Chapter 197: Ice Release Suspicion
As the qi gradually warmed up, Zhou's condition began to slow down, and the entire Su Mansion slowly regained its vitality.
Suning'er has been helping the Qi family take care of some affairs in Tanghua Courtyard these days, and the new house over there is Qin'er and Xilian taking care of them, Suning'er only needs to tell what to add, which places need to be repaired and improved, and the group of maids will do everything in order according to her instructions, but she doesn't need to worry about it much.
Su Jing now loves her even more, because of his niece, his face has added a lot of brilliance, and he feels a lot more radiant when he walks on the road, so he doesn't dare to treat her slowly, and deliberately allocates a lot of money for the decoration of the new house.
And taking advantage of Zhou's illness this time, he also deliberately rewarded several valuable shops in Beijing to Suning'er, which was counted as her private property after marriage.
The Zhou family seems to have changed recently, and there are no complaints about Su Jing's arrangement, and even Su Ningxiang gladly accepted his father's arrangement.
This made Suning'er a little flattered, although she was very sympathetic to the experience of Zhou's mother and daughter, but watching their changes, she sometimes felt secretly happy, which always made her feel the warmth of the family.
After Su Ningxiang experienced these things, her whole person became much more well-behaved, she stuffed herself in the yard all day long, and she didn't dare to go out, always with a taciturn attitude.
During the days when she was locked up by Tian Cheng in Daye Fang, Suninger also heard some gossip, and she was tortured by Tian Cheng.
The Qi family went to visit Zhou's mother and daughter in Jichen Courtyard every day, looking at Su Ningxiang's depressed appearance, and when she came back, she was full of emotion, feeling that this girl was really pitiful, and begged Su Ning'er to enlighten the ancestor in the past.
Thinking about the situation on the day she first returned home, Suning'er's hard heart finally softened, and she took the initiative to step into Su Ningxiang's room.
In the middle of February, although it was not very warm, it was not as cold as in the wax moon, and the thick warm curtains had been removed from the Tanghua Courtyard a few days ago, but the ancestor's room was still tightly covered, and it was impermeable to the wind, and the big white could not even cast a trace of sunlight in.
The candlelight in the room flickered, scattering a dim faint light, and Suning'er saw a yellowed face at a glance, sitting in front of the bed in a daze, listless, as if she had lost her soul.
This is exactly what Su Ningxiang is at this moment, listening to Qi's family, after she went to visit Zhou's every day, she returned to the room like this.
Su Ning'er led Shuang'er closer, waiting for her maid Qiu Ping to bow down, and then looked at Su Ningxiang and still didn't react at all.
Su Ning'er sat on the edge of the bed with a slight movement, staring at her quietly for a while, and her heart was up and down, and she didn't know what to say to her.
She made herself like this, if Suning'er blindly tried to please her, she couldn't do such a conscientious thing.
After all, the two of them had a very stiff quarrel before, and this ancestor can have this day, to a large extent, she is to blame herself, and she can't blame others.
After thinking about it, she had to be patient and treat this ancestor as her own sister from the bottom of her heart.
Seeing that it is the season of spring flowers, it is time to take advantage of the good situation to persuade her to go out of the house for a walk and evacuate the depression in her heart.
As long as this person still wants to live, no matter what he has experienced, he should learn to let go, no matter how difficult the process is, he must give himself more courage.
If you completely close yourself off because of some torture, then it is better to live than to die freely.
This is also the truth that Suninger has realized after experiencing so many twists and turns.
Since you are alive, you should be kind to yourself.
After sorting out her thoughts, her pair of warm eyes looked at Su Ningxiang tightly, and said softly: "Sister, now the air is warmer, new shoots have grown on the branches outside, you see that it is a new year, last year the courtyard was still desolate, we finally survived such a cold winter, don't always stay in the house and be bored, Sister, I will take you to the courtyard to take a turn." ”
Su Ningxiang's eyes didn't blink, and she froze there like a puppet.
Su Ning'er sighed silently, it was not a way for her to continue like this after all.
The Qi family asked her to come over to enlighten this ancestor, she couldn't think of any good way for a while, after experiencing such a thing, it was enough courage to be alive, and it was naturally more difficult to let her come out of the shadows earlier.
But since you're here, you can't just show your face and go through the motions, you should always do your best.
After thinking for a moment, she said to Su Ningxiang seriously: "Sister, Sister, I know that you have suffered a lot of grievances these days, but that has already passed, you look at our Su family is getting better and better now, the business is getting bigger and bigger, and there are still many things waiting for you to do in the future, Auntie almost lost her life because of you this time, you have to cheer up, this is a huge family business, you can't be cheap Sister I." ”
Hearing this, Su Ningxiang's long eyelashes fluttered suddenly, and she turned her head to stare at Su Ning'er.
The two looked at each other for a long time, Su Ningxiang suddenly leaned on her shoulder, and murmured: "Sister, I treated you like that before, don't you hate me?" ”
"Hate, of course hate", Suning'er said bluntly: "I used to want to strangle you." ”
After hesitating for a moment, she said softly: "But just like A-Niang and Second Uncle, you are my sister after all, you are still so young, I can't just hate you, this growth of people is not long or short, there are many unsatisfactory things, if you have to live in hatred all the time, then there are not many happy days left, Sister I don't have any big wishes, I just want to live happily all my life, so I just hope that our family can live in harmony." ”
Su Ningxiang smiled coldly: "Sister has such a good life, naturally she can live happily, but what hope can I have now, sometimes it's better to die than to die." ”
"Silly girl", Suning'er couldn't help but feel sad when she heard it.
Thirteen years old, what a wonderful age, why do you always want to die?
She really couldn't bear it, and said with kind words: "There is no hurdle that can't be overcome, Sister A, haven't I experienced so many hardships before, and Sister A's thoughts of suicide are not in her mind." ”
Su Ningxiang suddenly pulled out of her shoulder, looked directly at her, and said confusedly: "Sister, you ....... last year"
"Oh, that time, that time", a panicked look flashed between Suning'er's eyebrows.
This is really a slap in the face, she almost forgot the foolish thing that her predecessor did, and explained hesitantly: "Sister also thought through after that time, and when she died, there would be nothing." ”
Su Ningxiang nodded hesitantly, but she also felt that what she said was quite reasonable, if her sister really went in shame like that last year, although she left some loyal reputation, but now all this has nothing to do with her.
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