11. December 6
"I want you to be my wife."
Hearing this, Gu Ruoxi looked at Jiang Moze in a daze, and she smiled after not knowing how long it took. As if happy, tears burst into laughter.
"Jiang Moze, what you said is not funny at all, but I still laughed."
Gu Ruoxi put down the knife and fork in his hand, stood up, and looked directly at him, "Jiang Shao, please go out." ”
Jiang Moze stood in place, motionless, and the indifference in her eyes stabbed him hard in the heart.
"Jiang Moze, I said it, I have been in for you for ten years of youth, and if you don't say what you just said, maybe we can still be friends, but we can't even be friends now."
"Jiang Moze, let's be a stranger."
"You've been cruel to me for so many years, it's my turn."
……
Gu Ruoxi sat back in front of the window, drinking wine but didn't feel like it was a taste.
What he said made her feel so unreal......
She had been looking forward to this sentence for more than ten years, but now she was not happy at all when she heard it, she only felt sad.
……
Eight years ago, on December 5th.
"Tomorrow is Jiang Moze's birthday, I want to send him blessings." As soon as she returned to the bedroom, Gu Ruoxi looked excited.
The roommate asked curiously, "What time do you want to be stuck?" ”
"Zero." Gu Ruoxi thought, don't people celebrate their birthdays with cards and send blessings.
"You sent it on a regular basis?"
"Nope."
"Then how do you send it, we are boarding students." Roommate Xiao Qian kindly reminded.
"What then?" Gu Ruoxi was worried for a while.
Thinking of something, Gu Ruoxi's eyes lit up, "Or I'll ask the day student to send it for me, and I'll give her my QQ password." ”
I thought so, but Gu Ruoxi completely forgot to say it.
At night.
"What to do, I forgot to say." Gu Ruoxi was very melancholy.
"What can you do, who told you to forget to say." Xiao Qian also looked helpless.
"Did you miss it again? This is the first time I've wished him a happy birthday as a friend, and maybe the last. Gu Ruoxi said lonely.
"No, I'm going to stay up until twelve o'clock tonight to write him a blessing."
December 6th, morning music class, music exam talent show.
"Say bye-bye, oh my boy......" "Bye-bye".
"If you hadn't suddenly broken into my life......" "Green".
"That's the old ...... we're all not going to go," "Boy".
……
Gu Ruoxi listened and listened, and somehow tears filled her eyes.
"What's the matter, these songs are so sad, it makes me have another bad premonition."
In the afternoon, at 5:20, the regressive students held a parent-teacher conference, and Gu Ruoxi was among them.
This is the first time Gu Ruoxi has been invited to his parents in 14 years, and on his birthday, it is really ...... And the timing is auspicious.
In the evening, take the car home.
Gu Ruoxi took the mobile phone from her father and boarded her QQ.
She took a deep breath and clicked on the contact.
The next second, she froze.
The "Special Interested" list shows 0/0......
Gu Ruoxi panicked, she clicked on all the lists, but she didn't see him.
Why is this happening, why did he delete me, today is his birthday, I tried my best to wish him a happy birthday, why did I still miss it......
It's really the last time......
Gu Ruoxi cried.
……
Putting away her memories, Gu Ruoxi looked at the kitchen and dining room, which were already empty.
She walked to the dining room, picked up the frozen steak, and ate it without hesitation.
The frozen steak mixed with tears cooled into the stomach and into the heart......
After eating the steak and washing the dish, Gu Ruoxi walked quickly to the bedroom, opened the suitcase, and took out the notebook pressed at the bottom.
This book was written when she was in junior high school.
She opened the notebook, and there were a few pages in the middle that had been pasted, and on the front page were post-it notes, which read: Memory Sealing.
Gu Ruoxi carefully tore open the pages.
Several diaries with a girlish atmosphere are exposed.
Two of them were written in a handwritten ledger on December 6.
The first is the blessing she wrote to Jiang Moze when she stayed up all night.
Jiang Moze:
Happy Birthday!
I'm glad I finally say Happy Birthday to you on your birthday.
It's a pity that the original plan to send you card points to send blessings has not been found.
This is supposed to be the first time I've wished you a happy birthday. I wish you good health and happiness every day in the new year! There's no flowery language, but I still want to say,
Dear Jiang Moze
Happy birthday!
December 6th
0:00
Gu Ruoxi
Even though she knew that this letter Jiang Moze would never see it, at the age of fourteen, she still stayed up all night stupidly to write......
The second one was written after she found out that Jiang Moze had deleted her.
Jiang Moze:
Why did you still lie to me?
Didn't you say you wouldn't delete it if you were friends?
But why are you so ruthless? You can just tell me.
You were caught off guard and invaded into my world, leaving without even saying goodbye.
I'm sad not because you ignore me; I'm sad that you didn't delete me; I'm really sad because you lied to me.
Do you know?
I treat every word you say to me like a treasure, let alone a trivial promise!
December 6th
Gu Ruoxi
Looking at it, Gu Ruoxi's tears dripped and her handwriting was blurred.
Jiang Moze, you are so cruel to me, so ruthless......
……
Jiang Moze didn't remember how he walked out of Gu Ruoxi's apartment, and only her indifferent expression and cold words remained in his mind.
Be a stranger?
Scold......
He couldn't do it......
If everything he did back then was a last resort, did she believe it? ?
Gu Ruoxi, if you provoke me, don't think about retreating.