(a)

"Long Xiaoxiao, where do you live?" Li Jie asked me as she packed up her things.

"I live in a cadre school, what about you?"

"Then let's go all the way, I live in Lijia Village."

"Then let's go together, I live in the Highway Academy." Wang Feng also joined us in the chat.

"I didn't expect the three of us to sit together and live so close, haha." Wang Feng seemed to be very happy, but I didn't care. I was going to have a snack on the way back, but now it seems that it won't work.

Along the way, Li Jie and Wang Feng were very talkative, introducing their own situations to each other, and I just nodded in agreement and agreed.

Wang Feng's parents both work at the Highway College, and his parents are in charge of field projects and are often away from home. It belongs to the kind that doesn't go out for half a year, and doesn't come back for half a year when you go out. He is also accustomed to living alone early on, although his grandfather also lives in the compound of the Highway College, but he is only responsible for his daily life such as eating, and the rest is on his own.

If you look closely, his baby face is white and pure, and his big eyes are flickering. It shouldn't be easy for a boy to clean himself up and clean up. Thinking about it this way, Wang Feng is a relatively independent child, and I admire him a little.

Li Jie, she lives with her grandparents, and Lijia Village is the home of her grandparents. The cold drink stand I passed by today was her grandparents' stall. When she's okay, she's going to help. She was there for the entire summer vacation. I actually admired her for helping the family with things so early.

In this way, how can I be the most useless alone?

"Hey, Xiaoxiao, we all introduced ourselves, can you also tell us about your situation?" Li Jie took my hand, stopped, and cast an expectant look at me.

"Me? Didn't I already say it in class? I don't have much to say! I replied lazily.

Wang Feng glanced at me and said to me: "You are the first in the class, I don't believe you have nothing to say, you definitely don't want to say it when you were in the class just now, tell me quickly, how did you study so well?" ”

"You're a boy, do you want to be Aunt Chaoyang? Cut~" I also gave him a blank look.

"Xiaoxiao, our family's cold drink stall has arrived, I invite you to eat popsicles, you are not allowed to choose, you can only eat the cheapest kind." Hee-hee. "yes, we've walked to the hospital gate before we know it.

Li Jie walked to their cold drink stall, and there was a smiling old woman standing behind the stall, this was probably her grandmother.

"Hello grandma."

"Hello grandma."

We greeted Li Jie's grandmother, who took out two popsicles from the freezer and handed them to us.

Peeling off the paper of the popsicle, this is the third one this morning so far. I added a mouthful, and it was so cool.

Li Jie said to us, "Let's go, I'm going to help here, and I'll see you at school in two days." ”

I nodded, took a hard sip of the popsicle juice, and said to her, "Thank you for the cold drink, see you in a few days." ”

Wang Feng also waved his hand at Li Jie and pulled me away.

After the hospital, it was a big intersection, I went straight ahead, and Wang Feng was going to turn left.

At the intersection, the two of us also said goodbye and went our separate ways.

(b)

At noon, when the sun was shining, I walked in the shade of a tree, squinted, looked at the sky, and immediately couldn't open my piercing eyes.

The gate of the Old Cadre Academy is not far away, but my steps are getting heavier and heavier, and I don't want to go home more and more.

Anyway, no one is waiting to see you when you go back, so you go to the cafeteria to buy food by yourself, so it's better to eat outside and go back.

It is a gathering place for schools, and there are many universities and middle schools nearby, so it is very lively, and there are all kinds of sales.

The nearby villages, too, became rich and prosperous because of these schools.

Li Jie's home belongs to such an existence.

Entering from the gate of our cadre courtyard and coming out of the back door, there is a very small road across the road, which is their Lijia Village. At the side entrance, there is a food street, so I came here, found a noodle restaurant with a small family, and sat down.

People come and go, and I have a bite to eat of noodles.

"Sister, why are you eating noodles here?"

I looked back, oh, it's my sister: Pan Yueying.

yes, why doesn't she share my last name?

Because, she is not my own sister, but my sister who has different fathers and mothers, but lives under the same roof.

That's right, I'm my dad's daughter, she's her mom's daughter, and my dad and her mom got married, so we became sisters. That's it, it's a very simple relationship, it's not complicated.

Although my stepmother is not very good to me, I have a good relationship with this sister. After all, we've been together for years.

As a child, I was in fifth grade, she was in first grade, and we were in the same school. My class was on the third floor and her class was on the first floor. In the free time between classes, I was hungry, just in the corridor on the third floor, looking at my sister on the first floor, happily taking the pocket money given by my stepmother to buy bread. And I'm just watching.

At that time, I didn't understand what was unfair and didn't understand that she was treating me badly. I just think that my sister may get up late in the morning and have no time to eat, or maybe my sister is young and needs to grow up, and her mother should give her money to buy bread.

At that time, my sister was eating rice and braised chicken legs, while I was eating a bowl of green vegetable noodles, and I thought we were all eating the same.

At that time, my sister was wearing beautiful new clothes, and all I could have was old clothes that my stepmother had found from others.

Later, as I grew older, I realized that it was eccentricity.

Whenever my dad came back and asked me how my stepmom was doing to me, I said, "Good!" Actually, is it good? I'm too lazy to care. I'm used to living like this without real feelings, stepmother, after all, stepmother, and she has children of her own, what else can I hope for?

Dad was very busy with his work, and as an ordinary civil servant, he almost lived in the office and only came back on weekends. How can I bear to trouble my dad because of my own affairs? As long as the family can be safe, what is the point if I am wronged?

Fortunately, when I was in the second year of junior high school, my mother came to me, and from then on, I no longer wore old clothes and had my own pocket money. From then on, I didn't have to look at my stepmother's face to eat, I could eat whatever I wanted, and I could buy whatever I wanted.

Sometimes, I don't understand, why did my father and mother get divorced? If they were together all the time, then how happy I would be.

It's a pity that I don't understand the world of adults!

When I was in the third grade of elementary school, my parents divorced. Since then, I have lived with my father. Two years later, my dad found me the current stepmother. Soon after, I was living with my stepmother and sister, whom I call Mom.

In the past, I also fantasized about being a happy family with my stepmother. But the more time passed, the more disappointed I became. Gradually, I didn't even bother to be disappointed......

It turns out that it is really impossible for a stepmother to become a real mother. It's not a sincerity that I can get with my heart, but a fact that no matter how hard I try, it's impossible.

I gave up...... That's all, let it be!

In this family, I am my little transparent, as long as I can live my life peacefully.