Chapter 114: I'll Choose for You
Ah Xiang thought that Lin Ling had made his words clear today and sent him a good person card, but in fact, he clearly refused.
So when Lin Ling was talking about other girls, Ah Xiang interrupted her angrily. If you don't accept it, say you don't accept it, and talk about other girls!
Half an hour ago, Lin Ling was talking about her thoughts by the lake, and the aftermath of expressing concern was still lingering in her ears, Ah Xiang thought that the two-year expectation had finally echoed, and her heart was filled with grand joy and emotion. Unprepared, a basin of cold water fell, making people feel cold.
Ah Xiang slowly raised his head and turned his gaze to Lin Ling, his eyes full of sadness and despair. Ah Xiang thought that Lin Ling understood him, but it seemed that Lin Ling didn't know how Ah Xiang had survived the past two years. Those who are cautious, those who are in a dilemma, those who are entangled, those who are lonely and helpless......
Ah Xiang felt that his heart was pierced by some sharp weapon, and the cold wind outside the house could penetrate his heart without effort. He sat down silently and closed his eyes gloomily, not knowing what Lin Ling would say next.
Maybe for him, it doesn't matter anymore, the mourning is greater than the death of the heart, it's all over......
And when Lin Ling mentioned Zheng Jun, saying that Zheng Jun's death was all because of her, and she had no choice. His heart contracted violently for a moment, then dilated violently, and he felt the hot blood rush to his head.
A voice sounded inside, over and over again, louder and louder, and finally roared: "Who said you don't have a choice!" ”
Ah Xiang Huo Ran got up, dragged Lin Ling over, pressed on the bed, and the hot kiss fell. But I was sad in my heart: why was Lin Ling so stupid, she thought she didn't have a choice......
Just now he touched the tears in Lin Ling's eyes, as if he had gone back in time and space, and he saw himself in the police station when he learned of the girl's death, his eyes were full of sadness.
He never understood why he fell in love with Lin Ling with just one glance. It turns out that in her eyes, she hides herself back then, they are all lonely souls in this world, and the moment they meet, they are destined to love vigorously!
Lin Ling struggled desperately under Ah Xiang, "Ah Xiang, what are you going to do, you let go of me, you let go of me, I heard that there is no ......"
"Didn't hear me!"
"Are you crazy?"
Ah Xiang didn't have the time to answer her, whatever she thought, didn't she feel that she had no choice? Then you don't have to choose for her, choose for her today.
Gradually, Lin Ling stopped struggling, and tears fell down the corners of her eyes one by one. Infinite sadness rose from the bottom of my heart: Ah Xiang is so stupid, since I met her, Ah Xiang's life has begun to deviate from the track, she has done everything she can, and she still can't change all this.
Ah Xiang saw Lin Ling crying, and fell in her ear: "Lin Ling ......"
He wants to say a lot, he wants to tell Lin Ling that he really likes her, and every time he misses Lin Ling, when he tosses and turns, he looks forward to this day, not a whim, let alone a whim; After meeting Lin Ling, he rarely had fun, because he always dreamed back at midnight, thinking that those women were Lin Ling, and he woke up not, he hated this feeling, and began to dislike himself for being so depraved; He wanted to say that he minded that Lin Ling and Zheng Jun would both return to the same home, he minded that Lin Ling would not divorce for a long time, and he would even feel sorry for Lin Ling when he saw Zheng Jun having fun outside......
But he didn't know where to start for a while, just called her name, and his voice choked.
There had never been anything that made him choke up on a big man, he didn't know that love could be so magical and intimidating.
If he couldn't say anything, he didn't say anything, seeing Lin Ling shrinking and trembling slightly, he hugged Lin Ling tightly, as if he wanted to embed Lin Ling in his body. From now on, don't try to separate them in any way.
The warmth and ambiguity in the air gradually dissipated, Ah Xiang reached out to find the oxygen tube of the oxygen machine, and was depressed while groping: What the driver's brother said was really right, he didn't want to lift his arm with a headache, where is the oxygen tube?
Ah Xiang's hand searched around on the bed, alarming Lin Ling, Lin Ling slapped Ah Xiang's hand, "What are you doing?" ”
"Headache, it should really be on the ground, a little lower is a little" Ah Xiang said thoughtlessly.
What, Lin Ling didn't understand, but saw Ah Xiang touch the oxygen tube and plug it under his nose to inhale oxygen. I thought, I guess it's a high anti, there will be no danger if there is an oxygen machine. She turned around and looked at the wall in front of her, which she had not looked at carefully, and it was stained and disgusting to look at.
Lin Ling sat up and watched Ah Xiang lying down as if she was asleep, forget it, let's go and turn off the lights by herself.
Lin Ling tiptoed up, stepped over Ah Xiang, got out of bed and dragged her shoes. When she got to the door and turned off the light, the room suddenly fell into darkness, Lin Ling's eyes were not yet adjusted, she was cautious, groped to the side of the bed, and when she climbed up, she didn't care, and touched Ah Xiang's leg.
"Oops!" Ah Xiang was woken up by Lin Ling, "Why did you go?" ”
"Turn off the lights!" Lin Ling lay down and prepared to sleep, a night's sleep was split, at this time tired, dizzy, sleepy, all beckoned, Lin Ling was a little overwhelmed.
"Lin, Lin Ling, can you ask a question?" Ah Xiang said a little tangled.
"Hmm" Lin Ling answered vaguely while half-asleep.
"You, that ......" Ah Xiang didn't know how to speak, and organized the language, "Hasn't it been a long time?" ”
"Hmm" Lin Ling seemed to be in a fugue state, and snorted casually.
Ah Xiang felt that Lin Ling didn't understand what he meant, maybe he did. Why do you ask this? I can't tell, but he just wants to know!
If Zheng Jun goes home, the road in front of the fitness center is the only way for him to go home, Ah Xiang has not had classes at night a few times, smoked under the tree in front of the store, and saw Zheng Jun's car passing by.
Once he was smoking with Xiao Yong, Xiao Yong saw Zheng Jun's Cayenne car passing by, and the topic of gossip followed, and he poked Ah Xiang: "See, do you remember that there is a thousand-year-old iceberg among the members, called, called Lin Ling?" People have their own names. ”
Of course, Ah Xiang knew what car Zheng Jun was driving, even if he didn't come out to smoke, looking out from the store, he also knew that it was Zheng Jun going home when he saw him from a distance.
always didn't go home, or went home so late, he was purely unhappy for Lin Ling at that time. With a cold snort, he extinguished his cigarette and prepared to enter the store.
Xiao Yong followed up and said with a smile: "Spring Festival is rare!" ”
"What?" Ah Xiang thought that Xiao Yong was asking if he had made an appointment with his sister at night.
"I mean, people are better than newlyweds!" Xiao Yong said and handed Ah Xiang a look.
"You're all boring" Ah Xiang didn't expect Xiao Yong to gossip so much, so he washed and changed his clothes and prepared to get off work.
At that time, he just liked Lin Ling unilaterally, and he didn't dare to get any results, and he felt that there would be no results at all. So listening to what Xiao Yong said, he felt extremely bored, what did he do with other people's beds?
Now that he has a skin-to-skin relationship with Lin Ling, he, he just wants to know: 'So, when was it before?' ’
In the dark, hearing Ah Xiang's question, Lin Ling's eyes flickered and blinked. She seemed to hum twice in a row unintentionally, but Ah Xiang still asked. Lin Ling sighed silently in her heart, and said, "After the hand is injured, the bed will be divided after that." ”