Chapter 463 I want to see him
He raised his hand and touched Nie Qingqing's head to calm her down.
Tears flowed silently.
Nie Qingqing didn't know what it was like to feel like to be in pain.
She breathed the air deeply, but her heart was numb with pain. "I'm going to see ...... him"
"Okay, I'll take you." This time, he didn't refuse Nie Qingqing, and asked Wen Xi to get the cart over, wrapped her in a blanket and put her on the cart, and pushed her out. The child's body was still in the hospital, Jiang Ciyun asked people to carry the child over, Nie Qingqing looked at his small body, but he wouldn't come back to life, and he wouldn't call his mother.
Nie Qingqing raised her hand to cover her mouth, and tears flowed down silently.
"Did you name the child?" Her hoarse voice asked.
"No ......" He was going to make a tombstone for the child, so Jiang Ciyun squatted beside her and raised his hand to wipe her tears: "Can you name her?" I asked Shen Junchi to prepare the cemetery, the child will be buried in the Jiang family cemetery, and if you miss him in the future, you can go to see him again. ”
"It's called Wei'an. Jiang Wei'an. "I've always thought it sounded," she said. ”
"Okay, let's call it Wei'an."
Jiang Ciyun nodded, put her head on her chest, and said sullenly, "If you want to cry, cry...... Don't be sad after crying, we will have children in the future. ”
"Child......" Nie Qingqing sneered, "Jiang Ciyun, do you think you are still worthy of letting me give you a child?" Why do you think the child died? If it weren't for Gu Anxi, how could the child have died? ”
She still has a wound on her head, and the fire, if Huo Zizheng hadn't saved herself, she would have died a long time ago.
"These are your retributions, but why should the baby bear it?" She asked, "Jiang Ciyun, these are all your retribution, and they are all you should bear." ”
After saying that, Nie Qingqing asked Wen Xi to push him back.
When the baby was buried, Nie Qingqing personally held the urn and put it in the cemetery, the small tombstone was located in the cemetery, and many small toys stood there, Nie Qingqing looked at this place, and said: "For An, I won't be lonely here in the future, and my mother will try it to see you in the future." ”
It was drizzling in the sky, and it seemed that God was also very sad, and he came to say goodbye to An's departure.
Nie Qingqing looked at the small tombstone, there were no photos on it, and she couldn't even think of what Wei An looked like.
After recuperating in the apartment for a while, Nie Qingqing has already gotten a lot better.
The child is gone.
She bought a lot of things for the baby before, but they didn't work, Nie Qingqing took the box and put away all the things prepared for the baby, and then asked Wen Xi to throw them away.
"Do you have to throw all these things away?" Wen Xi asked, these are all bought back by her, and she was happy to arrange the baby room at that time, and when she asked, Wen Xi felt redundant.
The child is gone.
She was sad, and putting it in front of her only added to her sadness.
"Throw it away......," Nie Qingqing said, and said, "If the memory is the same as these things, if you don't want it, how good it would be to throw it away." ”
She laughed.
After she called the police that day, Jiang Ciyun actually took Gu Anxi away, and Gu Baoer was very angry when she learned the news. called her, "Nie Qingqing, what does Jiang Ciyun mean?" Gu Anxi's child is gone, Jiang Ciyun still has to protect her! ”
Huo Zizheng had already worked against Jiang Ciyun for this matter, giving him a lot of stumbling blocks, but Jiang Ciyun was still unmoved.
“…… He loves her. Her shallow voice gradually came out, and the reason given made her feel cruel herself.
"Qingqing, what are you going to do......" Gu Bao'er asked.
"I want to get a divorce." Nie Qingqing said lightly, after saying this decision, Nie Qingqing asked the lawyer to draw up a divorce agreement for him and send it over.
She looked at the divorce agreement and signed her name for the second time. Then he put the pen down and put it on the edge of the paper, and then stood up.
When Jiang Ciyun came back, he didn't see Nie Qingqing there, and Wen Xi said, "Mrs. is in the study." ”
Jiang Ciyun held her favorite snack in her hand and nodded and went upstairs.
As soon as he pushed open the door of the study, he saw Nie Qingqing standing by the window, with a shawl on his body, standing there. The wind blew her hair.
Jiang Ciyun walked over and hugged her from behind, Nie Qingqing felt his approach and turned around. Met her gaze, Jiang Ciyun stopped: "What are you doing standing here?" Didn't the doctor say it's better to lie down? ”
"You're not in good health, don't stand here, be careful of catching a cold."
Jiang Ciyun's concern is so exciting, but it's a pity that she is not rare and doesn't care. Nie Qingqing looked up at Jiang Ciyun and smiled: "Jiang Ciyun, let's have a good chat." ”
"What do you want to talk to me about?" He asked in a low voice?
"Jiang Ciyun, you should understand what I want to tell you......" Nie Qingqing's voice was also faint, she thought about it for so long, she should have made a break: "I don't want to go on like this anymore, let's end it here." ”
"The end?" He naturally expected that Nie Qingqing would say the end of the words, a low voice overflowed from his throat and leaned in front of her, Nie Qingqing didn't move, but his fingers pinched her, getting harder and harder: "You said it's over?" Nie Qingqing, it was you who lifted my mask at the ball, and it was you who announced in front of everyone-you like me, you want to chase me. Now, you're saying you want the relationship to end? ”
"It was I who said I liked you at the beginning, so now it's up to me to say it, it's over." She said: "There is a beginning and an end, it's all up to me." ”
A cold voice overflowed from the depths of his throat: "Huh. ”
"What are you laughing at?" She asked.
"Nie Qingqing, you fell in love with me first, and now that I'm in love with you, you're leaving?" He asked, "That's what you're for?" If you want to be with me, if you get tired of it, you will separate? ”
"Jiang Ciyun, let's separate." She didn't want to explain too much: "I have already signed the divorce agreement......"
She pointed to the things on the table on the side, Jiang Ciyun looked over and saw the divorce agreement, he had already torn it once, and Nie Qingqing gave it to himself again.
"Nie Qingqing!" Jiang Ciyun's eyes exploded with sparks of slander, gritted his teeth, and stared at Nie Qingqing: "Don't you love me very much?" ”
"I don't love it anymore."
"Don't love it anymore?" He grabbed her arm and repeated, "You don't love me anymore?" Who do you want to love? You say! Nie Qingqing, you want to divorce me and run away from me, right? ”
Jiang Ciyun shook her arm frantically and asked frantically: "Nie Qingqing, speak." ”
"Perhaps, I will meet the person I love very much, but that person will not be you." She said: "Jiang Ciyun, can you let me go?" It made me feel like I couldn't breathe at all, and it made me feel very hard. ”
This place made her think of painful memories, she looked up at Jiang Ciyun's gaze, "Divorce." ”
"Divorce." He repeated: "You want to divorce me and run away from me?" ”
"Yes, I want to leave you, far away from you!" She screamed and roared, "If it's you, shouldn't all this be?" Jiang Ciyun, I've had enough, really. I've had enough! ”
She's fed up with this life.
She was already about to collapse, feeling that she was going to be finished, the wound between her abdomen was faintly painful, Nie Qingqing put one hand on her abdomen to relieve her pain, she had no way to continue to walk with him.
She couldn't face it.
"Jiang Ciyun, I beg you, okay......" she asked, "You have already killed one of my children, isn't it enough?" ”
She tugged at Jiang Ciyun's clothes: "You have already killed one of my children, Jiang Ciyun...... What more do you want? Want me to forgive you? ”
Her gaze was desperate and desolate.
Child.
It was also a pain in his heart. Nie Qingqing hurts a point, he hurts a point more than Nie Qingqing.
"Jiang Ciyun, you are also a murderer...... You killed your own child, do you still want my forgiveness? You dream! She grabbed Jiang Ciyun's clothes and yelled.
"You just want to leave me, don't you?" There was sadness and pain in his eyes. He looked down at Nie Qingqing's resolute face, Nie Qingqing's originally beautiful face was now haggard and lost its original demeanor.
"What do you think? Jiang Ciyun, I hate you...... I hate you so much that I want to kill you, but I'm afraid of getting my hands dirty! "She hates a person like this, how can she live with him!" Why should you put me on the hook and pay for your mistakes? ”
"You want to kill me, do you?" Jiang Ciyun grabbed her with one hand and walked downstairs.
Nie Qingqing stumbled behind him, and was led forward by him: "Jiang Ciyun, you let go of me, what do you want to do?" ”
She had some terrible feelings in her heart, and Jiang Ciyun walked to the living room and stopped. Wency only saw two people coming down from the upper floor, and he didn't know what was going on. "Sir, madam, don't quarrel ......"
Before Wen Xi finished speaking, he saw Jiang Ciyun holding a knife, walked directly in front of Nie Qingqing, grabbed Nie Qingqing's hand against his chest: "Don't you hate me?" ”
Nie Qingqing stood in place, his lips trembling, and he subconsciously wanted to move away.
Jiang Ciyun pressed her hand on his chest: "Don't you want to kill me?" ”
"Don't do that, sir!" Wen Xi was anxious to call Jiang Ciyun, but he didn't hear it at all, Wen Xi was about to go over, but Jiang Ciyun turned his head and yelled at Wen Xi: "Wen Xi, don't come here!" ”
Wen Xi stood there, his heart furious.
Jiang Ciyun's eyes looked at Nie Qingqing sharply: "Yes, the child is not there because of me...... I owe the child, Qingqing, if you hate me, then come and give me a knife. Come! ”
He pointed to his chest: "If I die, you can leave, if I don't die - you will still be Mrs. Jiang!" ”
"Ahh Nie Qingqing threw the knife in his hand and shouted at Jiang Ciyun frantically: "Jiang Ciyun, why are you forcing me, why!" I just want to get out of you, I just want to get out of here, I'm going to die, I'm going to die! ”
The pain of losing her child made her unable to calm down at all, and she spent every day in torment. She's really going crazy, she's really going crazy. Nie Qingqing held his head and sat on the ground.
Jiang Ciyun squatted down and held her face, only touching a face of tears. She was crying silently, this was the first time she had an emotional breakdown after coming out of the hospital for so long, he was at a loss for his hands and feet, and the muscles all over his body were tense: "Nie Qingqing......"
"Jiang Ciyun ......" Nie Qingqing grabbed his clothes and whispered Nan Nan begged: "Why don't you let me go?" Why? Don't you dislike me? There are so many women in City A, why do you want to marry me, and why do you ...... Will you leave me alone? Treat me as if I begged you, okay? ”
She begged Jiang Ciyun hard, she was going crazy and dying. She looked up at Jiang Ciyun, her eyes full of tears.
She was reluctant to hurt Jiang Ciyun.