Chapter 363: Yu Koi's Life History 2

Yu Koi really didn't believe it at first. But he thought back to his life experience since he was a child, and thought about it carefully, in fact, the family's attitude towards him was really not warm, only his mother had always loved her. But he also has an older brother above him. Although his mother loves her, all the premise is that there is no conflict of interest with his brother, otherwise everything is not to be discussed. At that time, he was still wondering why the family was so partial, and his father didn't love him at all. Occasionally I would say a word to her. The usual way to express feelings for him is to give her money, giving him money every month, and the only evidence of communication between them is the text messages that send money.

Even at this very moment. He felt that his family didn't love him, and after a long time, he got used to it. She has never doubted her background, since he has grown up in this family since he was a child, then he is a member of this family. No one can deprive him of his identity, and even the blood ties he has always felt are endless. It was at this moment that he doubted for the first time whether the results on that report were true or false.

Yu Koi knew that he thought so, in fact, he was a little sorry for the people in his family, although they were not very enthusiastic about him, but fundamentally speaking, it was still better for him. Maybe it's because they're too busy. There is no time to give him enough family warmth, no time to give them those fatherly and maternal love that others have. He does, it's just that he's not as much as anyone else. But in fact, compared to those people, his life should be better than those people, because since he was a child, he has no worries about food and clothing, although his parents do not care about their children as much as other people's parents, but in any way, they are still good to her, at least not let him starve and cold. She doesn't know how many times happier her life is than her peers, but what she wants is not these material things, but spiritual warmth. It felt like home. Occasionally, when she returned to the old mansion, she always felt that the room was deserted, even his own room, even if he was so warm by himself, but he could still see through his inner indifference through such superficial warmth. Why? Yu Koi didn't know either. Maybe it's because they're too busy.

Yu Yanbei is also because of later. Song Qingnan got along with him very well. Yu Yanbei said so well to her in order to please her wife, but in fact, it is not counted, but she just gave so much attention more than others, but this attention is enough to make her grateful. He longs for family affection more than he longs for love, so when he was young, when he met the man he saved for the first time, he did not hesitate to treat him as a family member and a person who spent his life together.

When she was a child, her feelings were always hazy, although she didn't understand what love was at the time, but he knew that the boy was standing in front of him at that time, and the sun was shining on him. He smiled warmly, giving her a feeling that his family couldn't give him. To be exact, her current family can't give him a feeling, so he takes this boy as his own family as a matter of course. So just when he knew that this boy might have betrayed him, the pain in his heart was far greater than that of his lover betraying him. After all, family members are just a group of people who don't say goodbye. Hurt by his own family, betrayed by his own family. What a deep pain it was. Yu Koi deeply felt it. But he didn't want to admit that he had been betrayed. He is willing to live forever in his intentions. So now he thinks that what is on this report card may be true, even if he already knows. The man betrayed her. But he didn't want to believe it, so he deceived himself into thinking that what was on this report was true. And now he looks at the report on his body, and even faintly hates his parents in his heart. Yu Yanbei and Song Qingnan. Naturally, it didn't escape his hatred, like the love when he was a child, hazy, he couldn't figure it out, but it was sure that this was the feeling he wanted. For the first time. He began to complain.

"I know you can't accept it now, after all, they are the ones who have raised you for more than 20 years, but the things on the report are definitely not fake, unless you have other people's hair stuck to your body, but you believe me, I don't think I used other people's hair to fool you. No matter what, you must remember that I will always love you, because I love you, so I will not harm you. The starting point of everything I do is you, hello, I will feel happy, even if I really don't do it for you, but in order to make myself happy, I should also let you live well, can you understand what I mean? ”

"You know, we grew up together, what kind of person am I? You know very well in your heart what my family is like, and you know it very well. You saved me twice, and the old one was my life. It's not a simple fall, you help me up. I'm a wolf, so I would use other people's hair to fool you with something as important. I know you're feeling bad right now, but you have to know that no matter what happens in this world, I will always be the one who loves you the most, I will always stand behind you, and I will be your strong backing, no matter what. ”

Jiang Ji actually said these words from the heart, he knew that what he was doing now was a little sorry for his life-saving benefactor. But. He gave promises. No matter what happens in this life, he is willing to be a strong backing for him. Although they can't get married again, they can't be lovers again. He also knew that he was to blame for this incident, because he was empathetic. He was indeed sorry for him. In a sense. Even he felt that he was indeed a scumbag. But who can say for sure about feelings?

Once. He saw the woman from afar. Standing in the sun, although the body still exudes a cold atmosphere, that feeling of not being approached. It all made him a little daunted. Don't dare to come near him. But since then. There is an extra melody in my heart. He didn't dare to come near him indeed, but. She wanted to be able to get close to him in some other way. The woman standing in the sun exuded the radiance of motherhood all over her body. The indifference on her face couldn't hide the tenderness in her eyes. It was those sparkling eyes that attracted him deeply. The long kneaded hair. Every moment is showing that the woman in front of her is a beauty, a gentle beauty.

Yu Koi actually thinks it's a little funny, this man who betrayed him now says that he will always be his backing and will always be his backer. He knew he shouldn't believe it. But I don't know what's wrong, it just can't help but want to believe. Even he turned his head. The eyes of the two people looked at each other, Jiang Ji's eyes did not flinch for a minute, if that thing had not been broken by her, he would really believe that this man sincerely wanted to protect himself for the rest of his life. If it had been before, he would naturally not have heard the mysterious voice of what he said. But now that he knew so many things, he could no longer be as aggressive as he had done before, and he had to be careful, because he knew that this man was his enemy, and that a lesson might kill him.

Once upon a time. If Jiang Ji wanted to make a promise to him, most of them would say that he would definitely marry her in the future, and the two of them would definitely get married in the future. But most of those promises were jokes, the kind of half-joking, not serious promises at all, that she would tell her that the two of them would get married. But at this moment, in such a serious situation. Jiang Ji didn't promise her that he would marry her in the future. He didn't understand the man in front of him. What kind of interests can make her ruthless and give up herself. Yu Koi knows better than anyone. He just had him. gave up a lot, and even now he is about to give up the identity of the eldest lady, he wants to start from scratch with him, she doesn't want her to live outside the wings of the rich and noble forever. He wanted him to be part of their lives. But he knew. People who have not lived in this aristocratic circle since childhood, it is really difficult and difficult to integrate into this circle, so he has no choice but to give up his identity as the eldest lady. Go and start from scratch with her, an ordinary person.

At this moment, she heard this man's voice, and he would always be her backer who had always been with her and protected her, but he had never said that under this solemn promise, in this serious atmosphere, he had never promised to marry her in the future. Accompany her, protect her, and be her backer, any kind of identity can be, and friends can too. If it was before, he would definitely not hesitate to equate his relationship with him from this joint point of husband and wife. But now he didn't dare to be sure, especially what the man said just now, not a word was mentioned, he wanted to marry her. Even if the man says he loves him. He'll find it a little incredible. In the past, this seemed to be a matter of course, she loved her and was good to her, and she would marry her in the future, these were things he had long been accustomed to, but now he was not sure. People change, maybe this man didn't love him at the beginning, but because she saved his life, she wanted to repay him with a personal promise.

Yu Koi turned his head. With tears in their eyes, they just looked at him. Jiang Ji didn't know what was wrong. When I saw its eyes again, it was as if a fawn had struck me, a violent tremor and a sense of guilt. Overwhelmed him. Jiang Ji even regretted it a little, why did he tell her these things, why did he use him? Why hurt her with these things? He even regretted it a little, if he hadn't hurt her at this moment, hadn't done anything sorry for him, and had never had another woman in his heart, then what kind of psychological state should she be in now? What will the two of them be like? It won't come to this point, forcing each other. For the first time. He regretted accepting these assignments. Feeling guilty. Today has been two times in a row, and he has feelings that he shouldn't have, and he has never had before. The feeling made him a little flustered. He couldn't figure out what was wrong with him.

"yes. I know you'll be there for me all the time. Protect me. Be my backer, no matter what my capacity. Is that right? Yu Koi laughed. The smile on his face makes people look a little sad. That far-fetched, heartfelt laugh.

Jiang Ji's heart suddenly jumped violently, he didn't know what was going on now, he couldn't see this woman showing such a desperate expression. He blurted out a sentence out of his control. "I will definitely marry you in the future. Protect you as your husband. Love you, accompany you, be your harbor, your backer, and in this life, it's like this. When she said this, even she was startled. It's simply his uncontrolled gibberish. In fact, this is the fundamental idea of his own heart. It's just that he doesn't want to admit it, and he doesn't want to admit it, or that she doesn't realize that she thinks so now.

Yu Koi looked at the unprecedented firmness in his eyes, and somehow he slowly fell into it, he began to believe her, she was willing to write off all the things he had done to betray him before, and he would believe from now on what he or she heard at that time was just a trivial little thing, or that he was acting on the spot, and he was acting with a woman I don't know what it was. In short, she is now willing to believe in this man, he did not betray him. It is this belief. Let him regret it later.

Yu Koi stepped forward and hugged his strong waist. Jiang Ji still had some regrets just now, but now she felt a soft body on her body, and she was hugging it tightly, as if she was afraid of him leaving. He was a little reluctant to warm this lump. She didn't know what was wrong with her today, it was weird. Those thoughts that are not under his control, like a movie, are all put in his mind, and even in his later life, he will have this woman holding him. He quickly shook his head and shook these thoughts out of his mind, the woman he wanted was definitely not this woman. He struggled. What I got after all the hard work was another woman, and it shouldn't be the one in front of me. He would never believe that the woman in front of him was the person he loved the most, and he wouldn't admit it. But I don't know what's wrong, that strange feeling lingers in her heart and doesn't go away for a long time.