Chapter 1346: When the Proposal Is in Progress (4)

How much of your sincerity to me now will carry over into the future? Perhaps, you will not betray me in the future, and you will try to maintain a superficial husband and wife relationship with me for the sake of our children. However, you may dislike me in your heart, hate me, and complain about me, and you can't be your right-hand man like Fang Rushuang, and you can't move forward with you. You went too fast, I couldn't catch up, and in the end I had to be given up by you. And there are so many beautiful women around you, even if you don't take the initiative, they will run towards you like moths to a fire. They are all prettier than me, younger than me, more obedient than me, more distantrumpous than me, and your eyes will be attracted to them sooner or later. What I am more afraid of than your betrayal is that you will no longer love me in the future, and you will lose even a little favor for me. ”

  Lu Weixi only found out only now how much she liked Qin Zhiyou. She was originally a person who was extremely insecure about family and love because of family changes. The more insecure she is, the more she hates scumbags and the more she is afraid of being betrayed.

  But speaking of which, she is more afraid that the person she loves does not love her. That's why she pushed Qin Zhiyou away when she knew that Qin Zhiyou had confessed to her three times and twice, as long as she didn't say a word, she would explode in an instant.

  She originally thought that the favor she had already cultivated would not be shocked. It turned out that she was not shocked by the self-righteous pampering, just because she was not deeply in love. Once in love, she becomes neurotic, she is heavenly, and she is afraid of losing.

  As she spoke, she smiled bitterly: "You just now, in fact, didn't you dislike me?" I'm so angry that it scares you. I don't want to, but ......"

  Qin Zhiyou didn't speak until all her words stopped: "My father and my mother are married, and they have been quarreling for as long as I can remember. In the beginning, my dad raised the little ones outside. My mom scolded at first, but then she stopped scolding. Even when my dad died in a car accident, she didn't shed a single tear. ”

  Lu Weixi moved his head and looked towards him.

  "When I was younger, I hated my mom because she either beat or scolded me when she saw me. Later, when I grew up, she just asked me to seize the Qin family's family business and asked me for money. And my dad was sorry for my mom, but he was very nice to me. But now, I kind of understand my mom. ”

  When they were young, although they were married, the two of them may have been a little sincere at the beginning. It's just that later, the sincerity was diluted by repeated quarrels and later betrayals, and both of them became less like themselves.

  Qin Zhiyou continued: "When I was young, I kept thinking that I wouldn't marry a woman like my mother when I grew up. My father's early death made me even more painful and confused. After our divorce, I reflected on myself countless times, if it wasn't for the quick time, what would I have been. Perhaps, our children are already in elementary school. Obviously, since I was a child, I wanted my children not to be like me in the future, but I inadvertently followed the path of my parents. ”

  "You ask me if I'm going to change in the future, and I don't know. But one thing I know for sure, no matter how you change, whether you are old or ugly, in my heart, you will always be the first time I saw when I was twenty years old, a young girl. Xixi, I ...... to you"