Three hundred and eighty-five

"Because for these rich people, isn't the biggest difference between them being to buy a son who can inherit his future price? Or buy some girls and boys to use as their personal pets, haven't we already seen these things around that woman? The woman lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling in the sky without blinking, and the beautiful colors flashed one after another, reflecting the stars in his eyes. You and I are well aware of these things. So at first he was going to take you away. I thought he wanted to take you to see you, to take you as his personal pet, but at that moment I overturned this speculation in my mind, that woman's attitude is very clear to us, he likes to keep these things and no one robs him, otherwise with his personality he may do very crazy things, otherwise how could they get so much from him. The benefits can grow so big that they have long been asked by other people, but seeing her look at you cleanly, I overturned my speculation again, and thought again that he might be those rich people who messed around when they were young, resulting in not having one or two children themselves, and when they were old, they wanted to find a child to take their place, but this man is now in the prime of life. Why is it that he who is looking for a son at this time, can't he give birth to him? At this moment, I thought it was the reason, but the reason was when he wanted to take me and wanted to take me with him after you saw me, and I knew that it was absolutely impossible that there must be something to do with it. Unless you're the son of his head, the son of a woman he likes, his illegitimate son who is an outcast, or you look for you as a guy who looks like him very much and he likes you very much. These situations have been going back and forth in my mind, and we have always been with us growing up. Later, when I saw the house he took us to and often didn't come back to see us, I had a vague guess in my heart. Otherwise, you want to leave our children far away from him just to finish their work abroad. It's normal, it's not normal at all, at least he doesn't have the kind of fatherly love that other people in the TV series written in the books have. We've never seen any of these things, we've never shown them, at least not to me. ”

Yang Shuai paused. "So you already knew, is that what you were thinking about at the beginning? Why don't you think you ever told me? ”

"Why?" The girl was nauseated, and he also asked him rhetorically, he didn't want to move now. After saying this, she was even more tired, and she closed her eyes and didn't want to talk about it anymore. Yang Shuai couldn't finish his sentence because of him, what he said was also the truth, why did he tell him? These things have to be discovered by himself, and he himself didn't find out that he was stupid and couldn't blame others.

I should know these documents, and when we returned to this country and were very close to him, and even when he went to work in the company he arranged, I knew about it, and the speculation in my heart was infinitely magnified, plus those people who were obsessed with coming to this for ten years, they were either rich or expensive. When I saw their frequent coming, I knew that your identity must be different from what I used to think, at least it was definitely not a male pet outside the balcony, but really being regarded as a son. Don't tell me you don't know you'll find out, I'm very different from you when you were kids, after all, didn't you tell her to take me with you? If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have left that place. Can't do without that woman and even be trapped by his side all his life, it is impossible to have a bright future, and it is impossible to have his own life again, my life is over, I have said that I am still quite lucky, even if he does not treat me as his own daughter, just treat me as a gift to explain, anyway, there is no shortage of this mouthful for him, I will still be sad and sad occasionally on the Internet, and I will get used to it after a long time, after all, I am doing well now, isn't it? Without that father's love, I would have been doing just as well. Yang Shuai, don't tell me that you didn't notice. You and I have always been different, never the same. ”

Yang Shuai opened his mouth to say something, but found that he had nothing to say. It is absolutely impossible to say that you have not noticed it at all. Although it is different from the sensitivity of girls, he is indeed a little dull, but such an obvious gap he can still unearth Although the two people who bring to school are exactly the same every time, and no one is worse than anyone in dressing up, but he knows that these are the things that those housekeepers do, and it has nothing to do with his father, he may just explain by the way that he wants to take good care of them, so they do it, that's it, that's it, that's just a story. But there is still a point, for example, every time he comes back from abroad and doesn't see each other for a few months or a few years, he suddenly meets, and the gifts for the two of them are the same, the same is the same, but Yang Shuai can always get something else. The man would sit down and sit at the same table with them to eat, and then ask the two of them about their grades, looking at him differently than looking at the others. How do you think about this sensitive feeling? Yang Shuai can still feel his faint pen words, this old sister is more popular and more valued, these states can't be made up in school, so there is his father in the family to make up for it, and his sister is praised and praised in school on the contrary, so his father is not so important to his growth at this time. Even if he doesn't love him, he's still loved. Yang Shao suddenly became a little at a loss, his secrets from childhood to adulthood seemed to have been seen through all at once, he actually knew it all along, but he never said it, which made him feel very uncomfortable. His sister shouldn't be like this, he should be happy and don't know anything, even if he has always been a scumbag and has never accepted his feelings, it will be the same for him. He doesn't feel particularly uncomfortable and sad either. But in fact, he does feel his heart now. I don't know what it feels like to move around, and I keep choking and making him want to cry. may be because the girl is now talking about this matter plainly, which makes him feel that the holiday has covered up his previous sadness and helplessness in one fell swoop. And he knows these things, but he still regards them as capital that he can show off. He really didn't want to show off. Yang Shuai thought.

The girl didn't think so, she sat quietly on the bed for a while, and then only propped herself up and gave him the papers. To: "Take this thing away, I know these things belong to you, you are his biological son after all, and I am different, I am not just a giveaway." I know you've given me half of this stuff so you don't want to make me sad, but I really don't need it. After all, I just need to find a good job and a good man in the future, but you are different, you still have to carry these things forward, and then marry a wife who is the right person. You have a more dignified responsibility in you. These things are yours, you don't give them to me, and I won't ask for them. ”

Yang Shuai didn't squeak, he silently took the document in his hand with one hand, and then looked at the girl in front of him with a pair of faces, which were not decorated with anything, but made Yang Shuai feel that this was the most beautiful face in the world. He held the document tightly in his hand, then slowly got up and turned around and left the room, not forgetting that the Jiangmen was closed properly before leaving, and then he said softly: "I'm sorry." ”

I'm sorry I kept ignoring you even though I knew about it.

I'm sorry, I know. I know your sadness, but I still ignore you as my own show-off.

I'm sorry to have made you sad for so long with the black pot that you have been carrying for so long, and I am still cheap and obedient to this day.

I'm sorry.

Yang Shuaishuai returned to the room. He knew the girl. What is too much, he said no, just don't be different from other girls who want to refuse and welcome. He said that if he didn't want it, he wouldn't want it, and if he gave it to him again, he wouldn't want it. Yang Shuai called his lawyer and taught the two of them to destroy all the two separate documents in their hands, and then keep the one that was completely intact before, since he didn't want it, he wouldn't continue to keep it for other people's ideas. At this time, the two of them have really begun to have a gap. Yang Shuai couldn't help but think that it was all his fault, he had been complaining that this girl didn't love him, didn't love him and was cold and ruthless, but now that he thinks about it, it's not all his fault, if he dared to be braver in the first place. In a hurry to tell the man who was about to become her father, that he liked this girl, not because he wanted this girl to be a sister or her family, she just wanted to be with her. That's all.

But things have become like this, and no matter what, there is no way to make up for it. And he has been hurting her so quietly after making her suffer such emotional damage for that girl. He also shuddered his coldness and hurt him, and then he was very tired of his indifference and didn't love him, thinking like this, Yang Shuai, he was really a bastard. Fortunately, they are still very young, fortunately, he still has a long time to make up for it, even if it is not as a lover, but as a disciple and younger brother, the two of them will not have a chance to be together in this life, and they don't know if they will have the next life. If a person has a next life, he must choose to be with him in the next life and start over again, he must go to register that day, and then say loudly to the boy in front of him, "This is not my sister, this is my lover, the person I like, the person I want to be with in the future." ”

What is done cannot be undone. These things can't be changed, this girl doesn't like him anymore, the yield can be seen very clearly, this girl really doesn't like him anymore, he has no love for her, only his sister's disciple cares. So be it. Yang Shuaixiao: That's it.

She will be a good brother in the future, and she can support her in the future.