years old, and I'm not alive and well yet, and I'm going to help the army, they will promise me some conditions, first, I think I can try to save my uncle through this time, and second, Zhenjiang has helped me so much, I want to repay him. So I must go. ”

Zheng Shuang looked at Qiu Sihai in a daze, his face full of tenderness. "And how long will it take for you to be back?" Zheng Shuang's voice was a little aggrieved

"Maybe a few months, maybe a year." "Huh? It takes that long. Zheng Shuang's face was sad.

"Actually, there is another reason, the source of my pain may be in these monsters, and I want to find the answer. Don't worry, I'll be fine, kill monsters, I'm very powerful, and the monsters that appear now, how many can't kill me. ”

"Then when are you leaving" Zheng Shuang was about to cry again. "I was going to do it tomorrow" "Ah! So fast," Zheng Shuang's eyes flowed

"But I can't bear you, I think a week late shouldn't delay anything"

Zheng Shuang burst into tears and laughed this time. "Then let's hurry up, what did you feel just now" "Comfortable", "Do you like me?" "Like!" Do you want to do it again? "I still want to!"