Chapter 101: Is it really impossible to let go?

"Could it be that the person who instructed Xiaoling to do this is not Wei Yiyi?"

But this wisteria flower seed is only related to her...... Shen Jieyu...... Moon.

Why did she suddenly forget about that servant?

Thinking of this, Chu Yuxi thought about exploring that Xiaoyue's tone.

She called Xiaoli, "You go to Zhaoxuan Palace to call Xiaoyue, and say that I miss the rose cake she made last time." Didn't you always want her to teach you before, so let her come over now. ”

Xiao Li took the order to retreat, and Xiao Qi brought out the pastries in the back room, "Niangniang, let's eat some more." ”

Chu Yuxi asked her to take out this month's moonsilver, "Send it to Guanghua Hall to Your Majesty, he will understand when he sees it." ”

After Xiaoqi left, she picked up another jujube paste cake and ate it, but halfway through eating, she found that she had bitten something hard. Curiously, she took the object out of her mouth, and it turned out to be a small note.

She quickly opened it and found that it had the following sentence written on it, "I'm waiting for you at Yunshuang Terrace." ”

Looking at this delicate and handsome character, it should have been written by Leng Yilu.

She hesitated for a moment, but went anyway.

She didn't know why she was going, but she thought it was the last time she went.

When he came to Yunshuang Terrace, Leng Yilu was already standing by the river. He was also dressed in a crescent white suit today, which shone in the sunlight, and if you looked closely, you could see the slight raw edges on his fabric.

It's been like this for a while.

"Xi'er, come to my arms."

His words came to his ears with the breeze, bringing with them bursts of warmth, just like the warm sun on that winter day.

But Chu Yuxi is not the original owner after all, even if he carries the memories of the year, he only feels guilty about him.

"What are you looking for from me?"

Leng Yilu was coldly frozen by her indifferent tone, "In the past, you always liked to lean on my arms when you were sad, and you would always say to me, 'Just lean for a while'." Now that you've lost that memory, can't you remember any of the bits and pieces between us? ”

"This time I went out of the palace and returned home, and my aunt has told me everything about the past. Leng Yilu, no matter how much we loved each other in the past, it is now a thing of the past. You know that I am His Majesty's woman, and you cannot have any feelings for His Majesty's woman. This will hurt you and me, and harm the Leng Chu family. ”

Seeing Leng Yilu coming forward, Chu Yuxi retreated again and again, and the two still kept a safe distance.

"I gave up everything to be with you, and I still do it now. Xi'er, as long as you say a word, I am willing to let me die for you. ”

Chu Yuxi immediately retorted to him: "Leng Yilu, I don't want you to die for me, it's not worth it." You still have the Leng family, I still have the Chu family, we all have things to guard, why do you have to be paranoid about this? ”

Leng Yilu smiled bitterly again and again, "Since that time, I have long been expelled from the Leng family, and my father has long sworn not to get along with me. I also wanted to go back and have a look when I returned to the capital, but I was turned away...... Xi'er, you know, I don't have anything now, and all I have left is memories of the past with you. ”

Looking at him like this, Chu Yuxi's heart suddenly rose with shame, but he still said coldly: "Leng Yilu, I have no feelings for you for a long time." I also hope that you don't hold on to the past anymore, people always have to look forward. ”

"Do you really love the current emperor?"

Leng Yilu's question made Chu Yu feel stunned, and she didn't know how to answer for a while. She doesn't know what her feelings are for Ye Hansi. She hated his ruthlessness, and hated the tenderness with which he liked other women, and sometimes coveted him.

She has always thought that it is the reason why she has not been in love for a long time, and she has always thought so.

So she doesn't think she's in love with Hahanji.

But definitely don't like to be cold.

Chu Yuxi slowed down his tone, "This has nothing to do with you. I had made a choice that was the way to go. Whatever happens in the future, what the outcome will be is my willingness, can you understand? "Fall in love with the literary network

When he raised his eyes, Leng Yilu had already walked in front of him.

"Xi'er, this dress was specially chosen for me back then. I've always loved it and have kept it to this day. ”

Chu Yuxi was a little annoyed, "Didn't I already say it, the past has become the past, what do you have to worry about it?" Leng Yilu, I don't love you anymore, can you please let yourself go? ”

After Chu Yuxi dropped this sentence, he turned around and wanted to leave, but was surrounded by Leng Yilu from behind.

Chu Yuxi was so frightened that she hurriedly broke free, "Leng Yilu, do you know what you're doing?" ”

"I miss you very much, do you know how much I miss you......" Leng Yilu paused, and then continued, "Xi'er, I just want to tell you when I come today, I will accompany you no matter what." ”

Leng Yilu hugged him tightly, and then slowly let go, "As long as you are willing, anytime, anywhere, I am willing to take you out of the palace." ”

Chu Yuxi walked back, and never looked back again, in short, Leng Yilu did not follow.

Leng Yilu can't let go of it, which is an invisible pressure for her.

She was sure in her heart that as long as she didn't see him again, nothing would happen again. Maybe after a long time, he will really forget about himself?

Chu Yu reluctantly returned to the Furong Palace, Xiao Qi saw her coming back, and hurriedly ran out, "Niangniang, Your Majesty doesn't accept the silver taels, saying that he wants you to send them in person." ”

The little bird also came out of the backyard, and his face was not very good-looking.

Chu Yuxi knew that something was wrong, so she asked her to say it directly.

"Shen Jieyu told me that Xiaoyue suddenly fell ill and died three days ago."

Why is it so coincidental that everything has happened in the past few days?

Chu Yuxi was a little annoyed, "Can you go to verify it later?" ”

Xiao Li nodded his head, "The slave maid went to the mass grave to take a look, and also checked the archives of the Internal Affairs Office, Xiao Yue did die of an illness and died." ”

She now regrets leaving the palace that day. Every time she thinks about this, she feels that He Yanyi's death was directly caused by herself. Chu Yuxi cried again and stopped after a while.

She didn't know when she became so crying, she was really panicked these days.

"Bring me the silver taels, and I'll send them myself."

There are a lot of trivial things, and one by one is to deal with them.

Chu Yuxi came to Ganlin Palace.

When she was introduced by Xiao Jiezi, the silence in the room made her heart tighten.

Ye Hansi was reviewing the recital, and she didn't get any response from him when she stepped forward to salute.

"All go out, and you won't be allowed to come in without my permission."

Ye Hansi gave an order, and everyone retreated in an instant, and Jiang Linfu also glanced at Chu Yuxi with some worry when he retreated.

"Get on your knees."

Chu Yuxi knelt down as he commanded.

His cold voice came from above, "Chu Yuxi, why didn't you ask me why I made you kneel?" ”

"Your Majesty has his own reasons for doing this, and the concubines don't need to ask more."

I only heard Ye Hansi question her: "Don't you explain yourself, why did a eunuch come to report that you went to Yunshuangtai?" What is it about that place that you can go to again and again? ”