Chapter 360: Long Time No See
Shi Mi stayed in Wen Qingjue's study for a while, he first took out the letter and things in the package and put them down, and then sat there for a while, looked at it, and wanted to flip through it, but finally withdrew his hand, he still chose them... Is it? Even if he dies like this, he will die with dignity, if he becomes Liu Cambodia's puppet and dies again... I don't know how I'm going to die... Death, this word is still a little scary to think about now, at least he doesn't want to die now... I have struggled to live for a long time, why do I want to die, and go to death calmly... I'm afraid there aren't many people who can do it... At least he felt like he couldn't, so he'd bet... Bet that this side is more than Liu Cambodia's side... Least... There is still hope here, and Liu Cambodia's side has completely lost hope...
Shi Mi closed his eyes and sat on Ah Jue's study chair and thought for a while, pondering some things, then picked up Wen Qingjue's inkstone and sharpened it, picked up the pen and prepared to write a letter to him...
Jue:
I was also a close friend back then, why did it become like this, I also feel indebted, they all say that people are dying, and their words are also good. Maybe Ami's death is coming... Say sorry to Uncle Wen and aunts, I... Maybe only one death can apologize... Before I die, I want to tell you about my apologies, and some things...
Writing this, Shi Mi felt that there were too many obstacles in front of him and Wen Qingjue, he might not really forgive himself, and he couldn't forgive his past... After stopping the pen for a long time, not only how to write, but I really don't have the face to see Wen Qingjue... My parents are at fault... It's also not a small mistake for the emperor... Besides, it was also ordered by the emperor to destroy the door... But he has always blamed Wen Qingjue for his sins... And he's always felt that something was wrong, he just didn't want to admit it... As long as you don't admit it, you can continue to lie to yourself with this reason, but... In the end, when I wanted to say a few words to Wen Qingjue... How pale my previous thoughts were... The enmity between himself and Wen Qingjue seems to... There's still a little bit of ... I'm not a man or a woman... It's really him... Be! It's Wen Qingjue! Why was he so angry at that time, so he made himself what he is now, and he didn't even have the possibility of leaving a descendant for the Shi family... Why is he so persistent in recognizing a son when he was in Panyu, Wen Qingjue is about to have a child, he will have a descendant, or the heir of the emperor, the emperor in the future! Why can't you yourself! Why! Why!
Thinking of this, Shi Mi threw the pen, rubbed it with both hands, and threw the letter into the paper basket! Don't write it! Lao Tzu doesn't write! Can't write it! What to write, what to write! People who can't meet again, what is there to reconcile! Shi Mi didn't take away the original letter, nor did he take away the ice pills and cheats, he went out alone...
Ling'er was ready to get up and go to the Queen Mother to eat, lying on the bed and being too lazy to move, now she is getting lazier and lazier, I really feel tired from walking, tired from sleeping, I can't sleep well, my stomach is so heavy no matter how I sleep... The doctor told her to lie down on her right side to sleep, but she was tired like this, and she changed her position from time to time, and the little hairball was not honest in her stomach, and this child was really skinny.
Shi Mi tiptoed open the door and went in, this is next to the study, it should be the master bedroom, Ling'er is a little peach heart, this little peach heart should come to call her to get up and eat, she has slept enough, and she always dreams when she wakes up when she sleeps.
"Little Taoxin, it's time to change your clothes..."Ling'er covered her mouth with her hand after speaking, and snorted. Looks like he hasn't woken up at all, Shi Mi walked on the road, his heart was about to jump out of his throat, and... It's been a long time since I've been so close to Ling'er, and it's been a long time since I've heard her speak... His hands were trembling, and Shi Mi's mind was thinking, whether to snatch it away or be here! I am also thinking about the powerful relationship and pros and cons of the two! Here first, then take it away after eating! Hungry!
Shi Mi approached the bedside, Ling'er hadn't looked back, Shi Mi smiled, the defense was so lax, how could it not be like an emperor's vigilance.
"I'm so sleepy, I slept this morning and dreamed a lot, always dreaming of the past..." Ling'er turned her face to the sleeping inside, closed her eyes and spoke to the little peach heart she thought came in outside, but there was no response.
Shi Mi quickly stepped forward two steps, covered Ling'er's mouth, and slashed her with another hand to make her stunned, with a rope and cloth prepared first, first tied her up, and stuffed the cloth in her mouth, it is estimated that it won't be long before Xiao Taoxin will really come, and he still wakes up the tied Ling'er first, and then asks her to tell Xiao Taoxin, she is really a little hungry.
Shi Mi carried the sleeping Ling'er to the innermost part of the bed, pinched her in the middle, and after a short time Ling'er woke up, feeling that something was wrong with her, Ling'er was frightened at first, and then quickly regained her calm.
"Just scared for a moment?" Shi Mi looked at her with a smile, the little girl was still the same as she remembered, but she was a little fatter, after all, she was pregnant.
Ling'er is not afraid now, she knows that Xiao Taoxin should come soon, and if she finds it here, she is sure that the guards will come, and if she can't do it, she will find a way to make a move and call the guards to come over, since Shi Mi dares to appear, he can't run away!
"Little Taoxin will come in a while, you ask her to bring the food in, I'm hungry, you don't want people from the side to come, don't talk much, what do you learn when I say something, say too much, what do you see in my hand?" After Shi Mi finished speaking, he didn't forget to take out the dagger in his hand and shake it in front of her, Ling'er looked at it impatiently and closed her eyes, telling herself to be calm! Stabilization!
"You just have to say a few words to Little Taoxin, send some food to eat in the room, don't be too lazy to move! Don't say a word on the side, or I'll have a knife... But faster than any of them... You're pregnant with a child now, and you probably don't remember much of the swordsmanship after you haven't practiced it for too long... Don't make fun of you and your stomach... I'm an outlaw... Just because I don't want to kill you for the time being doesn't mean I won't... When I say it, you can do it too. As soon as Shi Mi finished speaking, Xiao Taoxin knocked at the door, in fact, Xiao Taoxin has always had the habit of knocking on the door, but this time Ling'er may not have thought about the bad in her heart, so she didn't suspect that it would be Xiao Taoxin who pushed the door in, Ling'er was annoyed in her heart, how could she be so stupid, she couldn't remember this! Ling'er was annoyed and thinking about it, but Shi Mi didn't give her time. Shi Mi stopped talking, put a knife against Ling'er's neck, untied the cloth on her mouth, and told her with a look, speak.
Ling'er took a deep breath and said according to Shi Mi's instructions: "Send some food to eat in the room, don't be too lazy to move!" ”
Xiao Taoxin didn't notice anything abnormal after hearing it, so she really didn't come in again, and said "Yes!" "Just left, Ling'er wanted to say another word to warn Xiao Taoxin, but she didn't expect Shi Mi to suddenly plug her mouth with a cloth, if it goes on like this, Xiao Taoxin will be really dangerous!
"Long time no see... I miss it so much... Ling'er, the last time I was so close to you, it was... I'll be the king of Qin's insurance that time..."Shi Mi looked at Ling'er with a look of memory, how many years has it been...
Ling'er thought in her heart, after a while, Xiao Taoxin sent food in, Shi Mi asked her to continue talking or asked Taoxin to come in, directly kill or stun her...
"I don't want to hurt you this time, I just want to meet you and talk to you, in fact, you don't have to be so afraid... Actually, you're not scared, are you? Do you know in your heart that I won't hurt you after all? Shi Mi looked at the calm Ling'er, and he was helpless... She's still not afraid of him... Her own love still makes her fearless, doesn't she just rely on her own likes and her own love!
"Little peach heart in a while, after she comes in, I will tie her up and make her stunned, let's have a good meal together and say goodbye... I'm afraid that there will be no more such opportunities in this life..."Shi Mi checked Ling'er from the bed to see if it was tied, and estimated that Xiao Taoxin should come, so he went to the door and squatted to guard.
After a short time, Xiao Taoxin really pushed the door in with Ling'er's lunch, and when the meal was put on the table, Shi Mi stepped forward and slashed, and Xiao Taoxin fell, Shi Mi turned around There was no guard outside the house, no one saw it at all, and quickly closed the door, tied up Xiao Taoxin, and then stuffed her mouth well, and stuffed her into Ling'er's closet.
"So, you see, I didn't hurt her, are you hungry? I'll feed you, you have to promise not to call it a change, or you know..."Shi Mi put the dagger on the table, and as he spoke, he went to bed and picked up Ling'er, and sat down on the chair.
Shi Mi looked at her calm appearance and smiled again, "Nod first and promise!" I know you're not afraid of me. ”
Ling'er looked at him and nodded obediently, at this time, Xiao Taoxin didn't know if there were people nearby, his own problem of not liking people in the yard was really bad, so even if he shouted, no one would necessarily hear it, he still had to stabilize first, he should eat and eat.
Shi Mi looked at the food sent by Xiao Taoxin is indeed a lot, it seems that Ling'er eats a lot here, or Xiao Taoxin brought his share, he looked at Ling'er, and really untied the cloth on her mouth, and said, "I'll feed you, you just open your mouth to eat." ”
Ling'er pondered what Shi Mi was here to do, and asked, "Okay, I don't want to shout, what are you doing this time?" ”
"I have nowhere to go..."Shi Mi smiled after speaking, still feeding her bite by bite.
"Then you can't come here, is it?" Ling'er ate food and vegetables in her mouth, and she didn't pick or pick up, she fed and ate, she looked at the table, and Xiao Taoxin sent a lot of food, which seemed to be ready to eat with her.
"I want to see you one last time, you know, I've been in the palace all along... In Liu Yanuo's palace..."Shi Mi is not shying away from anything now, let alone preparing to hide anything from anyone.
"I see, why did you suddenly come to me after staying there?" Ling'er and him are like chatting about family life, like friends who haven't seen him for a long time.
"The puppet that Liu Cambodia wants me to do and can't remember anything, I won't do it!" Shi Mi fed her another mouthful of soup, afraid that she would choke on it if she fed it like this.
"It turns out that his father and son, if you can come and go freely in the imperial city, this can be reasonably explained!" Ling'er rested for a while, shook her head and said, "My mouth is tired of chewing, you feed it slowly." ”
"Well, you'll go to bed when you're done, I'll eat the rest, and when Wen Qingjue finds you in the evening, I want to talk to him!" Shi Mi put it on the table.
"What do you talk to him about, how can he talk to you like me, what do you have to tell me, the same!" Ling'er still had some oil on her mouth, so Shi Mi took a handkerchief from the side and wiped her mouth.
"You say, I want him to choose whether he dies or you die, what will he choose?" Shi Mi carried Ling'er back to the bed, ready to seal her mouth again after saying these few words.
"I haven't eaten yet, I still want to eat, you take me back!" Ling'er thought about it, and she still had to tell him that she could have a plan if she knew more, and this couldn't make Wen Qingjue have an accident.
"Okay." Shi Mi smiled, didn't let go, and hugged her back.
"What do Liu Cambodia Xiong and Liu Yanuo want to do? Why aren't you with them again? Ling'er asked puzzled.
"In this way, I'll feed you first, and when I eat it myself, I'll tell you a story, okay?" Shi Mi's gentle voice can drown out the dead.
"Okay, I'm not going to eat, just sit here and listen to you." Ling'er also began to laugh and groan, hoping that he would forget that he hadn't gagged himself yet.
Shi Mi saw that she said that she was full, so she sealed her mouth, Ling'er was not bad, just sat there calmly and watched Shi Mi eat, Shi Mi said while eating, he said everything about the time he left Ling'er, and Liu Cambodiaxiong's conspiracy, Ling'er really made waves in her heart, such a thing, you have to quickly tell Ah Jue and his father that it is, Shi Mi's matter is small, Liu Cambodia Xiong has already planned since he is so afraid, and I don't know how many people who have eaten ice pills in their hands! His eldest son dares to go out! I'm afraid there's no one left!
"Okay, I've eaten too, Xiao Taoxin should wake up this time, and after a while, she kicks the cabinet or something, I probably won't be able to talk like this!" Shi Mi said to Xiao Taoxin, in fact, Xiao Taoxin had already woken up, listening to Shi Mi's story inside, he didn't dare to move, at least it was safe not to move now, listening to Ling'er's voice, it was safe for the time being!
Ling'er's mouth was sealed, and she couldn't talk to him anymore, she just didn't know what Shi Mi's next move would be... I'm a little anxious, I know so many things, I have to tell my father! Liu Cambodia's kind of thing is better to deal with it early, the province came back with heavy casualties, listening to Shi Mi's statement, Liu Cambodiaxiong is afraid that there are really many people who everyone doesn't know where they are hiding!
After Shi Mi finished speaking, he stopped talking, found a slip to cover Ling'er, and said to her: "If you don't want you to have an accident with the child, be quiet, you know, I don't mean to hurt you, I just want to talk to you and stay for a while." ”
Ling'er took a deep breath, nodded and made a sound, indicating that she agreed, and she wanted to talk and wanted to ask him, what to do with a list for yourself! Shi Mi didn't want to talk nonsense with her, gave her a hand knife, put it on the bed and lay down, and went to the closet again, seeing that Xiao Taoxin was looking at him with frightened eyes, Shi Mi smiled, reached out and gave Xiao Taoxin a hand knife, because she was Ling'er's personal palace maid, just keep her life for the time being, at least there is no threat now.
He picked up Ling'er and went out of the back window, walked along the back wall for a while and turned out, carrying this big-bellied woman was really troublesome, just afraid of hurting her...