Lin Zaishan knocked on Chen Qing's door, and Chen Qing opened the door.

"I have a few questions for you." Lin Zaishan said.

"Captain Lin, please come in." Chen Qing respectfully let Lin Zaishan into the room.

"How old are you?" Lin Zaishan asked nonchalantly.

"23 years old."

"When did you learn fencing and archery?"

"My sister and I both learned fencing when we were 15 years old and archery at 18."

"Who is better at fencing than your sister?"

"Xiuxiu's fencing is a little more powerful."

"What about archery?"

"I'm faster and more accurate."

"You two are so similar, how can others tell the difference?"

"I was born with a tiny mole behind my ear, and Xiuxiu didn't; Xiuxiu has a small mole on her right chest, and I don't. ”

"You've definitely swapped identities to go on dates, haven't you?" Lin Zaishan asked.

"How do you know?" Chen Qing asked in surprise.

Lin Zaishan pretended to laugh twice and asked a few other questions. Finally, he said, "Chen Qing, if I asked you to do something very dangerous, would you accept it?" ”

Chen Qing replied very dryly: "I accept it!" ”

"Well, then you should rest early."

Lin Zaishan knocked on Chen Xiu's door again.

"When did you learn fencing and archery?"

"My sister and I both learned fencing when we were 15 years old and archery at 18."

……

Lin asked some more questions in Laxi, Shandong, and finally said, "Chen Xiu, if I asked you to do something very dangerous, would you accept it?" ”

Chen Xiu replied very dryly: "I accept it!" ”

"Well, then you should rest early."

"Captain Lin, please wait!" Chen Xiu called Lin Zaishan.

"What's the matter?"

"Captain Lin, I'm ignorant and mistook you for a bad person, please punish me."

"What are you punishing for? Actually, there's nothing wrong with you. If I were in your situation, I might have done even better. ”

"Captain Lin, I want to teach this a lesson forever. Make yourself understand that even in extremely difficult and dangerous situations, you must not lose your humanity, otherwise you will become a beast and a demon like Boss Qi. ”

"You can have this kind of awareness, which means that goodness and light have taken root in your heart, and all you have to do is to persevere and make it grow."

"But I really need a profound lesson that I can remember forever!"

"I can't help you."

"Captain Lin, if you don't help me, I'll come by myself!" As soon as Chen Xiu's voice fell, he pulled out a sharp arrow and stabbed it at his chest. Lin Zaishan hurriedly intervened to block it, but it was still a little late, and the arrow pierced into his left chest. Lin Zaishan hurriedly tore the clothes on Chen Xiu's chest, revealing the curves of her toned chest. Lin Zaishan quickly pulled out Chen Xiu's other arrow and checked the arrow, and found that it was just an ordinary pointed arrow, without additional damage settings such as blood grooves, barbs, and forks, and the arrow was not long. So he took the handle of the arrow and pulled it out cleanly, then took out the hemostatic medicine and gauze, and quickly bandaged her.

"Fortunately, it's just a skin injury, don't do stupid things in the future!" Lin Zaishan said: "We are likely to face many powerful enemies tomorrow, and you need to be 100% ready to fight." ”

"I will." Chen Xiu grabbed Lin Zaishan's left hand with both hands and pressed it against his bare chest.

Lin Zaishan was puzzled and thought, "Which one is this singing?" ”

Chen Xiudao: "These days, we have encountered some inhuman things, and our psychology has been distorted. I knew deep down that I was sliding into the bottomless abyss of darkness little by little. Although my sister is stronger than me, I know very well that she is just as confused as I am, and can only make up for the despair and emptiness in my heart by comforting each other and constantly fighting. If it weren't for you, we really don't know what would have become? Your abilities and character are as terrifying as those monsters, but your heart holds to the most basic and important things in human nature. ”

Lin Zaishan said: "The first rule of survival in the last days is: keep an optimistic, strong, and brave heart from beginning to end, otherwise you will be easily defeated by danger, frightened by evil, and swallowed by darkness." ”

"Yes! That's exactly what I wanted to say but couldn't! Chen Xiu pressed Lin Zaishan's hand harder on her heart, and said in a trembling voice: "You are like an antidote to us!" ”

Lin Zaishan said: "You don't want to eat me, how can I have such a powerful medicinal effect." ”

Chen Xiu said as if he had exhausted all his strength: "You punish me, dispose of me as you like, only by interacting with a normal person like you and intersecting will I feel that I am living in normal!" ”

After Chen Xiu finished speaking, he threw himself into Lin Zaishan's arms, and hugged his waist tightly with both hands. Lin Zaishan's brain suddenly buzzed, and he thought, "What is Chen Xiu?" Friends talking? The scale seems to be a bit big and the distance is a little too close. Confession of love? It's impossible, the two have met for less than two hours, and it's too late to fall in love at first sight. Sexually suggestive? It seems obvious, but why do you feel that there is a layer of soul salvation in addition to sexual innuendo? ”

Lin Zaishan couldn't help but think of what had happened since the end of the world, and suddenly he found a pattern: almost all the women he directly rescued expressed a strong desire to "interact" with him in an unusual way, and even a cold-minded female president like He Annie wanted to "rape" him. He had always thought that it was caused by the sudden explosion of his male charm, but now Chen Xiu inadvertently gave the real answer - the extreme situation brought about by the end of the world has caused the women in it to have extreme experiences and mentalities, and they urgently need to find those who have "normal" qualities, and intersect with them to restore themselves to "normal" or at least "normal" experience. Not only Chen Xiu and He Annie are like this, but also Ye Jingying, Li Yan, Du Lili and others? This is true not only for women, but also for men.

Thinking that Li Yan, who almost fell in love with herself, only dated herself out of self-help psychological instinct rather than love, so she "broke up" with herself in a "clean" way after encountering some obstacles, and seemed to have almost no sense of nostalgia, Lin Zaishan's heart couldn't help but be a little cold.

"Not because of how good I am, but because they desperately want something in me. Buddhism is about generosity, and I am a believer in Buddhism, so give them what I have and what they desperately desire. The question is: what is this thing in me? ”

Lin Zaishan gently stroked Chen Xiu's hair and said, "Do you want to know how I stay normal?" ”

Chen Xiu muttered in front of Lin Zaishan's chest, "How did you do it?" ”

Lin Zaishan replied: "I first started by controlling my mentality and not thinking crankily, and then expanded to control my behavior habits and body reactions. I suggest that you start by controlling your mindset and focusing your mind, energy, and attention on the most meaningful thing at hand. ”

"Control yourself?"

"Yes, you are a person who practices martial arts, and you should understand that all virtues and abilities start with self-control."

"I see, I'll try it right away."

"Alright, it's time for me to go back to the house, if you still need to talk to me, I'm always welcome."

"Thank you, Captain Lin!"

Lin Zaishan returned to 221, as soon as he entered the door, Ye Jingying threw herself into his arms and said coquettishly to him: "Why did you go for a long time?" People are worried about dying. ”

He separated Ye Jingying tastelessly, and then sat down on the chair, holding his head in his hands and saying nothing. Ye Jingying asked in a panic:

"Teacher Lin, what's wrong? Why are you so unhappy? Can you tell me about it? ”

Lin Zaishan sighed and said, "Nothing happened, I just saw through some phenomena." ”

"Teacher Lin, what have you seen through?" Ye Jingying asked with concern.

Lin Zaishan looked at Ye Jingying and said, "You have an IQ no less than mine, so there is no need to hide some words from you." Ye Jingying, are you very attached to me now? ”

Ye Jingying's face turned red and nodded again and again.

Lin Zaishan said: "I know your inner experience of being in a desperate situation, but in fact, this experience does not only happen to you alone, it happens to almost all the people who are rescued. You, like other women I have rescued, have consciously or unconsciously fallen into an instinctive mode of reaction, which is to become attached to the rescuer. The rescued comfort their souls by deifying the rescuer; And once the psychological trauma is healed, the rescued person will truly realize the basic fact that the rescuer is just a common man. To put it bluntly, the aura on my body is subjectively added by you, and it may not be my own. In fact, whoever saves you, it is estimated that you will be so attached to the other person, and I just happen to be that person. ”

"No, it's not!" Ye Jingying defended loudly: "You are not just a casual ordinary man who can replace you. You are unique and unique! I admit that I have psychological trauma after the catastrophe, but I definitely do not attach myself to you blindfolded. I am also a person with my own beliefs, rationality, dignity and bottom line. Danger is the best test of a person's true character, true temperament, after the crisis has occurred, you have been risking your life to search for and rescue others. I don't know what happened to you and the other women who were rescued, I just know that the rescue and salvation that is happening between me and you is not only in the sense of life, but also in the sense of soul, not only in the sense of grace or reciprocity, but also in the true sense of mutual understanding and respect. What you do and what you pay not only represents yourself, but also represents the thousands of people behind you who support you, expect you and those you have helped. You may think that you are a mortal or even vulgar, but your salvation of life and soul is holy and noble, and even you yourself are not to be blasphemed or offended! ”

"I was really touched by your words. It's a great comfort to think that you've worked so hard to search and rescue others and finally gain understanding and respect. I need this comfort, and my thousands of dead colleagues need this comfort! Ye Jingying, I thank you for them! Thank you for comforting us with such beautiful and touching words. ”

"Teacher Lin, everything I said came from the heart."

"I believe it." Lin Zaishan smiled.

"Mr. Lin, you still seem to be a little unhappy."

"Your words are so good, I have to worry about being 'killed' by you. Your words have sent a profound cleansing to my soul. Looking at you now, I only feel that my heart is peaceful and undisturbed, without the slightest distraction. Lin Zaishan said to Ye Jingying with a smile.

After hearing the last sentence, Ye Jingying's brows immediately furrowed.

Lin Zaishan stood up and said, "You can rest, we still have very important things to do tomorrow morning." ”

"You're going to rest here tonight, okay?" Ye Jingying grabbed Lin Zaishan and pleaded.

"Okay, I'll sit in a chair for the night. I don't know if it's chicken blood or what's wrong with it, but it's extremely resilient. ”

Ye Jingying smiled, lay on the bed and fell asleep peacefully. Lin Zaishan urged his mind to practice the Ma family boxing technique for a while, and unconsciously fell asleep.