Chapter 383: But I Can't Help It
Xu Sangtian didn't care about him, and pushed the door open and walked in. Xie Jinsong was still lying on the recliner, looking peaceful, but in fact, as soon as she entered, she felt the cold and inexplicable coercion in the room.
Hearing the sound of someone coming in, Xie Jinsong opened his eyes slightly. After seeing the person clearly, the anger around him slowly subsided, and the whole person relaxed, and the powerful coercion disappeared.
Xu Sangtian closed the door, walked to Xie Jinsong's side, and sat down on the chair where Qin Lu was originally sitting, looking at him quietly on the recliner with an ethereal twilight in his blue eyes.
Xie Jinsong stretched out a hand towards her, and Xu Sangtian sent his hand over without hesitation. Then, with a force, Xu Santian lay down in his arms. The recliner is not very large, more than enough for one person, and the two of them seem a little crowded.
Xu Sangtian could only lean sideways, lying on him slightly, listening to his steady heartbeat, his anxious mood gradually receded, and only peace of mind remained.
Xie Jinsong hugged her tightly in his arms, like holding a human pillow. Her chin rested on her little head, rubbing it back and forth.
Xu Sangtian's heart was sour, and the sourness kept surging upward, stuck in her throat, a little dry. She arched in his arms, her slender fingers digging into his hair, rubbing them gently for a while. She expressed her comfort with such an action.
Feeling her gentle and careful movements, the corners of Xie Jin's tightly closed mouth relaxed slightly, and then pulled up an almost undetectable arc. He thought that it would be enough for her to be by her side in this life. He bowed his head and dropped a kiss between her soft hair, before leaving after a long time.
Xu Sangtian raised his head from his arms, his beautiful peach blossom eyes looked into his eyes, and the corners of his delicate mouth suddenly smiled: "Brother Xie, if it's too sad, let's not be cured, okay?" It's just that the little part of the past he told her yesterday made her heart hurt so much, and now, he wants to return to those past for her again, she can't bear it, she can't bear to let him be so bitter.
Xie Jinsong could see the distress in her clear eyes, her slightly cool lips covered her forehead, and then went all the way down, kissing the tip of her nose, her small lips: "I will do what I promised you." ”
"But I can't bear it."
"It's okay, I can handle it." His cold voice was full of certainty, if he didn't heal himself, how would he protect her, "Don't worry, okay?" ”
Xu Sangtian shrank into his arms again, and after a long time, he stepped on his arms and nodded gently: "Then I will accompany you." ”
Xie Jinsong paused, he didn't want her to see him tear open the scabbed wound again, ripping out the rotten flesh inside, bloody and dirty.
Xu Sangtian grabbed his shirt and spoke again: "Okay?" There was a clear hint of pleading in the words, "I want to accompany you, I don't want you to be alone." ”
Hearing his words, a small tsunami rolled in his eyes, and the vibration in his chest was louder than ever. He closed his eyes slightly, and when he opened them again, he had already made a decision: "Okay." ”
Xu Sangtian listened to the man's good voice, and the corners of his mouth hooked up with a hint of pleasure. I said that I would accompany you, and I would not leave you alone in the dark, even if I tried my best and spent my whole life, I would take you to the sun.
As soon as her mind turned, she thought of Qin Lu, maybe she should talk to him.
There are many rooms in the villa, even if a few more people can live, but Xie Jinsong didn't think about arranging a room for Xu Santian at the beginning. After coming out of the study, he carried her straight to his master bedroom.