Think about it, how can she have a sense of security, no one has ever given her a sense of security. ”

"For her, it's not that she doesn't care, it's that she doesn't dare to care."

"She's not the kind of person who can't keep her warm, she just doesn't hurt anyone, and she feels that no one can keep it, so she doesn't want to stay."

“……”

Qin Xiao didn't know how he left Du Wencheng's ward, and he didn't know how long he had been standing in the corridor, he only knew that someone touched him, and he slowly raised his head and saw Tang Jiu.

"Boss, I asked my brother to pick you up, I waited for you downstairs for a long time, and I came up before I could wait for you."

"Boss, why are you standing here alone in a daze?"

Tang Jiu's mouth opened and closed non-stop, but Qin Xiao didn't hear a word.

It was as if he was deaf, and there was silence in his ears.

After a while, he slowed down a little, and he straightened up: "You ......"

His voice was so astringent that he stopped as soon as he spoke.

He paused for a few seconds, cleared his throat, and said, "Why are you here?" ”

"Huh?" Tang Jiu scratched his head, he had just said so many words, didn't the boss hear a word?

Tang Jiu had no choice but to repeat what he had just said, he saw that Qin Xiao's face was not quite right, and he couldn't help but say something more: "Boss, are you not feeling well?" ”

Qin Xiao lowered his eyes and shook his head.

He paused himself for a while and said, "Let's go." ”

Tang Jiu saw that Qin Xiao suddenly became like a person who was fine, and he was a little confused, although he muttered in his heart, he still followed Qin Xiao downstairs honestly.

Tang Jiu drove Qin Xiao directly to the door of the Four Seasons Hotel: "Boss, you can't go back to your house for the time being, I opened a room for you in the Four Seasons Hotel, you haven't closed your eyes for a few days, go up and get a good night's sleep." ”

"I've got all the clothes for you, this is my mobile phone, you can use it first, if you need anything, you can contact your brother directly, and I will leave you the car."

Qin Xiao was silent for a while, took all kinds of things handed by Tang Jiu, and got out of the car.

Entering the hotel room, Qin Xiao took a hot bath, wiped his hair, and fell on the bed.

Du Wencheng's words were like a nightmare, and they haunted him again.

In the eyes of outsiders, the love he talked about with her six years ago was very beautiful, but there is a word called cold and warm self-knowledge, and he has always been very clear that those so-called beauty are full of hidden dangers behind them.

The sentence she said to Su Nannan, "If you want to chase it, you can chase it, you don't have to tell me" was like the last straw that broke the camel's back, and successfully blew up the hidden contradiction between him and her.

He wanted to see care and love from her eyes so much, he took Sunan Nannan and began to test her.

From the beginning of "Sunan Nanjia I WeChat", to the last sentence "I agreed", he grabbed this matter and repeatedly told her several times, as long as she showed a little unhappiness, no, even a little bit, he would immediately accept it, apologize to her, and tell her that he lied to her.

But she didn't.

She was too calm, so calm that he couldn't see hope.

He was angry, really angry, he couldn't help but be angry, he thought that if he ignored her, she would come to coax him, but she didn't.

Between couples, many times, it really doesn't make sense.

No matter how good they were before, a small thing can make them mortal enemies.

At that time, he and she were mortal enemies, he stubbornly refused to bow his head, he thought that I had coaxed you so many times, every time I bowed my head, if you care about me, you will always bow your head once.

She, like him, didn't bow her head either.

There was a step between them, but neither he nor she would take that step.

They fought in such a cold war for four days, and during those four days he became more and more desperate and frightened day by day.

He is like a beast trapped in love, he can't find a way out in that love, but he is unwilling, he tries hard to find it, and he finds it best.

He wants to marry her home soon, wants her to be his wife, protected by the law, as long as this way, she is his, and he has a lifetime to slowly make her like him.

She agreed, she promised to accompany her grandfather back to Beijing on his birthday.

He's happy.

It's really fun.

But in the end she lied to him.

She didn't come.

She didn't show up.

He was so drunk every day that he didn't answer her calls or text messages, and it took several days for her to go back to Shanghai to find him.

At that time, he was thinking, look, she said I miss you, he can rush to Hengdian overnight, but what about her? Came back several days late.

Actually, she might as well not come back.

In fact, he also wanted to calm himself down.

But during that time, he didn't know whether he was competing with her or himself, he was like a madman, and he wanted to know if she loved him or not.

The more he couldn't find a shadow of her love for him in her, the more he wanted to try to find it.

He asked her if she loved him? She said she liked it.

The answer he was most afraid of appeared, he was unwilling, in the dark, the heavens seemed to have arranged everything, not sooner or later, at that time, Sunan Nannan sent him a message.

He is like a child who can't get candy, and he willfully and hard to show his presence in front of her.

He didn't know how she managed to be so calm, she said she liked him, he was going to see a woman late at night, she was so indifferent, she liked a fart.

He slammed the door and left the house with the most domineering posture, only he knew how panicked he was standing outside the door.

It is said that when people are most helpless and powerless, they will pray to God.

That night, he didn't know how many times he silently begged to heaven in his heart, let her come out, let her chase her out.

She didn't.

He was so useless, he was like that, and he was still wondering if she would cry.

He made a clumsy excuse and went home again, and she sat quietly on the couch watching TV, with a smile on her lips.

Scold~

It's ironic.

He looked at her as calm as a pool of stagnant water, and he didn't know whether he was angry or desperate, and he wanted to tear her expression apart.

He said, Chen Xi, let's break up.

He said, break up, Chen Xi.

Look, he said such things, and her eyebrows were still so plain and quiet.

At that moment, he felt that his dignity was disgraced, his face was shattered, he felt so ridiculous that he wanted to laugh at himself.

He turned away.

That turn is five years.

In his opinion, he always felt that she didn't want him.

Because she's smarter than him.

He said that he broke up and kept watch at the door all night.

said that she liked her, but she didn't even leave him a chance.

(End of chapter)