[7] Someone's self-inflicted humiliation1

Qiu Feng used a little force, hugged her in his arms, closed his eyes, and thought that this poor woman was just a stand-in for his lost love. He couldn't bear to bow his head, his lips touching her forehead.

Xu Jingru held back the inexplicable uneasiness in her heart, and thought quietly, let him go, no matter what it was, she would jump in.

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At the beginning of the lanterns, Xu Jingru returned home.

Mother Xu Jiayun was waiting for her with a worried face, and when she saw her enter the door, she grabbed her and said eagerly: "Xiaoru, leave this man." She won't give you happiness. ”

Xu Jingru was taken aback, "Why?" Mom? He said he would get married in two months. ”

Xu Jiayun shook his head, "The gap between you is too big, kid." Do you know? His father is the chairman of your company, and he is the son of a large company, why would he want to marry you, don't you think it's very unusual? ”

A hint of firmness flashed in Jingru's eyes, "Mom, he has already told me about this, and I have also told him about my family situation, asking him to think about it, but he insists on marrying me." ”

Xu Jiayun felt a slight pain in his heart, and said heavily: "You like him very much, don't you?" Would love to marry him? ”

Xu Jingru nodded resolutely: "Yes." Mom. I liked him long before he came to me, for a long time. ”

Xu Jiayun was ruthless, "But I don't think he necessarily likes you." ”

Xu Jingru's heart ached and said, "Mom, I know this." He said he needed a wife who loved him. Although I don't know why he had to marry me, I would love to marry him, and I wanted him to be my husband. ”

Xu Jiayun's heart sank straight down, trying to make the last save: "What will his family think?" You're just a poor worker who didn't even go to college, why would you go into a wealthy family like his family? They'll think you're there for money! ”

Xu Jingru was suddenly silent for a while, Xu Jiayun was afraid of hurting her daughter's heart, and hurriedly said: "Mom is not looking down on you when she says this, but just reminding you that you must face this point soberly to recognize the gap between you and him." ”

"Mom, he said that he is already optimistic about the house, and he wants me to go with you tomorrow to see the new house, and he will move out when he gets married. You'll let me give it a try. I really want him to be my husband. After saying this, Xu Jingru was suddenly startled by her deep persistence.

Xu Jiayun looked at her daughter with a pair of melancholy eyes, knowing that it was useless to persuade again, and the worry in her heart tore at her heart fiercely.

Xu Jingru knew her mother's hidden worries, and she felt a faint pain in her heart, in the future, only by walking in the past would she know what it was. Isn't it?

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The sun was in the west, and it was still early before getting off work, Xu Jingru was a little nervous about the upcoming wedding day, and tried to calm down with her cheeks.

The house has been seen, it is a big house with three bedrooms and two living rooms, and for their mother and daughter, they have never dared to expect extravagance. Qiu Feng had already bought the furniture, and asking her to see it was just to show respect for her.

Regarding Qiu Feng's question of asking his mother to live with them, Xu Jiayun strongly objected, "Today's young people are in a two-person world, I don't want to disturb you, I still live in the old house by myself, and you can come back for dinner every day in the future." ”

Qiu Feng agreed to his mother's request, but Xu Jingru felt a little uneasy in her heart.

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The white Buick has been parked in front of the large carved gate for a long time.

Qiu Feng sat in the car, the cab window was open, he propped his elbows on the window, and a cigarette between his fingers.

recalled their surprised expressions when they brought Xu Jingru back to Zhang's house a few days ago and introduced her to everyone.

The self-introverted self brought back such explosive news to them, and he brought his fiancΓ©e home without revealing it, and announced that he was going to get married soon, and he would be married in front of Zhang Lia.

Especially his mother, who was so shocked that her jaw was about to fall, and she couldn't speak for a long time with her mouth open. From his mother's eyes, he could see disbelief and deep unease.

Perhaps among them, the happiest person is grandma, she has always been cold and indifferent to him, from the time he entered this house, he has been using an invisible wall to abandon him outside the door of the Zhang family, he has never been a descendant of the Zhang family.

He said that he would move out after getting married, and his grandmother must have been very happy.

Zhang Lia seemed to be dissatisfied with his hasty handling of the marriage, and urged him to postpone it a little and make it more grand and lively.

His fingers unconsciously flicked the cigarette ash, Qiu Feng coldly hooked the corners of his lips, a family that is difficult to argue with true or false, even his own mother, is not sincere to him.

He opened the car door, tossed the burned-out cigarette butt into the roadside dumpster, and pushed open the carved door. In half a month, he will be able to escape from this cage that has trapped him for 20 years.

"Xiaofeng, wait a minute." Qiu Feng walked into the living room, and when he was about to go upstairs, Zhang Mingqiu, who walked out of the kitchen, stopped him, it was Zhang Lia's father, his stepfather.

"Yes. Father. Qiu Feng stopped and turned around.

"Have you had dinner yet?" Zhang Mingqiu glanced at Qiu Feng.

"Yes, I did. Eat with Jingru. Qiu Feng nodded, deliberately emphasizing who to be with for dinner.

"It seems that you seriously want to get married? But why make such a hasty decision? Zhang Mingqiu wanted to have a good talk with Qiu Feng, but Qiu Feng always seemed to deliberately avoid him, and seemed unwilling to listen to anyone's persuasion and enlightenment.

"Yes, of course I mean it." Qiu Feng stretched out his hand to support the railing of the stairs and looked at Zhang Mingqiu, "I'm my brother, I got married first, and Leah can hold a big wedding in the name of justice." ”

Zhang Mingqiu looked at Qiu Feng's faint sorrow between his eyebrows, "Do you know? Your reasons are far-fetched......"

"We're back!" A cheerful greeting came from the door suddenly.

Zhang Mingqiu's words were interrupted, he looked back at the door, and saw his son Zhang Lia and his daughter-in-law Li Yuyun holding hands and walking into the hall.

Qiu Feng's thick eyebrows suddenly tightened, his hand on the railing suddenly clenched, his cold gaze moved away, and he took a step to escape from the two people who were walking in the door.

"Big brother, you came back earlier than me today." Zhang Lia saw that Qiu Feng was turning around and preparing to go upstairs, so he hurriedly said hello.

Qiu Feng nodded lightly, turned around and stepped up the steps.

"I heard you're getting married." A soft female voice suddenly came from behind her.

Qiu Feng felt a wave of irritability rise in his heart, and he was struck by a fierce sullen pain. Come, he paused slightly, and then walked back upstairs.

"Big brother, Yuyun is talking to you." Zhang Lia suddenly stopped him, with a slight dissatisfaction in his tone, blaming his brother for neglecting his fiancΓ©e.

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