Looking at Lin Zi, who was facing away from him, Yi Zhen suddenly panicked.

Obviously, he slapped the table and got angry with the boss, obviously he is now in a state of being hidden in the snow, obviously he wants to come and tell him that everything is with him, obviously he feels so sorry for him, obviously ......

Why did it become like this, why did I can't help but get angry and angry when I see her appearance.

"No, it's not like this, Xiaozi, it's not like this......"

Yi Zhen shook his head and said, but because he had no confidence, his voice became smaller and smaller.

"Yi Zhen, this is the last thing I can do for you as a fan, do you know, I'd rather myself be hurt, and I don't want you to be hurt, so, if my current existence hinders your life and career, then, I will disappear under this light, you will never need me again in the future, we, in the future, don't meet again, don't contact again, you, after all, you are an idol, in the future, you have to remember, you still have to keep your distance from fans."

Lin Zi, who had his back to Yi Zhen, bit his lip after saying these words, tried hard to hold back the tears in his eyes, turned his head, raised a smile and said to Yi Zhen: "Goodbye, Yi Zhen." ”

After Lin Zi finished speaking, he turned around and entered the door, leaving Yi Zhen standing alone and muttering to himself.

"Don't, don't, it's not like this, it's not ......"

Shi Mu stood by the window, quietly looking at the hero and heroine below, looking at Yi Zhen's back as he turned around and stumbled, and a trace of unknown sadness floated through Shi Mu's eyes.

"Do you really care that much about her?"

"Ding-dong."

The computer's message prompt flickered.

Shi Mu walked to the table and clicked on the message reminder.

It's X.

"Is the result you want?"

"Sort of."

Without hesitation, Shi Mu typed a few words on the keyboard and sent it.

"When tomorrow's report comes out, I hope you still don't regret it."

"What did you do again?"

"Isn't it unfair to let only the same person lose in a game of two people?"

"What are you going to do?"

"You'll know by tomorrow."

......

After leaving the Linzi community, Yi Zhen drove aimlessly, and for a while, he didn't know where he was going.

After driving for a long time, I stopped next to a deserted path, which was facing the river, there was a row of guardrails, and there were many unknown wildflowers and weeds next to it.

The surroundings were quiet and there was no one around.

Yi Zhen opened the car door, leaned against the railing, looked at the river in front of him, and felt very irritable if there was a sound of insects.

I remembered that the assistant in the trunk had bought a case of beer before, which was intended to be used as a party celebration after the birthday party was successfully completed, but as a result, everything was messed up.

Yi Zhen opened the trunk, took out the wine, and drank it one after another.

Whether it's Lin Zi or CoCo and the boss, they are all right, everyone is protecting themselves and defending themselves, and they obviously can't do anything, but they want to forcibly play the hero, and in the end, no one can protect them, and they have to wipe their butts for others.

"Yi Zhen, Yi Zhen, you are really a very useless coward."

Yi Zhen sneered and mocked himself.

The hand holding the beer can can't help but clench more and more until the beer can is deformed.

"Bastard!"

Suddenly, Yi Zhen yelled into the distance and threw the wine jar in his hand.

The identity of this idol really restricts himself a lot, he lives with a mask and a character every day, he even forgets who he is, during this time, he can't laugh, he can't cry, he has to pay attention to his expression all the time, every move, every word and deed, must be regulated, just like a marionette, from the outsider's point of view, how glamorous he lives, but every time Yi Zhen returns to the room, he feels like a clown jumping off the beam, living in the cracks, looking at people's eyes.

He's tired, really tired.

This is the first time he wants to completely give up the idol profession, which is ridiculous.

What was once desperately wanted to come has now become a bondage.

Everyone, including himself, is kidnapping himself in the name of his dreams, and now he just hopes to live like a normal person, but it's so hard, so hard.

Yi Zhen looked at the turbulent river, and the depression in his heart finally broke out at this moment.

He can now only numb himself with cans and cans of wine.

Yi Zhen's eyes began to blur, everything around him became very ethereal, Yi Zhen suddenly felt that his body was very light, and in front of him, it seemed that someone was calling him.

Yi Zhen rubbed his eyes, the figure in the distance was very familiar, very familiar, as if it was his father he hadn't seen for a long, long time.

"Dad, is that you?"

The figure on the other side didn't answer, just smiled at himself as always, smiling kindly.

"Dad, I miss you so much, I really miss you, how are you doing over there?"

"Dad, I'm so miserable, I don't know what to do, now, even my favorite person doesn't believe me, don't want me anymore, what should I do, Dad."

Yi Zhen shouted loudly into the depths of the distance.

But the other party did not respond, Yi Zhen felt that his father was getting farther and farther away from him, farther and farther away.

"Dad, are you leaving me? No, absolutely not! ”

As he spoke, Yi Zhen rushed forward like crazy.

......

Xu Anxiao, who took the summer vacation in advance, returned to China, and finally got her driver's license, and under the soft grinding and hard soaking with Xu Jinheng, she can finally drive by herself today and travel by car.

The entire Xu family, including Xu Chenrui, loves this little daughter very much and regards it as a pearl in the palm of her hand.

Therefore, as soon as Xu Anxiao returned to China, everyone held a welcome party for her, and it was rare to see Xu Jinheng so happy, taking this opportunity, Xu Anxiao put forward the opinion that he wanted to go camping by car, originally, Xu Jinheng was resolutely opposed, a girl, go out camping alone at night, what if you encounter danger.

BUT XU ANXIAO HAS TO SAY THAT THIS KIND OF "ONESELFCAMPING" (CAMPING ALONE) IS VERY POPULAR ABROAD, XU JINHENG CAN'T HELP IT, HIS LITTLE DAUGHTER WHO IS AWAY ALL THE YEAR ROUND AND CAN ONLY SEE TWICE A YEAR HAS TO RESPOND TO REQUESTS, HOWEVER, THE ONLY REQUIREMENT IS TO INSTALL SATELLITE POSITIONING IN REAL TIME, AND YOU HAVE TO KEEP THE PHONE OPEN FROM TIME TO TIME.

Anyway, although he had to endure his father's Rory, he agreed to it, so early in the morning, Xu Anxiao prepared a pass, dry food, sleeping bags, tents, fires, etc., the necessary things for camping were stuffed in the trunk, and he set off with full fighting spirit.

After a day's drive, Xu Anxiao finally found a suitable open space for camping, just beside this river, after setting up a tent and lighting a fire, he was about to look up at the stars, when he suddenly heard a few roars from the side.

Xu An smiled, she has always been bold, these voices, instead of making her feel scared, became more curious.

So, Xu An smiled and ran out of the camp, wanting to see what was going on.

I found that there was a drunken man, with a wine bottle in his hand, alone, staggering, stumbling towards the end of the road, walking towards the end of the road, muttering something like "don't go, don't leave me" in his mouth.

Drunk people, Xu Anxiao is not unseen, handsome guy, Xu Anxiao is not unseen, but, drunk handsome guy, Xu Anxiao is still the first time to see it.

Xu Anxiao looked at this drunk man, estimated to be in his twenties, fair complexion, with a touch of handsomeness in his facial features, because of the sense of wine, his cheeks were a little red, and his thick eyebrows were slightly raised rebelliously, he should have been a lively and sunny boy, at this moment, in Xu Anxiao's opinion, his eyes revealed a few dark and deep things that should not be at this age.

Suddenly, a truck in the distance gradually drove in the direction of the man, Xu An smiled and saw that he was about to hit head-on, and immediately rushed out and pulled the man back to the side of the road.

"Hey, wake up, don't die!"

The man's eyes were still very hollow, and his mouth was still muttering, "Don't leave me, don't leave me." ”

"Crazy, crazy, I guess I'm seriously hurt."

Xu An looked at the man in front of him with a smile, couldn't help but shake his head, sighed and said, "What a good-looking little brother, it's a pity, it's a pity." ”

"Hey, who are you, are you here to camp too? Where's your tent? ”

"Hey, you can't hear me!"

"Hey!"

Looking at the other party's indifferent appearance, Xu Anxiao was very helpless, so he had to shout hard at the other party's ear.

The other party seemed to react a little, turned his head and glanced at Xu Anxiao, and then fell heavily on Xu Anxiao's body all of a sudden.

"Hey, get up, hey, you're really heavy, get up from me."

Xu An said with a smile, trying to push the other party away from himself.

"Hey, wake up, hey! Don't play dead! ”

Xu Anxiao poked the other party hard, but found that the other party did not react.

Xu An smiled and glanced around, it was uninhabited, there was really nowhere to go, and he couldn't bear to throw him a drunk on the side of the road, so he had to take him back to his camp.

At first, Xu Anxiao wanted to drag him into his car, but he didn't expect that this boy looked thin and weak, and he was really heavy.

Xu Anxiao tried several times, but he didn't succeed, but he tired himself half to death.

I had no choice but to reluctantly give him the tent I had set up with great difficulty.

"Bastard, although you are good-looking, but you actually robbed me of the tent where I slept on, and when you wake up, I will, doubly ask you to return it!"

Xu An smiled at the sleeping man in the tent and said viciously.

"Ah~~ow~~."

Xu Anxiao yawned while stretching his waist, walked to his car, put down his seat, and lay down.

Because he was tired for a day, coupled with the adventure just now, Xu Anxiao quickly fell asleep.

......

Lin Zi ran into the room, after closing the door, her heart was beating fast, leaning against the door, she squatted down little by little, watching the moon shine through the window, and Lin Zi's face was covered with tears.

She thought that this was the end, but she didn't expect that when she finished saying that, her heart seemed to be stabbed by something, and she felt inexplicable pain.