After the meal, the uncle and aunt went out to do farm work again. In the afternoon, it is easy to make people dizzy, Ye Jingjing fell asleep with "Shi Shuo" on her back, the language book was lying on the ground, and she was lying on the bed.

In order to go to the playground tomorrow, Ye Jingjing was angry and vowed to gnaw "Shi Shuo" down, but the effect did not seem to be ideal.

Ye Xin sighed, picked up the language book, took a thin blanket and covered Ye Jingjing, and then walked out of the bedroom lightly.

"Ye Xin, you haven't told your family about your illness yet, right?"

"Well, thank you for helping me hide it."

Ye Xin sat beside Jiang Lin and kept rubbing his hands, raised his head and smiled lightly at Jiang Lin, his eyes narrowed into a slit, and the two dimples seemed to be filled with sweet wine, which made him feel a flutter in his heart.

Jiang Lin coughed lightly, looked away, and said, "Why don't you tell your family?" ”

"I don't want them to worry."

"So you chose to die yourself?"

"Shhhh Be quiet! Ye Xin grabbed Jiang Lin's sleeve, glanced nervously at the room, and said in a low voice: "Jingjing is in the room, don't let her hear it." ”

"So you did choose to die on your own?" Jiang Lin's eyes were cold, and her eyes were full of majesty, which made Ye Xin feel weak and didn't dare to look up at him.

She was silent for a while, slowly let go of Jiang Lin's sleeve and shrunk it in a corner, took off her signature smile, her eyes were blank, her voice was slightly hoarse, she said: "I have no other way, waiting for death is my best choice, I accept it." ”

Jiang Lin's heart gradually tightened, as if there was a knife carving words in it. He looked at her quietly, she was like a wounded angel, the wound was bleeding nonstop, in order not to let people see her pain, so she forced herself to smile at everyone, and then her smile gradually turned into a mask condensed on her face, because it had grown with the flesh, so after tearing it off, it could only be a blur of flesh and blood.

Waiting for death is the best option...... This may be the so-called optimism that can only be possessed after despair.

"But waiting to die means having nothing, and it causes pain to those who care about you. You still have your parents, your aunts and uncles, and your sister, what will you do if you choose to wait for them to die? ”

Jiang Lin's voice was a little choked, and he looked at Ye Xin seriously, waiting for her answer.

Ye Xin lowered his head and didn't say a word, and there was a tacit silence between the two. The time is quiet, the afternoon sun is lazy, as if time has slowed down, and the ticking bell has become the only rhythm.

After a long time, Ye Xin raised his head again and said, "Mr. Sleeping Bag, you follow Dr. Zhao as an intern, you should understand my situation, a patient like me has less than a one-fifth chance of surviving." I know you're here to persuade me to get treatment, but I'm sorry I'm so useless that I'd rather die than take any chances. ”

"But if you give up like that, you will lose even a fifth of it...... Is it because of medical expenses? ”

“…… This topic is so sad, I won't talk about it. Ye Xin smiled sweetly at Jiang Lin, then got up from the chair and said, "It's hard for you to come once, I'll take you around the village." ”

Changed the subject again.

Jiang Lin sighed, was grabbed by Ye Xin's wrist and dragged up, and as soon as the two of them went out of the gate, they saw a boy walking towards this side.

"Ye Xin, you're really back."

"Eh, long time no see." Ye Xin smiled lightly at Zhang Mingming.

Zhang Mingming saw Jiang Lin beside her, frowned, and asked, "This is your—"

"College Classmates"

"Her boyfriend"

Ye Xin sighed in her heart, she turned her head to look at Jiang Lin suddenly, and saw that his face was flat, as if the three magical words "boyfriend" just now were not what he said.