I've thought about many scenes of reuniting with him, but I didn't expect it to be such one. When I heard Shangguan Ling say those two words, my heart was like ashes. - Tao Yanyan.

Maybe the fine clothes and food since I was a child have made me have a good life to a certain extent, but my weak body also made me not live well under my father's severe criticism.

I think my father may have had a hard time. But I don't know what this struggle is. I spent long nights in the dark, dark basement pondering what a father could do for his daughter to experience those fears at a very young age.

But after a long time, this answer is still unsolved. And the thoughts that had been silent for a long time were frozen in an instant.

Yes, I hate him. is not only the hatred of being a father, but also the incomprehension of his behavior.

This was bad news for me when I was very young. But the long-term punishment has gradually made me accustomed to it.

Because, when this kind of life becomes commonplace, you will feel that everything is perfectly arranged. Yes, arrangement.

But in my miserable childhood, a ray of light really shone in after day and night anticipation. Maybe it's faith, or maybe it's a reverie.

It's always good for everything, it's just that I feel the feeling of being cared for and valued in that moment. It was a long-lost care and love.

From an existence outside of home, that being is called a friend. It was the first friend I thought I was in the truest sense of the word, and the only one at the time.

But his presence vanished soon after, leaving me with only a broken jade pendant. And it was this jade pendant that allowed me to spend a long time until I grew up, and even reached the year of marriage and marriage, and the long years that followed.

Until, the second light appeared in life. She is Mu Qianyue. Maybe I just want to help her, she is a special existence for me.

It's different from ordinary friends, it's more like an old friend who feels like you've known each other for a long time when you meet each other. Yes, it was so at first sight.

She and I have common topics and ideas, and even our family backgrounds are not much different. So, we naturally came together.

After knowing that she became the crown princess, I thought about letting her get out. But at that time, she was too small, so she was determined not to let her be angry.

However, Shangguan Yao seems to be really very good to her, to the point of being a little envious. Yes, envy. I thought that a reunion with him might be the same, but I felt envious until that reunion came.

envy the intimacy between Shangguan Yao and Mu Tianyue. And for Mu Tianyue saying bad things about Su Wan'er, my heart is even more puzzled.

Su Wan'er is someone I didn't like at first sight, but I didn't really plan to care about it. Because, I don't have the slightest interest in people like Su Wan'er.

But after finding out that she was bullying Mu Tianyue, I felt that I didn't need to be patient. After all, for me, Mu Tianyue is now my most important friend.

Since Su Wan'er dared to hurt her or splash dirty water, don't blame me for being unkind. As a result, the child in the queen's womb became my best sword to kill.

I'm afraid that except for Su Wan'er herself, no one should know that the child would die at her own hands.

It was an accident, for everyone. I didn't take advantage of the fisherman, I just lightly watched as a spectator,

But in many cases, it has to be said that it is also a skill to be completely out of it. Of course, many things are not completely out of the way.

For example, literature and history. I thought that my intelligence would attract the jealousy of Emperor Ling Shangguan Yan, but I didn't expect his vigilance to be beyond my imagination.

Being married to Shangguan Xi was expected by everyone, although I had the slightest trace of affection for Ling Feng when I was worshipping the sky,

But it's just like putting a crystal cup in the ocean. In fact, looking at it, it is not very eye-catching.

They all understand this, and they know it. But many people will still do it, in order to avoid this in the current peaceful situation.

Yes, that's what Emperor Ling thought. He knew that his country could not be permanent for a long time, so he could only turn a blind eye to everything in front of him.

But for all his performance and dedication, in his opinion, she may just be a very good woman.

Yes, a woman is virtuous if she is not talented. No one wants women to be more talented than men, because that's a threat.

The story of Empress Wu is the best wake-up call, warning future generations to guard against women's outstanding talents. But many times, maybe something really happened.

Later I realized that there were some things that didn't seem to have a proper explanation. As for what Mu Tianyue said, I began to gradually have doubts.

I think of her as my best friend, but is she the same? I was suddenly a little unsure about this. So after repeated temptations and no answers, I finally gave up on her thoughts.

When one of the elements of trust suddenly collapses and becomes uneasy, many things can spiral out of control.

Finally, I found him. It's just a pity that it's too late. I'm starting to despair when I'm late, and there's been so much to come.

When I was finally exhausted and didn't want to look for that person, Su Wan'er told me. Yes, she knew a long time ago that Shangguan Xi had deceived herself.

She knew a long time ago that that person had always been there for me and never left. She knew early on that I should have had a chance to be with him. She's known all about it for a long time, yes. Very early, very early.

I took the piece of jade pendant on his body and got it together with the piece on my own, and found a craftsman to repair it.

On the day of the restoration of the jade pendant, get up and leave. finally walked to the road that he should go, and he should be on the road of other red dust.

Su Wan'er won't end well, because she can't get pregnant. Yes, I poisoned her.

She will never have a child of her own in her life. Let's take revenge, exchange the lives of several children she may have in the future for the life that Ling Feng lost on the battlefield.

I looked at the kerosene lamp in front of me, picked up the scroll on the case, and read the words that had just been transcribed by myself.

"This situation has become a memory of its own, scattered mandarin ducks, the rain is slightly cool, and it was a dream eleven years ago."

The state of mind described in the poem is the same as that of myself at this time. Outside the window, it was pouring rain, and it was the fallen flowers everywhere that no one picked.

It's just a pity that there is no one who has seen all the flowers bloom and fall.