Chapter 15: Bewilderment
I can't promise Xiao Ranzi anything, just like Liu Wei did to me. At this moment, standing in the corridor outside the classroom, I understand why Liu Wei never gave me a future.
"Ran Xinxing, thank you. It's not your fault that you like me, I can't be selfish enough to make you change your mind. But I can't give you anything. All I can do is accompany you to the extent I can. ”
Xiao Ranzi smiled, "I said everything I wanted to say." Even if you ignore me from tomorrow onwards, I have no regrets. ”
"Okay, then we'll get it. What if, ten years later, you still like me, and I'm single, and we're together? ”
He didn't say yes, just looked at me and smiled......
Anyway, the current Xiao Ranzi is happy, and he is still by my side to protect me.
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Time is like water, and there is no going back.
In the blink of an eye, it has entered May, and the weather has really officially entered the season that can be described as hot.
The day when Liu Wei left is getting closer and closer. He told me that in June, he would not come to school. I don't know how many more days I'll be able to see him after this. Time is running out, and I'm going to cherish it.
Thinking about it, when I first learned the news, I felt that there was still a lot of time. But now, looking back, it's almost time to part.
During this time, Liu Wei and I still get along so harmoniously and happily. He always took care of me so considerately. But in my heart, I just have a big stone blocked, and I can't move it away.
I know that this big rock is what Hu Wengang told me. Although I said that I didn't care, this heart could not deceive myself.
In the afternoon, the sun was setting red. Liu Wei and I sat on the roof of the teaching building opposite, watching the sunset and drinking milk tea. I can't bear to disturb such a harmonious atmosphere. However, I had to destroy. Seeing that he is about to leave, if I don't ask clearly, when he leaves, this knot will remain in my heart, and I don't know how long it will torment me.
I took his arm, leaned on his body, took a deep breath, and then told myself: Long Xiaoxiao, come on.
"Liu Wei, I've always wanted to ask you, but I'm afraid that you will be angry."
He turned his head and looked at me stunned, as if he didn't expect me to speak so seriously. That look, on his face, didn't even take two seconds, and he immediately regained that calmness.
"Well, you say."
"Then you promise first, don't be angry."
"Okay."
"Hmm...... Liu Wei, actually, I know that the last time Li Jie was actually instructed by Xu Qiuyun behind his back, right? ”
Liu Wei frowned slightly, looked at me, and did not speak. I couldn't understand his mood at the moment, he was expressionless, just kept looking at me.
I didn't dare to speak out, whenever this happened, Liu Wei gave me a strong sense of oppression.
It took a long time for him to say to me in an indifferent tone that I hadn't seen for a long time: "Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry, I lied to you." ”
As soon as I said this, my heart ached. Although I knew it for a long time, when he admitted it himself, I realized how heavy this stone weighed in my heart.
I put up with it, I wanted to hear what he had to say.
"Xiaoxiao, if I had told you that it was her, and I couldn't do anything to her, you would have been very angry. At that time, it happened that Li Jie also found someone to take revenge on you, so I asked Honggang to say that. Li Jie didn't wronged her, but took advantage of her. It's my fault, Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry. ”
"Liu Wei, do you know, even if I'm angry, I want to know the truth! I'm angry, it's not that you didn't deal with Xu Qiuyun, it's that you deceived me. I believe in you so much, but you still do. Do you know? When I heard the news, I was particularly disappointed. Today, since you have said it, can you tell me what else is there to hide from me? ”
"Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry. Actually, I didn't mean to lie to you. But there are some things I'm afraid you'll know. In a month, I was gone. Xiaoxiao, can you not let these unhappiness remain in our memory, okay? ”
"Why? Then tell me, what are the three things you promised Xu Qiuyun? ”
"This ......" Liu Wei's eyes dimmed, and he sighed rarely.
"Xiaoxiao, the first thing is the date after the negotiation. The second thing is that at the beginning of this semester, you waited for me here, and I left. This third ...... She hasn't said it yet. ”
"Okay, okay, I know the first thing about the date, but what about the second one? What did you do after you left? I still don't know. ”
"Xiaoxiao, can you not ask? I really don't want to tell you that I don't want to ruin each other's image in each other's hearts because of this. ”
"Okay, promise you, no matter what you do with her, I'll forgive you, okay? I really just want to know the truth, I don't want to live like a fool in such hypocritical beauty! Do you understand? I yelled at him in almost hysterical terms.
Probably, Liu Wei saw that I was really angry, so he gently took my hand and said to me: "Xiaoxiao, if you know the truth, you will definitely leave me, I don't want to do this." We don't have much time left together, and I don't want to have regrets for the rest of the time. You promised me not to pursue it again before I left. And I promise you that when I leave, I will tell you everything, okay? ”
"How can you be so selfish? I always thought you were sincere to me, it turns out that you are just for yourself, you are too selfish. Do you think about my feelings? You told me when you left, so what should I do? Am I the only one left to suffer all this? Liu Wei, you ......"
I was so excited that I hadn't finished venting the anger in my heart, so I was hugged by Liu Wei and kissed me.
At first, I wanted to struggle, but within a few minutes, I gave up.
Strange chemistry, I'm not angry anymore......
"Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry, just think I'm selfish, can you forgive me?"
I was about to speak, but he once again put his warm lips to him.
I had no strength to argue with him anymore, I confessed, and I didn't pursue it anymore.
"Xiaoxiao, please believe me, I really like you." As he spoke, he bit me lightly on the ear.
It was like I was being struck by a burst of electricity and trembling.
"Okay, I promise you." I didn't have a chance to give in to him.
The sunset at this moment is still beautiful. Against the backdrop of the sunset, his face is heroic. I, a shameless beauty party, was once again confused by his prosperous beauty.
"Okay...... Okay, just when I'm selfless, you continue to be selfish, and I continue to be selfless. ”
"Fool, how can it be." He whispered in my ear. His tone was so gentle that it blew into my ears and tickled my heart.
We don't care if we will be seen here, I just know that the anger just now is gone in his arms. My long-lost sense of security is back.
Okay, there's still a month left, this month, that's all, stay with him quietly.
Maybe he is right, before leaving, there is no need to poke a scar in the other party's heart.
Well, Liu Wei, I promise you!