The first day of the new semester is so uneasy that I don't know what will happen in the future!

Starting tomorrow, school and life will also be incorporated into the regular. It's time for me to take care of myself and study hard.

The romance with Liu Wei may let it end at the end of the holiday. In a few months, he will leave here and study abroad.

The company that promised him at the beginning is about to fulfill its promise in the near future.

This is a new beginning, everything, will be rearranged by fate, what awaits it, what is!

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On a sunny morning, the birds are singing softly in the branches.

Last night, Sister Yun'er came back, although the school started a few days later, but she said to come early and tidy up more calmly.

When I went out, she hadn't gotten up yet, lying under the covers, sleeping happily.

And I, on the other hand, have to say goodbye to such a warm and comfortable bed. This kind of enjoyment will not be available until the summer vacation.

"Xiaoxiao, let's go." Chen Yingjie's voice shouting at me outside the window came.

I hurriedly picked up my schoolbag and walked out: "You go first, I'm going to find Li Jie." ”

"Why? You're a friend. ”

"Well, why don't you go together?"

Chen Yingjie followed me and came to Li Jie's house together.

On the way to school, I listened to Chen Yingjie and Li Jie chatting about those variety shows on TV all the way, and I was very helpless.

Am I a weirdo? I don't like to watch TV series, variety shows, gossip, etc., I like programs like Geography Magazine, World Quest, etc., etc. Could it be that I have a little brother living inside me? Still a handsome little brother.

"Xiaoxiao, why don't you participate in the discussion? Don't you have a favorite star? Li Jie asked me curiously.

"Well, no."

"No wonder I've never heard you say anything on a TV show, are you a girl?"

"I'm not, I'm a little brother."

"Xiaoxiao ......" Suddenly a voice popped up behind us, and this voice was none other than Wang Feng.

Li Jie and Chen Yingjie looked at me, and also looked at Wang Feng, Chen Yingjie pulled Li Jie and said to us: "Then let's go first, you can talk." ”

"Xiaoxiao, I'm a little sad in my heart." Wang Feng did not hide his mood, and all that was written on his face was depressed.

"What's wrong?" I thought he wanted to ask me about the money, but Li Jie didn't mention how to repay the money so far, and I didn't ask. I spent thousands last time, and I guess she really doesn't have much money, so it will be a few months later.

"Xiaoxiao, let's be together."

"You mean kidding?"

Wang Feng shook his head and told me seriously: He has always liked me, but Li Jie has done so much for him, and he is very moved. Therefore, because he was moved and couldn't bear it, he finally decided to be with Li Jie. Originally, he wanted to be with Li Jie, but unexpectedly, Li Jie betrayed him.

I smiled, "Wang Feng, thank you for always liking me." However, there are some things that are over, and there is no way to go back to the past. ”

"Xiaoxiao, give me a chance. I've been sad and struggling lately. It's all my indecision, I missed you last time, and now I don't want to miss it again. ”

"Wang Feng, let's be good friends. If you and Li Jie can't reconcile, then just like that, it's best to forget each other in the rivers and lakes and be okay with each other. ”

With that, I turned around and left.

Wang Feng is also a poor boy, but when he turns his head to me like this, I think it is disrespectful to me. Although he didn't mean to, he was just eager to express his thoughts to me, but he ignored my feelings. But I don't blame him, I have long forgotten about him.

Since you give up, don't remember again.

"Xiaoxiao, wait a minute." Wang Feng caught up, "Okay, I accept what you say. Be a good friend, but Li Jie, I can't forgive. ”

"Okay, let's go together." In fact, Wang Feng is also an emotionally pitiful victim.

Perhaps this is the pain of youth, which makes us all suffer all kinds of injuries. But that's growth, and we're going to be more and more mature in the midst of this pain.

I am now beginning to understand some of what Liu Wei said to me, not long ago, I didn't understand at all, but for some reason, at this moment, I understand.

This was a small episode on the way to school, but it was a decision made by Wang Feng after struggling in his heart for an unknown amount of time. I didn't dare to think about it, and I didn't want to think about it. In everyone's heart, there will be such chaos and chaos.

At noon, Xiao Ranzi asked me to dinner, but I had no intention of agreeing. My heart is all on Liu Wei.

I don't know what he did with Xu Qiuyun yesterday, and next time, Xu Qiuyun will force him to do something!

During the winter vacation, I still felt that I had turned into a koi, but now I am already a stinky fish that even I dislike.

I'm really the one who causes trouble for others, and my stepmom is right. Yesterday, when Zou Honggang told me what Liu Wei was doing, it was this sentence from my stepmother in my mind.

For me, Liu Wei has done a lot. The reason why I didn't blame Wang Feng on the way to school in the morning was because I now understand his feeling of being moved.

As soon as the bell rang for the fourth period, I didn't care about anything, the books on the table were not cleaned up, and as soon as the teacher's words fell, I was like an arrow from Lixuan, and I launched it until the fourth floor.

The fourth floor was still very quiet, I was waiting at the door of Liu Wei's class, I didn't care if it looked good like this, I just wanted him to come out quickly.

The teacher of their class was still talking there, and I was standing in the doorway, eager to look in.

"This classmate at the door? Is there something you're doing here? Suddenly, Liu Wei's teacher in his class said to me.

I didn't react at once, and stood there stunned, and my classmates laughed.

I bowed my head in embarrassment and stepped back to the side, and the teacher continued to lecture.

I had to retreat to the back door of the classroom, hoping that the teacher on the podium would not see me again.

Some of the classes next to me have already begun to leave school, and the bustling crowd has gradually passed by me.

I was the most patient with others, but at this moment, tears flowed. Endless grievances in my heart, what am I doing?

In the past, because Chen Yingjie missed the appointment, I waited for six hours without moving at the appointed place without complaining. From noon until dark, when he remembered to come to me, I wasn't angry at all.

But now, how long have I waited? Tears are so useless to embarrass me, I'm so angry!

The more angry I was, the more tears flowed. Eventually, I simply crouched on the ground and started crying. I don't care about the crowd around me, and I don't care about my image, it's just a grievance, a grievance that is difficult to say clearly, like a poisonous snake, wrapping around me.

A hand, gently caressing my back, and a tissue, also passed through the arm I held tightly, and handed it over.

I ignored him, I knew that this must be Liu Wei, but I didn't want to pay attention to him, I didn't have the eagerness I wanted to find him just now. I want to cry now, I want to vent!

"Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry, I ...... yesterday"

"I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear it now!"

"Xiaoxiao ......"

"You go away, I don't want to hear it anymore, I'm really enough." I pulled his hand away, stood up, and stared angrily at the handsome and guilty face in front of me, but the anger in my heart was like a giant flame, which could not be extinguished.