Chapter 66: Rainy Night Stand
Xingchen's heart didn't know why it hurt so much, she ran, the wind in her ears swept by, the rickety boat in her heart still capsized, she was like being thrown into the sea, without a little self-help, sinking little by little.
She didn't run to the hotel, but ran to the beach, she shouted to the dark world, in exchange for only the roar of the rolling waves, her heart was uncomfortably blocked, but her voice was hoarse, and the dullness in her heart was still there.
The first time she was confessed, the ending was this kind of no ending, how could she not want to reach out and take his liking, but she hadn't broken up with Ye Fan yet, and accepting his confession wouldn't it mean losing all three?
Lu Tianfeng, Lu Tianfeng, why are you in such a hurry, why can't you wait until I break up with him, and then you come and tell me your mind, do you want to embarrass me? Don't you know that I don't like to get tangled? Why do you need to do it? She said it over and over again, tears mixed with rain and hit her face.
The two who returned to the hotel began to frantically look for Xingchen, but there was no trace of her after turning around, Lu Tianfeng couldn't understand, obviously she hurt herself, why did she hide from anyone, could it be that she owed her in her previous life?
The rain outside began to trickle down, and his inner anxiety became more and more raging, so he grabbed an umbrella from the hotel and rushed out.
Uncle was sweating in a hurry, Xingchen was a road idiot, such a big beach, although the neon of the hotel was flashing, but if you ran away, as long as you lost the direction, you would definitely go farther and farther.
He quickly said hello to the hotel manager and sent a lot of people out to look for it.
Xingchen squatted on the beach, watching the rain get heavier and heavier, not deliberately avoiding the rain, but sitting on the beach, letting the wind and rain blow, she was punishing herself.
Lu Tianfeng came out of the hotel and searched along the coastline inch by inch carpet, his umbrella had already been blown away by the wind in the process of running, he was like a headless fly, shouting her name, so anxious that the tears in his heart burned his heart.
Finally, the effort paid off, and a dark shadow not far away gave him hope, and he ran desperately to find that it was a bag of garbage thrown on the beach.
He kicked the mass of "hope" into disarray, and he roared loudly at the sky, and the lightning and thunder muffled his roar, leaving him alone between heaven and earth.
At this moment, he had only one thought, to find her, but he had already run out of the coastline two kilometers away from the hotel, and the black world was like the color of the sky after he was rejected.
The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and there is a sound on the beach, he is like a walking corpse, dragging the shell, and finally a thunder splits the strength of his heart, he kneels on the beach and begins to pray, he is not a believer, nor does he believe in gods and Buddhas, but in the face of love, he is a loser.
Xingchen had been sitting there looking at the flickering coastline in the distance, the sea had surrounded her without noticing, and the cold from the inside out woke her up, and she stood up and began to walk aimlessly.
I don't know how long she walked, but she looked vaguely at someone kneeling on the ground not far away, and she shook her head, wanting to comfort this sympathetic person on a rainy night.
He listened to someone approaching him, looked up and met her eyes again, and he rushed to her desperately, hugging her tightly in his arms.
"Where have you been, do you know that we are all looking for you?" Lu Tianfeng's heart-rending voice shocked her, and she didn't know why he was so out of shape.
She pulled him away from her body, looking at the red in his eyes, she tried to wipe the rain from his face for him, but the half-stretched hand retracted.
He looked at her being wet in the rain, his heart was extremely tormented, and his umbrella didn't know where he had lost it just now, and he couldn't help himself at the critical moment, so he slapped himself hard.
She was frightened by his slap and raised her hand to soothe his wound, and she looked at him with his head down, like a child who had made a mistake.
"It's that I'm useless, I'm sorry, Xingchen, I like you, but I don't deserve you."
The inferiority complex that he had never felt in his heart suddenly attacked, the powerlessness that he had never felt before defeated him, he squatted on the beach and began to cry, he left his self-esteem on a sunny day and his inferiority on a rainy night.
Xingchen watched his collapse, she didn't feel pain in her heart, she had already burst into tears, but the rain covered her.
She crouched down and stroked his head, and took him into his arms, and he held her and wept bitterly, without the strength of a man, he had lost all his armament, and was soft as a child.
When the people brought by my uncle came over, the two of them hugged each other and cried, and stood aside for a long time before they couldn't help but call them.
When he returned to his hotel room, he already had a high fever, and he looked as strong as iron, but when he was drenched in the rain, he would be so vulnerable.
Uncle and Xing Chen, who were standing in the room, looked at Lu Tianfeng who was lying on the bed talking nonsense. Uncle opened his mouth and whispered, "If you rejected him tonight, does that mean you can't do it anymore?" ”
She didn't speak, she didn't know what the future would be, but there was one thing she already knew very well, and after a long time, she said slowly, "Uncle, if you like someone, you are worried about him, and his ordinary every move can no longer be ordinary, will it also cause a thousand waves in my heart?" ”
Uncle knew that she liked him, he knew her hardships, and the pressure from the family was a shackle that she had been unable to break free, he patted her on the shoulder and said, "For him, fight for him, don't give up and fight for hope, love and love are the most precious gifts in the world." ”
When she stayed to take care of him at night, she listened to him shout his name over and over again, took out her mobile phone and looked at the photos sent by her uncle, a full 20 g files, more than 500 photos, she saw from beginning to end, I don't know when, her tears had already blurred her eyes.
She sat on the ground with her back against Lu Tianfeng's bed, watching the rain outside the window crackling on the window, he shouted "thirsty, thirsty", but she didn't dare to approach him easily, she was afraid that he would do something that she couldn't refuse.
When he woke up in the middle of the night, his fever had almost subsided, and when he got out of bed to pour water for himself, he saw Xingchen hiding in the corner of the bed, and she was sleeping peacefully.
He crouched beside her, looked at her sleeping face, gently picked her up and put her on the bed, he lay down next to her, lay on his side and looked at her face, and slept very peacefully.
When she woke up in the morning, she didn't know how to run into his arms, and she opened her eyes to see his face right in front of her, her hands tightly wrapped around his neck, and he had one hand under her head and one hand around her waist.
Her breathing became more and more rapid, and she gasped uncontrollably, and she tried to close her eyes and try to fall asleep, but she couldn't sleep at all.
He knew that she was awake, he didn't want to open his eyes, he didn't want this rare opportunity to go in vain, he pretended to be sick and hugged her tighter and tighter, lowered his head and kissed her forehead.
She was like a puppeteer, at his mercy, she felt the security in his chest, and he couldn't feel her heartbeat.
When the first rays of the morning sun came in, she and his feet overlapped, and at some point, when they woke up, and when they opened their eyes together, they saw each other, and she turned shyly as if nothing had happened.
And little by little he came closer to her, and took her into his arms again, and he lay on her neck, and she was itchy and began to struggle in his arms, but to no avail.
"Xingchen, you like me, right?" His words came out without a hint of packaging, leaving her at a loss as to how to answer.
After a long time, she said, "Lu Tianfeng, I don't know if I should like you or not, but if Fan Li doesn't agree to break up, everything between me and you will end." ”
He didn't know what she was thinking in her heart, how it was so difficult to say that she liked it, what was something that two people couldn't face together, he never figured it out.
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