There is no power to discern who the person in front of him is.

It's just that the subconscious feeling is that she ......

The next moment, the back of Mingxi's head was pinned, and then his flexible kiss wrapped around her, kissing her deeply, and her mind was suddenly empty, feeling his kiss. After a few seconds, his hand grabbed hers and fell asleep again.

Calling her name out of her mouth.

Mingxi broke his fingers a little bit, then got up and went downstairs.

She went into the kitchen and boiled water, then washed the rice, began to boil porridge, and then took the dishes to make a few light side dishes, but her mind was constantly imagining, raising her hand to touch her lips, and suddenly thought of the feeling when he kissed him close to herself just now...... She still can't forget it.

Mingxi kept shaking his head, so that he didn't think about it too much.

At this time, Xu Shanda had already opened his eyes leisurely, raised his hand to touch his forehead, and touched something, and took it off to see that it was a fever reducer.

In an instant, he thought of what had just happened, and in a daze, it seemed that someone had fed him water and medicine, he turned over and sat up and saw the water cup on the side, and then he sat up from the bed, his body was still weak, and when he went down, he smelled the smell of rice coming from the room.

He walked into the kitchen and saw Mingxi with an apron around his waist, his hair tied back at the back of his head, and he was chopping vegetables.

Footsteps were heard.

She turned around and saw Xu Shanda's tall body standing at the door, Mingxi's tone suddenly became a little flustered, "Are you awake?" Is it better? I...... After getting sick, it's better to drink some porridge, I'll make the dish right away, you go out first and so on. ”

It's like it used to be.

He thought of the past.

Every time he came back, Mingxi would prepare a meal and wait for him to come back.

"Hmm." He nodded and withdrew from the kitchen, then sat down on the couch and pulled a cigarette out of the cigarette case.

Mingxi brought the dishes to the table, then turned around and went out with the porridge, took the dishes and chopsticks, and went to the living room after packing up the things, she smelled a pungent smell of smoke, Mingxi walked over and saw him nestled in the sofa, a cigarette burning on the tips of his fingers.

"Why did you start smoking again?" She asked, "Are you still sick......

She was afraid that he would think too much, so she hurriedly explained.

"That...... I've made a meal, let's go eat. She snatched the cigarette from his fingertips, and didn't dare to look at him and go to the restaurant.

Xu Shanda walked over and sat down at the table, and Mingxi handed him the express, "Let's eat." ”

Xu Shanda took a sip of porridge, the warm porridge slid down, and in an instant the cells in his body seemed to come alive, he ate two bowls, and ate vegetables, and his body was not as uncomfortable as before.

After eating, he lay down on the couch.

Mingxi went to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, and when he came out again, he held a water cup in his hand and a pill in one hand.

"It's time to take the medicine, let's take the pills first." Mingxi stood on the sofa and handed him the pills, and when he passed the pills, he touched Mingxi's palm, and a burst of electricity was instantly transmitted from her palm, and Mingxi's body shook slightly. And Xu Shanda is the same, but he pretends to be careless.

After taking the medicine, Xu Shanda sat on the sofa.

Mingxi didn't leave, but sat quietly to the side.

His head was still groggy, and Xu Shanda got better after sitting there for more than half an hour. He sat there, sat in this apartment.

Deserted.

The silence in it made him panic.

He sometimes stays alone in this house, drinking, getting drunk and dreaming of death, and now Mingxi is back, right next to him, but he always feels as if something is missing.

He took a cigarette from the case, lit it, and sat there with his legs outstretched. Seeing him like this, Mingxi whispered to his lips: "Don't smoke, it's not good for your health......"

His gaze glanced at Mingxi lightly, then snuffed out the cigarette butt and went upstairs.

He was lying on the bed, and his eyes were still the same as Mingxi.

When he was unconscious just now, she was feeding himself the medicine by mouth, and he thought of that scene, and the blood all over his body was constantly boiling.

I thought of that kiss in the daze.

His whole body was a bastard and stiff, licking his chapped lips.

He lay on the bed for I don't know how long it took, the sky outside gradually darkened, he lay on the bed with his legs bent but didn't feel a little sleepy, his body was still a little painful.

And after Mingxi left, he looked up at the direction where his figure left, and the egret called her and asked, "Mingxi, Xu Shanda is okay, right?" ”

"It's okay, it's just a high fever...... Maybe I can't leave, you can help me take care of Tangtang. ”

Now there is no one in the apartment.

He hated going to the hospital the most when he was sick, so she had to stay here.

"You can rest assured, hand over the sugar candy to me, you take care of Xu Shanda first." The egret knew that she couldn't let go of that man in her heart, so she wouldn't leave now.

After hanging up the phone, Mingxi still stepped upstairs.

The lights inside the room were dim.

But vaguely I could see a person lying on the bed, without a quilt, she walked over lightly and just wanted to pull the quilt for him, and by the way, she raised her hand on his forehead to see if he had a fever. Mingxi's hand had just touched his forehead, and it was not as hot as before when he touched his forehead.

"Luckily, the fever is gone."

In the dim light, he heard Mingxide's voice coming out.

And just as her words fell, suddenly the person on the bed moved, grabbed her arm with one hand, and pressed her over under him.

His hot breath was close to his ears.

The clothes on his body were very loose, and he could vaguely see the strong chest in the clothes, Mingxi instantly thought of the way his muscles were strong and vigorous when they were together, her eyes widened, and her breathing became slightly heavy: "Xu Shanda...... You're still sick......"

Of course, she knew exactly what she wanted to do.

She hadn't had anyone for a few years, and at this moment, she was trembling all over.

Mingxi's hand clutched his clothes tightly, and there was some trembling in his voice.

However, in his eyes, it was Mingxi's resistance and fear.

And disgust.

"I was shaking a lot." He hibernated on her body and said word by word: "Are you afraid that Ye Qisheng will find out?" ”

"I ......"

"Did you tell him about your divorce from him?" He asked.

Mingxi didn't know how to answer, should she tell him? Mingxi bit his lip, but still said, "...... I ...... with him."

He didn't want to hear what she said about Ye Qisheng at all, so he sharply and directly interrupted what she was about to say.

"Okay, I don't want to hear you say that, Mingxi, you'd better deal with your relationship quickly, my temper is not so good. Heard clearly. ”

He didn't bother to listen to what Mingxi had to say about the problem between them.

He just wanted Mingxi to get rid of him completely: "Don't forget what I told you, I want you to be clean with him, do you hear clearly?" “

There is no relationship between her and Ye Qisheng.

Mingxi didn't know why he was demanding this from himself, was it just because of that kid? She couldn't decide whether he loved her or loved her?

"I see......" she replied in a very weak voice.

And he was lying dormant on her, bowing his head and kissing the side of her face, and she suddenly shuddered.

He suddenly felt that the breath on her body was very unfamiliar, and he longed to let her smell belong to her. He pinched Mingxi's hair and played with it, and asked, "Isn't Ye Qisheng in China?" ”

"Not there."

Since she made it clear to Ye Qisheng, Ye Qisheng left and called herself before leaving.

Mingxi snorted and lay there quietly, hearing him sneer: "So what? Ye Qisheng doesn't know that you are lying under me now, right? ”

He pinched Mingxi's neck, thinking that in the past few years, she belonged to another man.

The anger in the bottom of his eyes became heavier.

"Mingxi...... If Ye Qisheng knew, what do you say? He asked, "If you had been with me, I would have cherished and loved you, but unfortunately, never again." I'm just going to torture you mercilessly, what do you think I'm doing by keeping you around? I just want to see you live better than die. ”

Her heart just sank.

Sure enough, he hated her.

Mingxi's lips opened and closed slightly, and his scalp tingled.

"From now on, you're just my plaything."

Mingxi's heart became heavier and heavier, he didn't love himself at all. What is she in his eyes? A flash of despair flashed in his eyes, and he closed his eyes.

Xu Shanda became more and more angry when she saw her like this, she didn't speak or speak, as if she was very compassionate, she was sad and sad to be separated from Ye Qisheng?

The more he thought about it, the angrier he became.

His body reacted visibly as soon as her hand touched his forehead, he missed her, wanted her very much.

When Lan Youyou took the initiative to hold himself, he didn't feel that way. So, he knew exactly what that feeling meant.

His body, just had feelings for her.

It's been a few years.

He finally understood the reason.

In the five years she was with him, he was the only woman, and now, when she came back, he still only had that feeling for her body.

Mingxi felt the changes in his body and tried her best to respond to him, but when she thought of what she had just said, she was stiff all over, and she didn't know how to respond to him at all.

He kissed her.

But her stiff movements made him feel it instantly.

Holding his arms a few minutes away from her, he could clearly see the tense expression on her face. Xu Shanda didn't know what to think in his heart.

When he and her were just together, Mingxi was the same.

The first time, it was because I was afraid, so my body shook very much, but this time she was completely stiff, at that time he and her were slowly running-in, and in the back, they were the most cooperative existence in bed. He knew every inch of her body, every place.

And Mingxi was also like enthusiasm at that time, tightly entangled him.

All the time he is not thinking about the past, he will think of the past, and then think of the current situation, the heavier the depression in his heart.

Reality and ideals always make people so desperate.

The more you look forward to something, the more you will hate something.

Mingxi closed his eyes at this moment, his eyelashes were trembling violently, and his lips were biting to death, and he squinted at her.

"Aren't you coming yet?"

She opened her eyes and met them.

The next second.

Xu Shanda dragged her out of the bed and went directly into the bathroom, Mingxi screamed, and she was turned around by him and stood in front of the sink.