When I started school again, it was already my second year of high school.

This time, my state of mind has completely changed.

I remember that at the same time last year, I was in a lazy state, still thinking about being able to live my own life in obscurity on the way to school.

But now, I have been a legend in the school for a year.

As the third year of high school faded, Liu Wei also said goodbye to this school completely. His figure no longer appears in any corner of the school, walking on the road he once walked, and the feeling in my heart that I feel like a world away is extremely strong.

The big list at the gate of the school is full of the names of freshmen in high school. I walked over, took a few looks, and stood where I had stood. Thinking back to what it felt like to be next to Liu Wei by my side. At that time, he must have been like me now, a little sweet, a little expectant. It is his eyes that have made us experience countless sweetness and uncertain ups and downs in this year.

The avenue of the school is still as wide and wide as that. The children in the first year of high school have smiling expectations on their faces. I smiled and looked at them, wondering what kind of story would be staged in the new session.

This year's freshman of high school, and the third year of high school, there are no outstanding boys. A week after the start of school, Chen Yingjie somehow became the new school grass. I was surrounded by a group of girls in the first and second years of high school all day long.

He complained to me all day long, and I took it as a joke, and finally had a chance to laugh at him. In the past, when he was in junior high school, he was often watched, and at that time, I was still too timid to laugh at him. Now, it's different, I'm a sophomore in high school. What Liu Wei brought me was not only the feeling of first love, but also taught me to be confident.

My low self-esteem, which I even look down upon, is gradually weakening, and in its place, I am more and more daring to face everything. I think that now, if I go back to the first year of high school, I will definitely not be as obsessed with Liu Wei's liking for me as I was before. I will definitely be bold and hold on to him at the beginning and cherish him.

The luan tree, which has not been seen for a holiday, is still so lush, and in a few days, it will bear cute little lanterns. That's my favorite, I love watching them in a daze.

This year, Luanshu Square has become a popular territory for freshmen in high school. Under the Luan tree, which I like, there is no longer a place for me.

Our classrooms have also been moved from the second floor to the third floor. And the people who used to be on the third floor have also moved to the fourth floor.

At the beginning of this semester, our seats, the teacher no longer arranged, let us sit casually. Li Jie and Wang Feng chose a seat in the back row together, and she said that it is not easy for the teacher to find a small movement in the back.

The money Li Jie owes me still hasn't been repaid, and I don't plan to ask for it. After all this time, I can't remember how much she took. As for the 1,000 yuan that Wang Feng lent her, I didn't ask. It had become, between the two of them.

And I chose to sit next to Xiao Ranzi.

I like his thoughtfulness and the care he takes with me.

It has been ten days since Liu Wei left me, and in the past ten days, my heart seems to have been hollowed out, and the discomfort is really indescribable.

Every night when I go to bed, I hide in the quilt and let my tears soak the pillow. In our dreams, we are all the joys we once had. When I woke up, it was a hollow. I was like a lost corpse, doing everything I had to do every day without any feeling.

There is no taste when eating, and I don't know whether the water is hot or cold. No matter who talks to me, I listen very carefully, but I never know what the other person is talking about!

I felt as if my life was over before it even began. ended at the moment when Liu Wei left, I don't know if Liu Wei at this moment is also like me, missing me.

When it rained lightly, I stood in the drizzle, trying to let the drizzle drench my hair and wake up from such a half-dream. But no, I fell in love with it.

The slightest coolness not only wet my hair, but also wet my cheeks and my heart, so that I could cry in the rain. I can't tell if it's rain or tears on my face, but the illness after the rain can make me feel like I'm on my own.

"Xiaoxiao...... Don't torture yourself like this anymore? All right? "Suddenly there was an umbrella above my head to block the rain.

I smiled at him and walked out under his umbrella, I loved the feeling of being in the rain so much.

The umbrella was again over my head, and a garment was draped over me.

"Xiaoxiao, don't do this, I'll be very distressed." A strong arm took me by the way.

I cried, I cried, and said, "Xiao Ran, it's been a month since he left me, and he didn't even call me, do you think he has forgotten me?" ”

"No, Liu Wei is not that kind of person. Xiaoxiao, he is a man who does what he says. ”

I cried, "How do you know? Did he tell you? How can you vouch for him! I'm left with nothing, you know? I have nothing left! ”

"Xiaoxiao, Liu Wei looked for me before leaving. He told me to take good care of you for him, really, I don't lie to you. He said you're the only girl who made him move his heart! And, he knows, what you have paid for her! Xiaoxiao, he won't let you down, believe me, and believe in him! Xiaoxiao, no matter what, don't you still have me? I'm right there with you right now. ”

"Can you? Will you solve all my problems for me like he did? What will you help me with? Yes, you're nice to me, but that's different! Xiao Ran, do you know? I gave myself to him, and I promised to wait for him. But it's been a month, and this month is like ten years! It's so hard for me to wait......"

Xiao Ran still dropped the umbrella: "Okay, if you want to get drenched in the rain, I'll accompany you, no matter how crazy you are, I'll accompany you, okay?" I promised Liu Wei that if you take good care of you, you must do it. ”

I looked at Xiao Ranzi who was in the rain with me, and my heart felt sour. It's my own business, how can I let him catch a cold with me? What's more, Xiao Ranzi himself is not in good health, I can't be so selfish, okay, I can't make him sick.

I silently picked up the umbrella on the ground and propped it up on his head.

He looked at me for a minute, then suddenly took me in his arms.

I didn't struggle to dodge, but leaned against him obediently, feeling the temperature of his body. It seems that this can make my cold heart feel some comfort.

After a long time, Xiao Ranzi let go of me, and he wiped the tears from his face with his hands.

"Xiaoxiao, I don't allow you to treat yourself like this. If Liu Wei sees you hurting yourself like this for him, do you think he will feel at ease? If he is really a negative man, is such a person worth your pain? It's only been a month, it's only been a month and you're so desperate! So, how do you go about waiting for the next few years? Have you thought about it? ”

Yes, he's right!

It's only been a month since I've been in such pain, so how am I going to deal with myself in the next few days?

No, I can't! I'm going to pull myself together!

I looked at Xiao Ranzi, his people didn't like him, and he was so sad for others in front of him, but he still had to endure his sadness and persuade me!

"Thank you, Xiao Ran, for saving my heart that is about to be destroyed once again."