Chapter 365: Yu Koi's Life Experience 4
When Yu Koi appeared in front of them again, the content was already a lot haggard. My body has also lost a lot of weight, maybe I have been hit by those words these days, and I don't know what to do. In short, her current mental state is not as good as before. He wore a very thick foundation on his face, barely covering the haggard on his face.
When Yu Yanbei arrived, the night had gradually begun. At the beginning of the lanterns, there are still many people on the streets of Z City, which has not yet entered winter, and Yu Yanbei knows at a glance that it is very lively. In the bustling crowd, Yu Yanbei only felt in a trance, as if a long, long time ago, he had been with Song Qingnan like this, and then like this lively street hand in hand and dangling unhurriedly, at that time he also forgot his identity, put aside all the heavy work and hatred, and those exhausting intrigues, Song Qingnan also put aside the hatred for the time being, and only concentrated on being with him, he could see that Song Qingnan was very happy and relaxed that night, The smile on his face is no longer just the expression that is just pulled out of the skin on his face, and the happiness from the heart is the truest appearance of Song Qingnan he saw for the first time. That night they wandered the lively street like ordinary little lovers, and bought little things he had never touched before—because they were cheap.
It's just that the current Song Qingnan is not the girl who fell in love three years ago at that time, she is relatively old, she was still full of expectations for love at that time, but she has never shown it, and she has never met a man who makes her emotional, although she met later, but it did not bring her the happiness she wanted, naturally, the ending will not be too good.
Once she may still have faith in love and some inexplicable emotions, although she is usually very busy at work, but in her spare time, in addition to working overtime, she occasionally watches some idol dramas to kill time and relax herself, love in TV series is always so beautiful, but TV series are always just TV series. Just when she thought love was beautiful, she suddenly experienced a disaster in her life. But now she doesn't think so anymore, maybe it's because she has experienced a lot of blows, she always feels that love is not as white and immaculate as she imagined, like many bubble dramas and bloody dramas. Yu Yanbei breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that it was not Jiang Yao, and sat back on the bed silently, scolding himself in his heart that he was really too much of a soldier, so he stopped thinking about it, picked up his mobile phone and looked at the company's stock recently.
After Jiang Yao returned to his room, he couldn't help but sigh while sitting on the chair, he should have known that this was the case, Qingnan could not belong to him alone forever, there was also Yu Yanbei, and David, and even the possibility of joining a Jiang Yao in the future, but now that he could still have her, he was still a part of her, and he felt very happy. Jiang Yao took out a cigarette and lit it, standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looking at the sunset outside in a daze, in fact, there is nothing wrong with his current life, isn't he also very happy. Jiang Yao thought in his heart, but the mobile phone rang at this time, he looked down and saw that Tang Tang's name was displayed on the screen, and he picked up the phone with some irritability: "Hey." Hearing Jiang Yao's voice, Tang Tang suddenly felt a little excited in his heart: "Where are you, brother, I heard that you have returned to China." Jiang Yao frowned, he was already impatient in his heart, and his tone became not very good: "What the hell are you doing, I'm busy." Tang Tang knew in his heart that it was because of Song Qingnan, some time ago I heard that she was dead, and I was still very happy, my brother was finally able to look at himself squarely, but when I heard that she had a new love, she was still a foreign woman, and she suddenly felt unbalanced in her heart, he and Song Qingnan have been so many years, and she has long been accustomed to Jiang Yao always following behind Song Qingnan, and now Song Qingnan is finally dead, but she didn't expect to kill Cheng Jin. She has been in a relationship with her brother for so many years, he has never looked at her squarely, a foreign woman has only known him for a few days, and he follows behind people's butts every day. Tang Tang felt aggrieved, and reluctantly had to laugh with him: "What's the matter, it's just that my mother misses you a little bit and wants you to go home, see when you have time to ......" Before Tang Tang's words were finished, Jiang Yao interrupted her: "When she is free, let her call me in person, don't always use your mother as a shield, I won't go back to see you, you also died of this heart as soon as possible, no matter who it is, don't think about designing others like designing Qingnan in the future, you really make me more and more annoyed." After Jiang Yao finished speaking viciously, he immediately hung up the phone, unwilling to listen to Tang Tang continue to pretend. I rubbed my temples and still stood there looking at the sun that was about to set outside.
The two chatted from the room for a while, and Song Qingnan left under the pretext of sleepiness, but instead of going back to her own room, she turned around and stood at the door of Yu Yanbei's room and knocked lightly, and when Yu Yanbei opened the door, he got into the room like a loach.
Jiang Yao snorted coldly, Yu Yanbei leaned slightly, and gave Jiang Yao enough space to enter, preparing to close the door after Jiang Yao came in. After Jiang Yao went in, he looked at the bulging bag on the bed, and knew that Song Qingnan was really sleeping on the bed, so he said, well, it is impossible for Yu Yanbei to with other women outside.
Jiang Yao raised his eyebrows, took off the tie around his neck, and grabbed his arm when Yu Yanbei had just closed the door and was defenseless, Yu Yanbei was turning back suspiciously, Jiang Yao took advantage of this time, grabbed Yu Yanbei's arm, and tied his hands behind his back with a tie.
"You ......" Yu Yanbei's eyes were like spitting fire, this stinky man actually attacked him when he was defenseless. Jiang Yao looked at Yu Yanbei proudly, lowered his voice and put his mouth close to his ear and said, "Didn't you hide it from me and let me know where Qingnan was, and I will also give you some powerful fun." Yu Yanbei felt even more aggrieved in his heart for a moment, he didn't tell Jiang Yao not only because Song Qingnan didn't let him say it, he also had his own selfishness, he didn't want Jiang Yao to contact Song Qingnan earlier than him, although her first time was indeed taken away by David, but he didn't want Jiang Yao, a bastard, to take possession of Song Qingnan's body before him.
Yu Yanbei turned his head, didn't look at Jiang Yao's beaten face, and thought about his own affairs, Jiang Yao saw that Yu Yanbei ignored him, and he didn't give up his preparation to be angry with him, he still stood in front of him, and his mouth made a "hehe" treacherous laugh, Yu Yanbei's eyelids jumped, and he suddenly felt a little hairy, but he didn't want Jiang Yao to be angry with his treacherous plan, so he closed his eyes, as if he was outside the world.
Yu Yanbei opened his eyes when he felt that Jiang Yao was not standing in front of him, but he saw Jiang Yao climb into bed at a glance.
"What are you doing!" Yu Yanbei roared in a low voice, for fear that Jiang Yao would do something to Song Qingnan. Jiang Yao turned around and raised his eyebrows proudly: "Are you starting to be anxious?" Yu Yanbei gritted his teeth, the stinky man is really ruthless, you want him to watch him and Qingnan here? Jiang Yao seemed to know what Yu Yanbei was thinking, and nodded with a smile: "What you think is right." Yu Yanbei was really even more angry.
Jiang Yao turned his head to stare at Song Qingnan, his face was no longer the same, but after passing through it was still the original soul, she was still Song Qingnan in her bones, and she was Song Qingnan who made all men crazy.
Yu Koi got up from the bed, not knowing that his ID card had already been peeked at by Song Qinghe, he just wanted to go to the bathroom to take a shower, but when his feet just touched the ground, he stumbled, and his legs were weak and almost fell to the ground. Song Qinghe watched Yu Koi get up, he was a little worried, his nerves had been in a state of high tension, after all, although Yu Koi had slept for a long time, his skills were not covered, I am afraid that her lower /// face is still very painful. looked down and saw that Yu Koi was almost about to fall, and ran up without having time to think: "Be careful!" Yu Koi was ready to have intimate contact with the earth, but suddenly fell into a warm embrace, opened his eyes and met Song Qinghe's eyes, which were full of worry, Yu Koi felt very embarrassed for a moment, blushing like a ripe apple, and had a feeling that he had never felt before.
Song Qinghe didn't pay attention to these, but kept worrying and asked Yu Koi if he was injured, where it was not suitable, etc., Yu Koi shook his head with a red face, thinking that he was not wearing clothes yet, not only was he even more shy.
After confirming that Yu Koi was really fine, Song Qinghe breathed a sigh of relief, and when he looked down, he saw Yu Koi's towering white peak, and he also blushed a little, and the two of them were silent together, and the atmosphere was so embarrassing that it was okay.
Love always fails at the next corner, although life is full of surprises, but in her opinion, life is full of accidents is a truth, even if there are surprises, I am afraid it is not as rich as accidents, so she doesn't believe in love now, after experiencing all kinds of misadventures in life, she seems to have discovered such a truth - the world is as black as a crow, and men are big liars. She is no longer struggling, she only feels that she can get married and can't get married in her life, and it's not that she can't live without marriage.
What's more, she is now strictly speaking, a divorced woman, if she can get custody, she is a divorced woman with two children. She has already given birth to a child, and if she gets married again, it will be a second marriage, and if she is still restricted from seeing her son, she feels that she is not as happy as being alone.
What's more, she always feels that she is free to be alone, or to put it another way, her heart has long been closed. What's the use of asking for a man, it's not that she can't do her own laundry, it's not that she can't cook by herself, it's not that she has no money, and she doesn't lack any life aspirations or something, if you have to say what she lacks, I'm afraid it's just a lack of love, isn't it just a man? It's not that there is no one around her who cares about her and no one loves her, she doesn't have no one to love, so men are no longer important to her, she can live in peace with Yu Yanbei, but she can't get back together with Yu Yanbei, after all, the broken mirror can't be reunited. This is an eternal truth.
What's more, as far as her current feelings for Yu Yanbei, a terrible man, are not the feeling of being emotionless, but because of her feelings, she can't be with him. She had to kill this thought, she couldn't love him anymore, Song Qingnan remembered the blow she had experienced again, crying quietly in every silent and unmanned night, and when the tears slipped down the lines of her eyes and face, she felt like a hammer hitting her heart hard. She didn't dare to make a sound, she didn't dare to make the people who cared about her feel sad about the people who loved her, she didn't want to bring her negative energy to the people she loved, so she could only try to open her eyes in the dark to see the white lattice on the ceiling, the feeling of trying to break free from the difficulties and break free from the shackles, she didn't want a second time.
What's more, as far as her current feelings for Yu Yanbei, a terrible man, are not the feeling of being emotionless, but because of her feelings, she can't be with him. She had to kill this thought, she couldn't love him anymore, Song Qingnan remembered the blow she had experienced again, crying quietly in every silent and unmanned night, and when the tears slipped down the lines of her eyes and face, she felt like a hammer hitting her heart hard. She didn't dare to make a sound, she didn't dare to make the people who cared about her feel sad about the people who loved her, she didn't want to bring her negative energy to the people she loved, so she could only try to open her eyes in the dark to see the white lattice on the ceiling, the feeling of trying to break free from the difficulties and break free from the shackles, she didn't want a second time.
Song Qingnan gave himself a hard blow in his heart, wasn't the things he did to her before enough to make her give up on him? In fact, it's enough, but she hasn't been willing to believe it, even with amnesia, she can dream of the man who brought her all the happiness and sadness from time to time, and now he is willing to take advantage of this opportunity to let go, in fact, it is also to give the two of them relief to each other, after all, she doesn't want to spend any more time in this relationship, she still has her life, has a job, a son and a family, and may meet her love in the future, or she may never meet again, But these are no longer hopeful for her now. Love, what is love, she doesn't believe in love. And now it's time for Song Qingnan to prepare to leave, to really let go, to let go completely, no longer think about him, no longer love him, and move himself with his own behavior.
Song Qingnan was finally about to give up this man who had been bothering him, Yu Yanbei suddenly felt a panic in the slightly cold autumn wind, the kind of panic that came from the heart, about Song Qingnan, suddenly occupied his brain, making him at a loss, and he didn't know what to do.
He was afraid that Song Qingnan would want to give up on him, but in fact, he also knew that Song Qing should have given up on him before he was three years away.