Chapter 26: "Chat with Me"

Lin Zi saw Ms. Xin's posture, and couldn't wait to let her get married on the spot immediately, in order to temporarily seek a little peace, Lin Zi slipped out of the venue under the pretext of going to the toilet.

As soon as he pushed the door open, he saw Xu Chenrui standing at the door, looking at him with a smile.

"Why are you standing here and not going in?"

"I'm waiting for you." Xu Chenrui tilted his head towards Lin Zi.

"What are you waiting for me for?" Lin Zi was a little puzzled, what the hell was this person doing.

"I want the host to take the guests around," Xu Chenrui smiled at Lin Zi, "I don't know, is it convenient for the host?" ”

Although Lin Zi didn't want to agree, but looked around, Xu Chenrui was a VIP anyway, if people knew that the VIP was alone outside, he would say that their Lin family was not well-greeted, for the sake of being the master today, he agreed to his request.

"Let's go, I'll take you out for a walk."

The two walked out of the door and came to the courtyard of the hotel, because the hotel was in the suburbs, the air was very good, Lin Zi was stuffy in it for too long, and suddenly breathed fresh air, and suddenly felt refreshed.

"The night sky is so beautiful tonight," Lin Zi raised his head, looked at the starry sky, and couldn't help but sigh.

"yes, it's been a long time since I've seen so many stars."

Indeed, the bustle and hustle and bustle of the city make people always busy, and rarely look up at the night sky, but even if they occasionally look up, the night sky of the city is no longer as starry as the suburbs.

"Kid, remember, the three things you promised me, then the second thing I want you to promise me is to chat with me, okay?" Xu Chenrui looked at Lin Zi with a sincere face.

Lin Zi didn't expect Xu Chenrui to only ask him to chat with him, he, he has no friends, "You, rarely chat with people?" ”

"I can't remember how long it's been since I've talked to anyone, maybe a long, long time." Speaking of this, Xu Chenrui looked a little lonely.

"Aren't you an actor? Actors are not very good at dealing with people? Lin Zi was a little puzzled.

"Those conversations that can only be called brief, at best superficial exchanges, I am talking about the kind of chats that go out of your mind, like chats like friends."

"Do you, really, have no friends?" Lin Zi looked at Xu Chenrui with some sympathy.

"There used to be, but now," Xu Chenrui smiled bitterly, "probably not." ”

It turned out that this nasty ghost was also so worthy of sympathy, Lin Zi felt a little bitter in his heart.

"Then I'll agree to your second request, you say, and I'll listen quietly."

"You know, why did I want to be an actor?"

"Because, like acting?"

Xu Chenrui smiled slightly and shook his head, "Because of revenge, it's ridiculous, right, but it's true, I'm revenge, revenge on the Xu family, revenge on my father." ”

Lin Zi was a little surprised, she didn't expect Xu Chenrui's opportunity to become an actor to take revenge, she raised her head and looked at Xu Chenrui, her eyes were full of incomprehension.

Xu Chenrui didn't look at her, but continued to say to himself: "Do you know, my mother is a painter, but also a very gentle and temperamental woman, her family is very good, very educated, she loves to laugh very much, in the face of everything, she will be very optimistic and calm, when I was a child, I listened to my mother, when she and my father met, my father had nothing, so, I once felt that my father was not worthy of such an elegant mother." However, they still fell in love, vigorously, and my grandfather firmly disagreed with my mother and my father, but my mother was determined to marry him, and even broke off all ties with the family, and wanted to be with my father. There was no wedding, no wedding dress, no ring, and no blessing, and the two of them got married. After getting married, my father began to be busy with starting a business, and my mother has been at home, washing, cooking, and cleaning, from the original celebrity painter, to a housewife, but my mother has never complained, although her life is very poor, she has never felt hard. Later, when I was born, my father and mother were very happy, and at that time, they loved each other and loved me very much, and that time was the happiest day for me. So at that time, I also loved to laugh, just like my mother, I loved to laugh. As I grew older, my father's business began to get better and better, he began to get busier and busier, and he had less and less time to go home. However, my mother never blamed him, and sometimes, when I would lose my temper because my father did not come back, my mother would comfort me softly, telling me that my father was for the family, but I knew that my mother was actually sad, and several times, I saw my mother's room with the lights on until the early hours of the morning. Later, my father's business was bigger, and he went home less often, and even my mother was sick, and I never came back to visit, until, until I was seven years old, my mother became more and more sick, and she said that she wanted to see her father for the last time, but my father was in a meeting, and I couldn't get in touch, and I was very helpless at that time, I didn't know what to do, I didn't dare to go into my mother's ward, I couldn't see my mother become so weak, I decided to run to my father, and I wanted to bring him to my mother. So, I ran out of the hospital, in the direction of my father's company, I kept running, I don't remember how long I ran, and when I stood at the door of my father's conference room, I had no strength at all, I couldn't even knock on the door, I always, I didn't bring my father to my mother, she finally left, neither my father nor me, I didn't see her last time, I couldn't forgive myself for running away, let alone my father. After my mother left, I never smiled again, I didn't even like to talk, I started to think that my father would be sad and would be down, but he didn't, he went to work normally, and continued to have meetings normally. I hated him, I hated him so much, that day, I went to my father desperately, smashed everything, messed up his business, and he said to me something that I will never forget, 'You are my son of Xu Jinheng, I will not allow you to disgrace me on any occasion'. Oh, how cruel, how ironic, he only cares about his own face from beginning to end, he really doesn't deserve to be my father, let alone my mother's husband, so, from that moment on, I swear, I just want to do things that make him feel ashamed, lose his face Xu Jinheng, and lose the face of the entire Xu family, I just want to take revenge on him. Xu Jinheng's voice trembled a little, and after he tried to calm his mood, he turned his head and smiled at Lin Ziwan, "Look, I succeeded." ”

Lin Zi felt that the person in front of him was no longer the playboy Xu Chenrui, but the lonely Xu Chenrui. She wanted to comfort him, but she felt that all the words seemed so pale and weak at this time, she stretched out her hand and gently stroked Xu Chenrui's back.

Xu Chenrui lightly raised his voice and continued: "After my mother died, after a year, my father remarried the young lady of the Wang family, Wang Wanqing, just because the other party's family is a famous business tycoon, she is my current stepmother, Wang Wanqing, with the support of the Wang family, gradually has the current Xu Group, so I have always hated and hated others saying that I am the eldest young master of the Xu Group, hehe, how ironic." A year later, my stepmother gave birth to my so-called younger brother, Xu Shen, and then gave birth to the so-called younger sister, Xu Anxiao, and my stepmother, after I grew up and became sensible, was afraid that I would fight with her children for family property, and threw me alone and abroad, at that time, I was only eleven years old, she didn't tell my father at all, and directly arranged me abroad, I thought that at least my father would be puzzled by my sudden disappearance, however, no, as if I left, they were like a real family. When I was abroad, it was really hard, I didn't understand the language, I didn't know how to communicate with people at all, I became more and more afraid of life, and I became more and more autistic, I didn't dare to communicate with people, I only shed tears, until, I met my teacher, he taught me, sadness should not be tears, nor should I expose my weakness in front of others, so that gave others the opportunity to hurt you, he made me no longer complain about the pain of life, let me learn to accept, accept everything, the teacher's teaching helped me a lot, It was my only dependence and light at that time. Slowly I began to learn to be strong, to hide my emotions, to use a poker face, to accept everything that fate brings. In fact, at the beginning, I planned to stay abroad, but later, the teacher told me that I chose to stay abroad not because of how good it was abroad and how nostalgic it was, but because I was not brave enough to return to China to face it, so I could only deceive myself. In the end, I chose to return to China, and I want to tell those who hurt me that I, Xu Chenrui, are back, and I want to come back to fight for my own things, and come back to fight against those who bullied me. ”

After listening to Xu Chenrui's story, Lin Zi's heart began to become very soft, for so many years, he has been like this alone, how hard it should be, how sad. Only then did Lin Zi know that Xu Chenrui deliberately pretended to be a flowery look, but she was just hiding her inner loneliness and extreme lack of security, and she suddenly felt very distressed and distressed for him. At that moment, she knew that she had reacquainted herself with this Xu Chenrui. He was, indeed, not so annoying.

Lin Zi decided to be his friend, "Xu Chenrui," this is the first time she has directly called out his name, not an uncle, not a nasty ghost, "I'll be your friend." ”

Xu Chenrui was stunned, the girl in front of him was bright and sunny, perhaps, when her mother was young, she was also so calm and confident. He smiled and said to Lin Zi: "We, shouldn't we, have we been friends for a long time?" ”