Chapter 38: Make Up Your Mind
Hearing the sloppy Taoist say this, I suddenly felt a sense of loss in my heart, and I have become accustomed to following behind the sloppy Taoist during this time with the sloppy Taoist.
The sloppy Taoist priest saw that I didn't speak, then looked at me and smiled: "Hehe, are you reluctant to me?" ”
"Talent...... Not at all. I bowed my head and replied.
The sloppy Taoist priest reached out and stroked my head, then sighed, "Alas...... Life is like this, always spent in constant acquaintance and parting, when parting, there is always reluctance, but in the end there is still separation, nothing is eternal, maybe there is ...... But that's hard to happen to yourself, you're still young, and when you understand one day, it means you've grown up......"
After finishing speaking, the sloppy Taoist priest poured a sip of wine into his mouth.
This night, I sat at the door with the sloppy Taoist priest for a long, long time, and the night around us was so wonderful, with a breeze blowing through the scent of grass and all kinds of insects.
However, I have very few words with the sloppy Taoist, although I usually call him a stinky Taoist, but in my heart I am still very reluctant to leave the sloppy Taoist.
I don't know how long it was, but I leaned against the door and fell asleep in a daze, and the sloppy Taoist priest looked at me and smiled, then got up and carried me back to the house.
When I opened my eyes again, it was already dawn.
"Stinky Daoist......" I shouted softly into the empty room.
But I didn't hear any response, so I hurriedly got up and ran towards the courtyard, but there was still no sloppy Taoist priest in the courtyard.
At this time, I recalled what the sloppy Taoist priest said last night, I looked at the empty courtyard, and felt an inexplicable sense of loss in my heart, to be honest, I was very reluctant to be a sloppy Taoist.
I turned around and went back to the empty abandoned house, but as soon as I entered, I felt that there seemed to be a scruffy Taoist priest everywhere.
Looking at the familiar scene around me, I slowly lowered my head, and the moment I lowered my head, I saw the red cloth bag on my chest, and an inexplicable sense of loss instantly surged into my heart.
I just separated from my sister the night before yesterday.,I didn't expect that now the sloppy Taoist priest is also gone.,Am I destined to be alone?,Maybe the people who are with me don't end well.。
Thinking about it like this, I feel very aggrieved, what did I do wrong, my biological parents abandoned me at the beginning, and then I finally had my sister take me in, but in the end, my sister also left me......
"Silly boy, what do you want?" A voice suddenly came from not far away.
I jerked my head to look at the place where the voice came from, and saw Qing Yao standing at the door smiling at me.
"Sister Yao'er, why are you here?" I said happily.
"I came to see you stupid boy, I didn't expect you to think about it there, did you do something wrong?" Qing Yao said as she walked towards me.
"Nope." I said with my head down.
"What? Are you thinking about that Taoist priest? Qing Yao asked again.
"Talent...... No, who would think of that stinky Taoist priest. I said with a flush of cheeks.
"Okay, don't pretend to be a stupid boy, I can see it all." After saying that, Qing Yao sat down beside me.
A burst of fragrance wafted from Qing Yao's body, and the smell was still so familiar and good.
Hearing Qing Yao say this, my head lowered even deeper.
Qing Yao glanced at me and said, "Since you miss him, why don't you go to him?" Is there any point in you staying here? It's better to go out for a walk. ”
Hearing Qing Yao say this, my heart was touched deeply, to be honest, I really have this kind of thought, but I can't make up my mind.
"But even if I find it, what if he lets me go, what will I do then?" I turned my head to look at Qing Yao and said.
"You're such a silly boy, how do you know if you don't try, if you're afraid, I can accompany you out for a walk, anyway, I don't want to stay here anymore, it's okay to go out for a walk, hehe......" Qing Yao smiled mischievously at me after speaking.
"Sister Yao'er, are you really going out with me?" I looked at Qing Yao and asked.
"Of course, how can I rest assured that you go out by yourself, you are covered by me." Qing Yao patted her chest and said.
Then she whispered, "Actually, I want to go out myself." ”
"What?" I didn't hear what Qing Yao said later, and then opened my mouth to ask.
"I didn't ...... It's nothing, let's go out to find a Taoist priest together, and I'm sure we'll succeed. Qing Yao said with a firm gaze.
After that, I was silent for a moment, looked at Qing Yao and said, "Sister Yao'er, let me think about it again, you will come over tomorrow." ”
Qing Yao didn't know what to say when she saw me like this, she glanced at me and turned around and left.
After Qing Yao left, I looked at everything in the abandoned house, although there was nothing here, but after all, I had lived here for several years, and now I was really a little reluctant to think that I was going to leave here.
I turned around and walked out of the abandoned house, and after walking around the village a few times, I accidentally saw the Li family people packing up their things, and it looked like they were about to move out.
For the people of the Li family, the only thing I have a good impression of is my sister, and I don't have any emotions for the others, thinking of what I used to do with the Li family, I feel a little ridiculous.
After that, I ran to the back hill of the village, looking at everything I was familiar with, and it could be regarded as a final goodbye.
That night I sat in the courtyard of the abandoned house all night, and I thought about a lot of things, and finally fell asleep in the courtyard.
The next morning, I was woken up by the chirping of birds, when the sun had just risen, everything around me was full of life, and a ray of sunlight hit my face, and it was very comfortable.
I figured it out a lot last night, and finally decided to leave here and go looking for the Taoist priest.
"Silly boy, have you figured it out? Do you want to go? Qing Yao's voice suddenly came from behind him.
This sudden voice startled me, I turned my head to look at Qing Yao and said helplessly: "Sister Yao'er, can you not suddenly appear in the future, you are so easy to scare people." ”
"You dislike me......" Qing Yao said as she looked at me and pretended to be pitiful.
As soon as I saw her like this, I hurriedly said, "Sister Yao'er, I don't mean anything else, don't be like this." ”
"Haha...... Funny you, people don't know you like a stupid boy. Qing Yao suddenly laughed.