He Xinyu is a single-parent who was raised by her mother, who divorced when she was three years old.

She was also three years old when she first began to remember, and her first memory of being three years old was in the courthouse.

As soon as she came to the gate of the courthouse, she felt a strange atmosphere. The child began to cry at the entrance of the courthouse, and several relatives passed by and walked into the courthouse one by one without making any moves.

The child had no choice but to follow the adult into the courthouse. Along the way, she dragged the corner of her father's drooping clothes, and shouted "Dad" vigorously. But his father tore away the little hand that was holding his coat and walked faster.

At that time, children under the age of 18 could not go to court in divorce proceedings.

The child stood at the door crying and calling for his parents, but no one responded.

The child's mother cheated on her in marriage. With the father of the child before the divorce. Because she later became pregnant with a child, she had to divorce immediately and marry her son.

But the good times didn't last long, maybe it was retribution, and the child's father also cheated in marriage.

When the child was three years old, they went through the divorce process, but custody of the child became an issue.

The problem is that no one wants to raise this child.

In fact, what children are most afraid of is knowing that they are a life that is not expected to be expected.

At that time, a three-year-old child experienced for the first time what it was like to be alone in that empty place.

Later, the court still awarded the mother custody. Because the mother's work is in Minhang, but their home is in Songjiang, the child has no choice but to become a left-behind child.

Her grandparents have not treated her badly, but the most direct way to solve all problems is to use violence.

This child was beaten to the end of the year, and he was also scolded to the end, because the family believes in the saying "filial piety comes from under the stick".

This family gave this child infinite hope again and again, and took him into the bottomless abyss again and again.

Her mother came back when she was in the first grade, and at that time, the longing for family affection and loneliness that had been suppressed in her heart all came flooding up.

After my mother resigned from Minhang, she stayed at home for more than a year and did not go to work, which made the already poor family have more burdens.

Later, when the child entered the fifth grade, he began to understand more and more about the world.

Mothers earn half on their wages and half on men. Why do you say that, originally the mother was looking for a good partner and reorganizing the family, but then she began to be a junior and began to do things that made the child dare not raise his head.

The child's introversion and low self-esteem caused her grades to plummet in the fifth grade, from the top 10 of her grade to the middle of the class.

That period of time was the darkest time in her life.

During that time, there was the complete disappointment of the teacher, the pressure from the family, and the departure and betrayal of friends.

From that moment on, the child decided to be self-reliant, to be self-reliant.

In the face of hardships and tribulations, there are some people who choose to compromise with life, and some people choose to face difficulties and strive for the top, everyone's mind is different, sometimes it is really impossible to judge whether it is good or bad, but in the eyes of many people, it is better to be unconvinced than to compromise.

Thanks to her dissatisfaction with everything in her current life, she finally got the sixth grade in the final exam of the fifth grade after a month of hard work.

Some people's lives are like rubber bands that bottom out.

This child is getting bigger and bigger, and she has indeed become an excellent appearance in the eyes of adults step by step, but no matter when and where, her inferiority complex is buried deep in her heart.

Only, she doesn't say.