Chapter 300: It's Me...... Love but can't ......

Li Luochen was slightly surprised, lowered his eyes and looked down, but found that she did not wake up, she was like a dream before, because he was about to leave, and suddenly became anxious......

He gently took the small hand on his arm and put it into the thin quilt, and his slender fingers smoothed the slight wrinkle between her eyebrows.

He then took off her shoes, took off her tunic and gently pulled the thin quilt through, and finally sat down greedily beside her, and began to watch her brow and eyes in silence.

His motionless eyes, as if he didn't want to waste a second, tried to engrave her facial features in his heart......

"Liluochen, I like you......" Jin Yuxuan began to murmur again like a dream. Why don't you love me, why don't you always appear in front of me and affect my ......"

From her confession and whispering of resentment, Li Luochen reached out and pulled the quilt upwards for her, and then, holding her thin white hand, she muttered to herself as if answering someone in a dream.

"I'm sorry, it's me...... Love and can't ......"

"Luochen, I love you...... I love ...... very much" Jin Yuxuan seemed to be in a dream, entangled with him.

Two seconds away from Luochen suddenly suffocated, 'Luochen' was what he had called himself countless times since he didn't know what to call him. But now, he is not qualified, and she is also not qualified.

And 'love' made him scared, the East Window incident, there can also be love between them. But that can only be the affectionate love between brothers and sisters, and they are not allowed to exceed the rules at all.

But he knew that he couldn't follow the rules for her anymore.

He hated his own affection, hated himself, and did not have the courage to resist her.

"You and Jue Si get along well, when you get married, I will give you half an arm." The grief that drifted away from Luochen seemed to be telling to himself.

Jin Yuxuan had already woken up in his gentle breeze. Just when he saw that he was staring at himself contemplatively, he closed his eyes mischievously and pretended to be asleep.

She listened to the words she didn't understand at all, and in the clouds, she resisted the urge to cheat the corpse.

At this time, Liluochen had already lost his keen insight. She pretended to be asleep, and he didn't find any clues.

Suddenly, in his palm, a small hand as soft as a bone sneaked in, which made him stunned. He followed her arm and met unexpectedly, a pair of beautiful eyes with a hazy color, rippling with a peach blossom-like beauty, with affection.

"I know, you actually love me, don't you?"

Li Luochen was really startled by her words, he reflexively shook off her hand and left the edge of the bed more than a foot away.

Jin Yuxuan also sat up weakly, leaning against the head of the bed, in the dim light, she couldn't see his expression at this moment. I can clearly feel that he must be in mood swings at this time.

The originally warm and warm lights in the room made people feel cold at this moment......

Could it be that he really hates himself so much?

"If you don't love me, why do you come to save me again and again? You don't have this obligation, and you don't have this

......"

"Compensation." Liluochen cut off her words. Yes, I am compensating for her. He gave himself a reason for doing so.

Compensate? Jin Yuxuan originally thought that every time he appeared in time, it was because he secretly had feelings for him. And his clear answer made her think too much about herself.

For a moment, she began to miss the days when she was locked in the house by him, she must be crazy......

“…… Good. Although she heard the ruthlessness in his words, there was a voice in her heart that drove her to make the last struggle, she took a deep breath and mustered up her courage, "Then do you want to try it with me?" Maybe, maybe you'll love ...... someday"

"Jin Yuxuan!" Li Luochen's expression, from the tenderness at the beginning, to the coldness and ruthlessness, finally reached the point of anger, and his heart was churning with indescribable complex emotions.

"There will never be a day! You, to me, have always been just a dispensable plaything......"

"Plaything?" He said she was a plaything? He seemed to say something more hurtful afterward, and her ears seemed to be in self-protection mode, and she couldn't hear clearly......

She didn't want to be fragile and wanted to leave the last bit of dignity for herself, but she found that the tears in her eyes were like an out-and-out traitor, disobediently betraying her embarrassment.

She hugged the thin quilt with pear blossoms and rain, gritted her teeth and made a cold sound, and began to feel sorry for herself. Before, the gentleness in her voice was long gone, and all that remained was calm, indifference that was hard to ignore.

"Huh......" she sneered at first.

"It seems that I was wrong. The fault is that I am too pretentious, and I don't know how high the sky is and how thick I am overestimating myself. The fault is that I am too self-conscious and shamelessly in love with you. The fault is that I was too self-absorbed to think that you had such feelings for me......"

Li Luochen found that he was slowly burned by her tears, and his firm will was slowly disintegrated by the tears shed for him.

"That's your stupidity, and it has nothing to do with me. You are not the only one who loves me, and my woman has never been the only one, in this world, there is no woman I want to get rid of but can't get rid of, and you are the same! ”

"You ......" She wanted to scold him for being bloody, but she didn't have a reason to do so. Is it her wishful thinking that she blindly fell in love with a lover-loving person, who is to blame?

"I'm sorry for leaving the company, but I'm actually ...... I just made a joke with you just now, but I didn't expect that I unexpectedly gained your sincerity. Don't worry, I'll leave now, and I'll trouble you from now on, don't approach me again. ”

Jin Yuxuan finished speaking hard, if she knew how to escape from the ground, at this time, she would have already gone through the underground passage and disappeared without a trace.

She threw away the silk quilt in her hand in a panic, staggered out of bed in a weak position, and was greeted by a fall to the ground.

She felt that she was so embarrassed at this time that she didn't even have a face

I wanted it. She was about to use all her strength to get up from the ground when a large hand appeared in front of her.

"The strength of the medicine hasn't passed yet, so you'd better not do useless work."

Ignoring his handout, she tilted her little red face to one side, got up from the other direction, and walked in the direction of the door.

"Stop!" No one carried out Liluochen's order. "I'll let you stop!"

Jin Yuxuan still did not answer.

He strode up to her and picked her up and threw her on the bed without gentleness.

Jin Yuxuan angrily no longer looked at him, but from the other side of the bed, he turned over and got out of bed. Of course, the next moment he was undoubtedly thrown into bed again......

Several times, Jin Yuxuan's weak body has been unwillingly let go by him, and he is panting.

"What are you holding me back for?"

Not at ease, reluctant, but difficult to speak. "With your current situation, if something happens to you outside, I'm the first suspect."

"You...... Without you, there is no accident! Besides......" Jin Yuxuan said this, and suddenly said no more. She picked up the sticky note paper and pulled it with a brush, and she didn't know what to scribble.

"Here you go! That's all right, right? She said angrily. At the same time, with all his strength, he threw the note at him and let it fall.

Li Luochen stared at her suspiciously for two seconds, bent down to pick it up, and took a cursory look. "Do you think that if you give me a guarantee that something has nothing to do with me, it has nothing to do with me?"

"So what do you say? I don't want to stay in your house for a moment now. ”

She fell on the bed and questioned angrily. She didn't want to stay because of him anymore, she just wanted to find a place where there was no one, hide herself, reload herself with thorns, and kill her stupidity and affection.

And Li Luochen also seemed to be angry with her, turned around, and turned his back to her. "Tomorrow, tomorrow when the medicinal properties are exhausted, we will leave."

"Not a moment!" Jin Yuxuan got up for the umpteenth time.

"Don't stay? Am I delaying your good deeds tonight? Do you still want to go back to Leng Zuoyan and go to Yun Mufeng? ”

Jin Yuxuan's reaction once again succeeded in causing Li Luochen's displeasure, and his blood-colored eyes suddenly flashed with the light of thunderous rage.

Seeing him like this, Jin Yuxuan wanted to leave him in a hurry. At the same time, she wanted to leave this place that suffocated her.

"Miss Jin, it's so late, where are you going?"

"Send her away." The voice of Liluochen suddenly smashed down coldly from a high place.

Yes? Xue Lang didn't know what kind of conflict the two had again, so he couldn't wait until dawn? After all, it's almost three o'clock in the morning.

"No!" Jin Yuxuan resisted sharply, and she shook her head without looking back and pushed open the entrance......

Li Luochen sat in the car, always tailgating. The next moment, Jin Yuxuan was forcibly pulled to the car, and when he arrived at Juesi's residence, he left Luochen without leaving the dust......

Jues helped her in

House, seeing her angry face, couldn't help but squeeze up.

"My dear girlfriend, you came back in the middle of the night, and you didn't bow your head to me and admit your mistakes, but you still dared to show your face to my son, is it a bit dereliction of duty?"

Jin Yuxuan no longer has the extra energy to deal with a son-in-law who often sticks notes to himself. But I was afraid that he would see the clues, "I said, my son, if you put a knight on me in the future, I will terminate the contract with you." ”

"Hey! Don't go, hey......" Jue Si saw Jin Yuxuan, who threw down a sentence and left, which was very different from usual. "Cut! Bored! Why don't I have time tomorrow night, take you to a crowded place, and use wine as a song......"

There was a "bang" on the door, and Jue Si's unfinished words were slammed back.

The curtain had already begun the next day. Jue Si really did what he said, and coerced Jin Yuxuan to go to the Sleepless Bar......

In the public hall with the rotating colored lights flickering, it is not too noisy, and on the innermost stage, some people are singing for their lovers from time to time.

When the golden wind and jade dew meet, it is better than countless artistic conceptions in the world, at this time in the golden jade whirl, it is tender like water, but the best period is like a dream......

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