Suddenly, I felt that my heart hurt, as if I had been scratched by a knife.

Raising my head, I looked at him, my eyes unconsciously clouded with a layer of mist. It was also the first time I confronted him in person:

"It's not that I don't know it's too late, it's that my brother never gave me a chance to know! After staying in the Prime Minister's Mansion for so many years, I ...... in your eyes Is it really just a guard-like existence? ”

I have suffered so much in the past, and I don't feel wronged and sad, because I don't look up to him for him, for myself; But now, I have never felt that I have so many grievances and sadness.

Obviously, I was the one who stayed with him the longest, but why...... He doesn't treat me as warmly as she does? I was the closest to him, but I was like a blind man, the farthest away from him......

Trembling his eyebrows slightly, Chu Yu's eyes flashed with a few flashes of suspicion, staring at me coldly, he was a little incredulous: "It's going to be late, do you know what you're talking about?" ”

This sentence was like a thunderbolt, which struck me up.

Oh, yes! What am I talking about! Originally, I was just a secret guard by his side.

The so-called secret guard is just hiding in the shadows and doing what he can't do for him, except for the people he can't get rid of! If it is a dagger, it can only be inserted in the blood light forever, why do you expect yourself to be a pearl held in the palm of your hand!

I'm really overwhelmed!

Woke up suddenly, I sat down on the ground, the arrogance that had just risen in my heart was extinguished in an instant, and I glanced at Chu Yu, who was still standing in place gloomy and silent, I slowly lowered my head: "I will talk nonsense at night, please punish my lord." ”

Standing in front of me with his hands in his hands, his majestic body was like a mountain, and endless shadows hung over me, making it difficult for me to breathe.

Clearly...... Those words are what I want to say, but when I say them, I have to admit my mistakes and suffer the consequences as if I had done something wrong.

Sometimes, I really envy Rong Yin, although she is in the royal family, but at least she lives freely, she can say what she wants and do what she wants...... And I can't.

Maybe from the moment I stepped into the Prime Minister's Mansion, I was destined that I would not dare to love and hate like other girls in this life......

After staring at me coldly for a long time, Chu Yu finally darkened his eyes, turned around slowly, and said in a low voice: "I see that you have drunk too much and are not lightly drunk, go and kneel outside." ”

I didn't struggle, I didn't argue, I stood up in a proper manner, I walked out the door and knelt down in the courtyard not far from the bamboo building.

The rain was still falling, and the autumn wind swept the rain from my neck and into my body, and little by little began to deprive me of the original temperature.

Seeing me kneeling in the courtyard, Chu Yu, who was still standing by the window of the bamboo building, took a deep look at me, raised his hand and closed the eaves.

The cold wind howled, blowing a bone-chilling cold on the body.

Is it cold? It's a little cold, but how can this cold compare to the cold in my heart.

With my palms tugging at the corners of my clothes, I stared at the bamboo building with the door closed, and my heart was extremely frustrated.

I don't know how many hours later, Chu Yu finally opened the door and walked out, just like before, his eyebrows and eyes were deep, and his ink-stained pupils were like a deep sea, and Yin Yin glanced at me, who had been drenched in soup, and walked sideways into the front yard without saying anything.

He didn't let me get up, so I had to kneel, even to death.

The rain was dripping, and I had no intention of stopping, and the cold rain washed me so hard that I couldn't open my eyes, but I didn't even have the mood to wipe it with my hands.

It doesn't matter, so be it!

I sighed to myself, but suddenly I was covered by a cloth...... The man grabbed my face and smeared it a few times......

I was about to struggle, but the man let go of me.

When I opened my eyes again, I saw Chu Feng jumping into the corridor with a rag on the side, and carefully hanging the rag on the guardrail, Chu Feng threw a wink at me: "No thanks, they are all colleagues, help each other!" ”

"Nosy!" I gave him a cold look and turned my head away.

If I hadn't been able to get up at this moment, I really wanted to go over and smoke him, and his way of 'caring' people was also wonderful!

I didn't want to say more to him, but he didn't give up, and as soon as his legs went to the corridor, he sat down with Erlang's legs crossed: "You see that you still don't appreciate it!" Do you know what you call it? If you don't listen to good people, you will suffer in front of you! Just now I told you not to go to the adults with a drunken body, but you didn't listen! ”

"Now it's all right, you know the temper of the adults...... Why don't you come and sit down for a while and then kneel? I'll go ahead and help you control the wind, and I'll let you know as soon as the adults come, and make sure you won't be seen by him, okay? ”

"Not good!" I angrily rejected him, "You go quickly, don't bother me here." ”

"You...... Anyway, you're a girl, too, so why ...... It's like a piece of wood! Chu Feng pointed at me and held back his words for a long time, looking like he hated iron but not steel.

"That's it!" After muttering a few words to himself, he jumped off the corridor, took off his coat and put it on my shoulder, "It's okay, remember to wash the clothes and return them to me!" ”