Qin Xiao stopped touching Chen Enci's hair for a while.

Chen Enci didn't notice anything unusual, and continued to lie to Qin Xiao's chest: "I don't want to lie to you. ”

From the time she remembered what he said, "Don't say it if you don't want to, but don't lie to me," she never lied to him again.

"I know you might be a little upset when I say it, but I did really want to marry him at the time."

"I also moved the idea of going abroad with him, away from home, away from trouble."

Qin Xiao didn't speak.

Chen Enci thought of the scene of chatting with Jiang Chi in the café at that time, and did not speak again.

Jiang Chi hadn't contacted her for more than a year, nor had he bothered her, and suddenly bumped into him, he wanted to talk to her, and she really couldn't say no.

Jiang Chi is different from other people who have chased her, Jiang Chi is really good to her, even if those good things are not what she took the initiative to ask for, but she always has a feeling of indebtedness to him.

It can be said to be a debt, but it can also be said to be pressure and burden.

Because Jiang Chi was too good to her, he paid too much, money, time, and patience...... She can't pay it back yet, and what she hates the most is that she owes people something.

Honestly, it's a terrible feeling.

is also a little guilty, because the reason why she almost got the idea of marrying him in the first place has nothing to do with feelings, just because of selfishness.

There are too few people who are good to her, and after her mother left, it took her twelve years to meet a Qin Xiao and lose it.

Jiang Chi's kindness to her is not what she wants, she doesn't need expensive gifts, nor does she need him to spend a lot of money on her endorsement products, let alone him to follow her to be courteous.

He treated her well in the way he thought he would, she was thinking at the moment he proposed that she might never meet Qin Xiao again, except for Qin Xiao, Jiang Chi was the most sincere among the people who were good to her, and she should have a good time with him.

In this world, how can anyone be lucky to meet someone who really understands you, or in other words, in this world, how can anyone be lucky to meet someone like Jiang Chi who works hard to be good to you in his own way.

At that time, she thought that she was lucky to meet both, and she lost the one who understood her, so she selfishly held on to this and tried to be good to her.

She has never been selfish in her life, it's good that she is so selfish once, she really doesn't need to live so wronged, not to mention that the family she was born in has given her so many grievances, she is really wronged enough, but she finally chose to be wronged.

…… Because of him.

Jiang Chi told her tonight that he was getting married, and the family arranged it to talk about whether he loved it or not, so he thought it was quite appropriate.

Jiang Chi also told her that the last marriage proposal was unsuccessful, and she couldn't say goodbye properly, and today she wants to say goodbye well, say goodbye well, and never see you again.

Jiang Chi also asked her a question, a question that had plagued him for more than a year, and he asked her, where did he lose?

Actually, she thought it was a stupid question.

There is no loss and win in love, only love is not love.

Jiang Chi probably also thought this question was a bit funny, and after asking, he laughed first, and after laughing, he asked her in a different way, if he met her first and chased her first, would she fall in love with him?

Seriously, she thinks it's a silly question.

There are so many ifs, but they are all self-deception.

But she really assumed it in her heart, and in the end she shook her head at Jiang Chi and said no.

Jiang Chi asked her why?

She was silent for a long time before answering his question.

She said: "If I go out with you, and we meet for the first time, and I ask for a drink, you will try to get me the best wine you can get, and you will know that I like to drink, and you will do your best to help me collect all kinds of good wine and give it to me." But he wouldn't, he would let me drink a few dollars of beer, and then throw me drunk on a bench on the side of the road and sleep all night, and finally I had a high fever all day. ”

"When I eat with you, and when I meet something I don't like to eat, you will remember that as long as I am at a dinner in the future, those things I don't like will not appear. He won't, he'll force me to eat every once in a while. ”

"I don't open the door for him because I have a fever, he picks the lock. I never told him about my best friend's days, but he would remember. ”

"He never asked me what I liked, but he knew it."

"He doesn't look like you, he has been inquiring about the situation with Lu Xing all day long, and then sent me what I need, he never asked me what I needed, and I didn't need anything with him, because I didn't have time to need it, and he had already done it."

"He was very good to me, when he was by my side, I didn't have to think about anything, I could live as a child, but he left me, I can still live well, because he taught me how to be good to myself, I will put a piece of sugar in my pocket, I will not faint due to low blood sugar when I am alone, I will be cautious about drinking, I will not put myself in a dangerous situation for my own reasons."

"And you're different, you're good to me, just good to me."

He ...... It's good to me, so good that when he's not around me, he can make me good. ”

After listening to her words, Jiang Chi smiled with relief, and he said that he was willing to bow down when he met this kind of person.

Jiang Chi hurried to the airport, he got the answer he wanted, and said goodbye to her.

Thinking of Chen Enci here, she realized that Qin Xiao hadn't spoken for a while, she raised her head and glanced at him: "Why don't you speak?" ”

"Huh?"

Qin Xiao paused and said, "I'm sleepy." ”

His voice was very wistful, very much like that.

Chen Enci stared at him for a while, raised his hand and poked his chin: "Really sleepy?" ”

Why didn't she believe it?

"Really." Qin Xiao grabbed her hand, hugged her sideways, and held her in his arms: "Sleep, you have to go back to the four seasons tomorrow morning." ”

Chen Enci said "oh" and closed his eyes really obediently.

The room was very quiet, and after about ten minutes, Chen Enci suddenly raised his head and caught Qin Xiao's gaze hanging down to look at her.

Chen Enci smiled as she crawled out of Qin Xiao's arms, "Unhappy?" ”

Qin Xiao lay upright: "No." ”

Chen Enci propped up his upper body and stared at Qin Xiao for a while: "I think there is." ”

“……”

"You see, you didn't even say anything to me, and you said that you weren't upset." 90 look

“……”

Qin Xiao lifted his eyelids and glanced at her: "I'm tired of playing." ”

Chen Enci: "............"

It's like the truth.

Qin Xiaogao was unhappy, even if Chen Enci was nervous, he could feel it at this time.

Her boyfriend is not only jealous, but really unhappy.

Chen Enci stretched out his hand and picked Qin Xiao's Adam's apple: "Boyfriend? ”

Qin Xiao moved his eyelids and said "um" in his voice.

I can't hear the emotion, but I can feel the lack of interest.

Chen Enci grabbed Qin Xiao's shoulder, moved his body up, and held Qin Xiao's face: "Brother? ”

Qin Xiao was silent for a while, but still said "um".

It seems that this time it will be more difficult to coax.

Fortunately, she left a killer last time.

Chen Enci put his red ear on his head and leaned into Qin Xiao's ear: "Husband." ”

Qin Xiao froze and was completely silent.

After a while, he sighed lightly as if helplessly, and turned his head to look at her: "I'm not unhappy, and I don't have the right to be unhappy, and I'm not by your side at that time." ”

"I ...... It's a little scary. After being afraid. ”

"I'm afraid what will I do if you really marry him in the first place? I'm afraid that if I disappoint you somewhere in the future, what do you think he is better than me? ”

Chen Enci's heart jumped uncontrollably.

She thought of him breaking up with her six years ago, and he took Sunan Nannan to test her, was it because he was afraid?

It turns out that in this love, not only is she afraid, but he is also afraid.

Chen Enci's heart hurt a little, she buried her face in Qin Xiao's neck, and said in a muffled voice: "Qin Xiao, that day at the airport, you told me that you wanted to forget me, but you didn't forget." ”

"I'm just like you, and I've thought about giving up."

"I knew I could have a good time if I nodded my head, but I just couldn't."

"I really wanted to tell him I do, but what I said was ...... I have someone to love. ”

Chen Enci rarely speaks to people like this, she is used to spraying people, scolding people, and hurting people, but she is not used to saying this kind of thing.

She spoke intermittently, especially the last sentence, and it took her a lot of effort to finish it.

As soon as she finished speaking, Qin Xiao turned over violently, pressed her under her, and swept his tongue into her mouth in a rampage.

He kissed very suddenly and fiercely, as if he was expressing something.

He let go of her when he kissed her and was about to suffocate, she gasped twice, opened her eyes, she saw that his eyes were a little red, and she was slightly stunned: "Qin Xiao......"

He reached out and covered her eyes, and lowered his head again to block her lips, this time he kissed so softly that she could feel his lips, his hand covering hers, trembling.

He kissed endlessly, her tongue was numb, she couldn't stand calling his name, her voice was vague and had no strength, which provoked him to kiss deeper, she shouted I don't know how many times, he finally let go of her.

His breath was unsteady, and she wasn't much better.

In the quiet room, both he and she gasped.

Chen Enci listened and suddenly smiled.

Qin Xiao glanced at her, "What are you laughing at?" ”

"Nothing." Chen Enci didn't know what he was laughing at, he just wanted to laugh.

Qin Xiao also laughed after her, and then grabbed her hand and took it down.

？？？

Chen Enci held back his laughter.

That's not right!

Just now I obviously took a very warm route, and it was a little sensational, why did the painting style suddenly change suddenly?!

"Qin Xiao, are you crazy?"

Chen Enci, who still had a little soreness in his wrist, was aggrieved: "Qin Xiao, you don't hurt me anymore......"

"If I don't fucking hurt you, the little box you brought with you would have been empty for a long time."

“……”

Chen Enci, who was choked up and couldn't speak for a while, was silent for a while, and remembered what he said: "Qin Xiao, didn't you say that you were tired of playing with me?" ”

"So, do it yourself."

“……”

"I've just taught it twice, right?"

“……”

"Also, call husband."

PS: 3000 words in this chapter ~ 1200 words more ~

1: I recommend a book, I really love to write, "I Want to Get Married When I See You" is slightly raised.

2: Come and play with Chen's super talk~~ Remember to pay attention to Brother Xia's VB by the way: Ye Feiye is a goblin~ Okay, I'm going to sleep with Qin Xiao!

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