"Because chasing girls is relatively easy, and it is logical and will not cause criticism." The man still looked triumphant.

Cheng Yelan glared at him, "You can chase whoever you like, what does it have to do with me." ”

"Really?" Song Qiguang raised his eyebrows, "Can you think clearly, what will I do if I am with others, do you want me to do these things with others?" ”

"I ......," Cheng Yelan really wanted to reply to him, "I don't care!" But before he could say anything, the bell rang for class, and the person deliberately shook his hand before leaving, and those who ate were also left there, Cheng Yelan sighed, and had to put them on the desk.

In fact, he couldn't understand why that person told him to chase others, did he want to make him jealous and make him angry? But where does that man's faith come from, and how can he be angry? Why is it that all of a sudden that the words and things that person says and does are so ambiguous?

At this time, Cheng Yelan couldn't help but think, if that person was really with someone else and really did something intimate with others, would he be angry?

If so, then the reason makes Cheng Yelan a little difficult to accept, if not, he really doesn't dare to let that person try, because he really can't tell what that person's position is in his mind.

Cheng Yelan felt a little stupid, that person was just tempting, and he didn't know if he was serious, he had been thinking about it for so long; I'm also a little dissatisfied with that person, why he keeps saying something suggestive, but never picking out anything.

In this way, half a semester passed, and Cheng Yelan ushered in the busiest senior year of high school.

In fact, he is not very busy, because his grades have always been very good, and he has never given up reviewing, he is confident that he can be admitted to the ideal university, as for that person, Cheng Yelan noticed that he is really busy.

And what he's busy with is not the content of high school, but has been specializing in English.

He even got an all-English version of the encyclopedia, and when Cheng Yelan was studying, he was sitting on the sofa and reading, and he was very focused, and Cheng Yelan looked at him for a long time and he didn't react.

After two days like this, Cheng Yelan had to take a glass of water and hand it to him after he watched it for more than an hour.

"Applejack." Cheng Yelan said.

There was no reaction, a glass of water was in front of him, and he talked to him again, he didn't react!

Cheng Yelan sat beside him and reached out to push him, "Ajie! ”

“…… Yes? Now he finally came back to his senses and looked at Cheng Yelan with a confused expression, "What's wrong?" ”

"I ask you what's wrong! Whether you are reading a book or meditating, I just talked to you in front of you and you didn't react. ”

Song Qiguang smiled, "I'm sorry, I'm so fascinated by it, this book is really good." ”

Cheng Yelan pursed her lips and handed him the water, "Drink some water and rest for a while." ”

Song Qiguang took the water, but still looked at him, "You just came to bring me water?" ”

Cheng Yelan nodded.

Song Qiguang drank the water with a smile, then put the cup back in its place, and sat back next to Cheng Yelan, "I'm sorry, I just snubbed you, don't be angry with me." ”

Cheng Yelan frowned and glanced at him, "Why do you always speak so indecently?" ”

"Oh?" Song Qiguang pretended to think for a while, "You say I'm not serious, so should I do something to be worthy of your praise?" ”

Cheng Yelan didn't want to ask him what he wanted to do, his answer would only make him more angry, so he simply ignored his words, Cheng Yelan looked at the book, "That's the English version, you can understand it?" ”

Song Qiguang nodded, "The task given to me by the master is to learn English like Chinese before going to college, and I can understand it without much effort." ”

Cheng Yelan sighed, "Then you should also pay attention to rest, don't work too hard." ”

"You care about me?" The man's eyes were bright, and there was a little expectation.

"Hmm." Cheng Yelan did not deny it.

Song Qiguang put down the book and opened his arms, "Then let me hug it, give me a hug for a while, I won't have to work hard immediately." ”

Cheng Yelan grabbed his arm and shook it away, looking at him with a helpless look in his eyes, "Where did you learn your tone of voice?" ”

Song Qiguang looked at him, still smiling, but his expression was solemn, "You don't need to learn, I feel it when I talk to you, if you don't believe it, you can ask others, I never use this tone when I talk to other people." ”

Cheng Yelan's heart trembled, but he actually slipped faintly with joy, he also looked at that person, "If at this time, I ask you why, will you answer me?" ”

Song Qiguang blinked, "Because, you are the young master, the master has ordered you, of course your attitude towards the young master can't be the same as towards other people." ”

The little warmth in Cheng Yelan's heart immediately cooled, and all the smiles on his face disappeared, and he stared at the man's eyes tightly, "You will be different from me and everyone else, just because my father told you to do this?" ”

"Then why do you care?" Song Qiguang asked rhetorically, "Why do you care about the reason?" Why do you care if it's because you're different? Have you ever thought about this question? ”

"Nope!" Cheng Yelan shouted unconsciously, "Not only no, but I will never think about it in the future!" These have nothing to do with you, all you have in your heart is your master, what am I thinking, it has nothing to do with you! ”

He looked like a fried cat, and all kinds of thoughts surging in his eyes were not concealed at all, but he didn't notice that Song Qiguang watched his expression change and listened to his increasingly out-of-control voice, and his smile was always increasing.

Cheng Yelan couldn't tell why he was in this mood, in fact, from the beginning, from the first time they met when they were children, although they came to be his servant, that person only listened to his father's orders, and even that person died for him, and it was only his father who ordered that person to die for him.

It's really stupid, that person has been hanging the word "master" on his lips since he was a child, and he already knows it, why does he still have that feeling of pain in his heart now? He didn't care what he thought, and all he did was to fulfill his father's orders.

"Aning, are you jealous?" Song Qiguang's eyes were full of cunning.

"I didn't, I ......" Cheng Yelan's words were not finished.

Cheng Yelan was embraced by that person, that person sighed softly in his ear, as if he was still a little unsatisfied with the kiss just now, he never knew that that person's arms were so warm, and his broad shoulders seemed to be able to hold up a blue sky for himself.

Why did they develop into the relationship they have now? It seems to be sudden, but it is not so difficult to accept, it seems that a long time ago, before he realized it, that person had already existed in his heart and never left.

I was a little apprehensive, why did that person treat him like this? I'm afraid it's for the sake of the "master" again, but how could his father tell him such a thing?

's heart turned around a thousand times, but there was still no clear answer, and there were some more frightening thoughts, Cheng Yelan didn't dare to think about it.

After a pause, the man gently helped him up, Cheng Yelan's face was still very hot, and he almost didn't dare to look at the person's eyes.

"Well, my skills are good, aren't they?" The man looked at him triumphantly.

Cheng Yelan felt a little lost in his heart, why at this time, this person's attitude can still be so improper? And his words, as if he had already experienced a hundred battles, as if the same thing had been said more than once.

Cheng Yelan couldn't imagine the scene where he did such a thing with others and then said such things to others, in his eyes, what was he?

Cheng Yelan was unhappy, broke away from the man's arm, stood up and turned his back to him.

The body quickly fell back into that embrace, and the man hugged his waist from behind, and his voice was gentle and puzzled, "What's wrong?" ”

How do I answer by asking how many times have you experienced those techniques? I can't ask, I can't ask anyway.

Song Qiguang, in your mind, what kind of existence is Cheng Yelan?

You have always said that you did those things at the behest of my father, so where did you put me as a person? If I have no place in your heart, why do you do those things and say those things to me? Am I the tool you use to play your skills, or am I the object of your ambition to conquer? ……

Song Qiguang......

"A-Ning, what's wrong with you?" He didn't speak, and Song Qiguang couldn't help but ask again.

"It's nothing," Cheng Yelan broke away from his arm, took two steps forward, closed his eyes, and his voice was as soft as a sigh, "What happened just now, I will treat it as if it didn't happen, and I won't bother with you, you don't do it again in the future." ”

"What?" Song Qiguang was behind him, but his voice was dangerous.

Cheng Yelan opened his eyes and raised his head, but he didn't know where he was looking, "I don't need any personal servants, just concentrate on your own things in the future, you don't have to come to my room on purpose, it's better for us to see each other less in the future, I don't want you to remember what happened just now when you see you." ”

"What did you say!" Song Qiguang's voice at this time was really angry! "Cheng Yelan, you turn around for me, look at me, and make your words clear!"

"Song Qiguang!" Cheng Yelan was not to be outdone, and shouted, "Don't be too presumptuous!" I am the young master of this family, and I will ask my father to take you away at any time! Don't think that if I don't punish you, you can do anything! ”

Cheng Yelan emphasized his identity in front of Song Qiguang for the first time, and their relationship was so estranged!

Whose helplessness is this?

"Cheng Yelan, hello, you are so good......" Behind him, Song Qiguang's voice was as cold as ice, and he trembled slightly.

Taking a step forward, Song Qiguang's voice had never been so solemn, "Cheng Yelan, in your heart, I am just your servant, or a dispensable servant who can be discarded at any time, right?" ”

No......

"Yes."

"You just didn't have time to resist because I was moving too fast, did you?"

No......

"Yes."

"Okay." Song Qiguang nodded, his face expressionless, "Cheng Yelan, from now on, don't appear in front of me, otherwise I won't let you go." ”

After Song Qiguang finished speaking, he strode out of Cheng Yelan's bedroom and never looked back.

"You ......" Cheng Yelan subconsciously wanted to chase, but he didn't take a step after all.

Collapsed on the bed in a daze, Cheng Yelan's heart ached.

Why is this happening?

At this time, Cheng Yelan faintly understood in his heart that he would covet his hug, and would care if he cared about him, all because he was already ......

But that person, after all, will not understand.

Reaching out and touching his lips, his taste was clear and audible, and for the first time, there was no barrier between him and himself.

Isn't it, but they have been separated by thousands of miles since then?

……

The next day, Song Qiguang did not have breakfast with Cheng Yelan, which was the first time in many years that this situation had occurred.

Cheng Yelan's expression was neither happy nor angry

The housekeeper stood behind Cheng Yelan, "Young Master, Ajie ...... him"

"Alright," Cheng Yelan interrupted him, "I don't want to hear about him." ”

"Yes." The butler didn't say anything more.

Song Qiguang's matter, even if there is no one else to say, Cheng Yelan knows a little.

He didn't go to school again, some people say that it was because he was busy going abroad, and he had already decided that he would go abroad for further study as soon as he graduated from high school, and now he has been busy learning English.

Some people say that his English is so good, and he even got a perfect score a few times, why should he still learn?

Some people also say that what they learn in school is enough, Song Qiguang's goal, but it is no problem to speak English backwards like Chinese!

Cheng Yelan knows a little about these things, but he doesn't know completely.

That person had told these classmates before, but he didn't tell him a word......

Life passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, half a semester had passed, and Cheng Yelan never saw that person again.

He didn't deliberately appear in front of him, and he didn't see himself again completely and completely.

Cheng Yelan once wondered, did he miss that person?

After understanding his own intentions, after they broke up completely, will he still be concerned about him?

Cheng Yelan shook his head and shook off this thought.

The winter vacation has arrived, and this holiday is exceptionally late, and there are still more than ten days to go before the New Year.

In the past New Year, the two of them were always together, happily setting off firecrackers when they were young, chasing and playing in the snow; When I grew up, I didn't talk much, but I sat quietly together.

The man's smile and calm silence seemed like a dream when I think about it now.

Just like the past when they were together, it was just that there was such a person in this world in their own fantasy.

He does not exist in this world because he can no longer see him; But he will always stay in his heart, because the midnight dream is full of him.

Song Qiguang, at this moment, are you okay?

Song Qiguang, I miss you.

The New Year has finally arrived.

A very beautiful night, the night sky is full of fireworks, the dazzling colors are dizzying, their short life can leave such a long memory for people, in Cheng Yelan's beautiful memory, countless times printed the figure of gorgeous fireworks.

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