Chapter 53: Have You Ever Killed Someone?
When I was on the verge of death, I observed the terrain where I was, where the trees were so thick and the terrain was steep, and the weeds on the side of the road were so long that they obscured the original road, and how he got to such a barren place.
As if he had expected me to ask this question, Jian raised his eyebrows slightly, and he smiled: "I said that I happened to pass by, do you believe it?" ”
"I don't believe it." I didn't think about it before I answered him.
When I am a fool, how can ordinary people go to such a place? Going for a walk? It's simply impossible!
"Then ......" Jiang Linyuan smiled, and his clear eyes fell on me, like the bright moon in the night sky, bright but gentle, "If I said that I came to find you on a special trip, would you believe it?" ”
His voice was low, as if he was muttering to himself, but another word fell on my heart.
"Jiang's son said with a smile, I only have a few face-to-face relationships with you." Unnaturally looking away, I turned my gaze away, not daring to look at him easily.
I really only have a few acquaintances with him, if I say that I am friends, I am afraid that I can't talk about it, so he doesn't need to go to me.
I think so, but Jiang Linyuan doesn't think so. Putting me back on the bed, he re-examined me with a gentle uncontrollable look: "I think we're quite fated." ”
Destined? I wrung my eyebrows.
"It's too late," he said suddenly, placing his hand on the back of mine, and I was startled and hurriedly moved away.
"You...... If you have something to say, don't ...... Move your hands and feet. I wanted to scold him sharply, but as soon as the words came out, I stammered unconsciously.
Bending the corners of his lips, he obediently retracted his hand and said, "A girl of your age should live an innocent and playful life, you should be happy, you don't have to restrain everything, and you don't have to live so hard." ”
"You're not me, how do you know how I'm doing!"
What he said was like a needle that touched my pain and my armor without seeing it...... At that moment, I subconsciously erected the spikes on my body, wanting to protect myself.
As if I didn't expect me to have such a big reaction, Jiang Linyuan's face froze, and he sighed faintly, and he slowed down his voice: "I didn't know before, but now I know......"
Raising his eyebrows slightly, there was a faint and obscure light in his eyes: "What girl will have so many scars on your body, and she doesn't even want to say a word when it hurts......"
"Jiang Linyuan!" Not wanting to hear him continue, I called out his name in a rough voice, "Don't think that if you saved me, you can act recklessly in front of me and judge my life at will!" ”
After this catastrophe, I am afraid that my identity has been revealed in front of him.
He is right, which young lady is not sitting in the boudoir quietly, embroidering flowers, and whose girl is not glamorous and generous, and her skin is like condensed fat. It's just me, murderous and bloodthirsty, covered in bruises, and living not like a human being.
For so many years, he was the only Jiang Linyuan who said such things to me. It was obviously a word hidden deep in my heart, but when he said it, I felt like I was poked by him in my weakness, and the pain in my heart was more than the pain of the wound.
A few traces of murder flashed unnaturally in my eyes, and I stared at him hatefully, and threatened him in a hoarse voice: "Have you ever killed someone?" ”
He was stunned and speechless.
Looking at his weak appearance, I am afraid that my fingers will not touch the spring water since I was a child, how can this kind of person be like me.
Trembling with my hands raised, I continued with red eyes, "Do you know how much blood I have on these hands? These wounds on my body are nothing more than the imprints of those dead men who were dying and struggling with me! You shouldn't feel like I'm supposed to be, and you should. You, Jiang Linyuan, shouldn't have saved me. ”
Because I live, many people will die because of me in the future; Even though some people deserve to die, some people are so innocent.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Jiang Linyuan pursed his lips and stared at me quietly, without speaking for a long time.
In the empty room, there was a deathly silence for a moment, and I dragged the quilt corner, and I couldn't get rid of my frustration.
At this moment, I wished that this gentle man in front of me would quarrel with me and throw me out, but he didn't, he just sat there quietly, staring at me with an indescribable look.
I've never seen this kind of glint in my eyes.
Slowly, I couldn't help but wonder if what I had just said scared him. A rich kid like him can't imagine that a seemingly well-behaved woman like me is a murderer.
He was hesitating to change the phrase tactfully, but he smiled faintly and said, "I won't regret saving you, even if I'm going to be your target in the future." ”
If it was Chu Yu, my attitude would have made him furious, but this Jiang Linyuan has a surprisingly good temper.
It was he who made me angry in an instant.
Hanging my head, I was a little disheartened: "I'm tired and want to take a break, you go out." ”
His eyes fell silently on me, and it took a few moments for him to open his lips and say 'yes,' and then hesitantly exited the room.