Chapter 405: Let You Go 3
"Why do you say such things to break my heart, don't you know my heart for you, the two of us have been together for so long, for many years, I think you know everything I think in my heart, and you should understand a little bit more, but why are you saying such things to hurt me now, am I doing something wrong? Or do you think the two of us should end the illness here, and who should continue to get along with whom? Or who told you something that shouldn't be said to make you feel that I am not the same in your heart. Whatever happens, you have to tell me and I'll explain it to you, I don't want you to keep misunderstanding me, because I love you. Do you understand? If you misunderstand me again. I'm really going to be very sad, after all, the two of us have been together for so many years, and you must know my temper, if I didn't really love you, I would never have said these words. Why are you saying such things now to hurt me? ”
When Jiang Ji heard him say these words, he was actually a little flustered in his heart, but he didn't expect this day to come so quickly, he should have thought that the result between the two of them was about the same, and that was it, but he was unwilling in his heart, because she knew that the things she had done before were enough to be mad, so if this kind of thing really happened one day, he shouldn't blame him, after all, everything was done wrong by her first, and he had no reason to keep him in his body again. Because it's too selfish to do that, but everyone is selfish in love, so he would rather be selfish once. Ay. He was still fantasizing that maybe his selfishness would be able to fantasize about this woman back. He himself understood that when he suppressed it first, he knew that it was not too early at that time. But the thing that made him helpless the most. He was afraid that after he understood this emotional matter. The person he loved the most was gone, and he parted ways with him, that was the saddest thing, but now this matter was clearly in front of his eyes, he did understand his own heart, and the person who made her understand her own heart had quietly left him. Maybe he was angry, but he could hear it. Yu Koi's words are all serious, there is absolutely no adulteration, it turns out that for so long, he knows everything, or she doesn't know, but she has already felt something, it turns out that he is this kind of person in his heart, so he can say this sentence today, it should be that he has been holding back for a long time, it should be that he ignored him before, which made him feel how unimportant she is, so now I want to separate from him.
"It's been so long, I don't believe you have no feelings for me at all, and maybe there will be something I did wrong, but I understand now. Can you give me another chance to make up for you again, because I really don't think the two of us should end here, in that case I will feel a pity, please, just give me another chance, I promise that no matter what happens in the future, I will not hide it from you again. I'll tell you everything, no matter what, the two of us will always be one. I believe that there must be some place for me in your heart, and it is absolutely impossible to forget me so quickly. You don't have to say too much, I actually understand everything. I love you, really. ”
Yu Koi couldn't help but reddened his eyes slightly when he heard this, and said that he didn't have any feelings at all, it was absolutely impossible, in the end, he was the person he had loved for so long, if he didn't have any feelings at all, it would be really bad, but his current situation, no matter what, he didn't continue to fall in love with him, he didn't have a good family background, and even his personal freedom was restricted now, at least even his own hometown, he couldn't come back. In this case, if you want to let him continue to be in love. That's not much different from killing him. After so many years, he has long been accustomed to his existence, and now that he is stripped from her life, he should be the most uncomfortable. But it's useless to be uncomfortable, because if something is done wrong, if you miss it, if you miss it, if you miss it, if you are right, if you are wrong, if you are wrong, if you are wrong.
"I'm telling you plainly now, I loved before, you really loved you, and loved you with your heart, but what about you, how did you treat me, you ignored me, deceived and deceived, every crime is enough for you to be eliminated in my world, but after so long, how many opportunities have I given you, don't you have any number in your heart? You never know how much spiritual suffering I have carried for you and me, and how much material material I have paid for you. These are not the most important things, the most important thing is that I love you, I have always loved you, from the beginning to the present, and even now I have loved you. But since I was arrested. From the time I knew that you had been lying to me, and the person you had always loved the most was not me, I saw that you were so good at rhetoric, so many can deceive people, so you have deceived me for so many years, and I have always believed that you love me for so many years, so I have paid so much for you, and I have no complaints at all, but now that I know, I know everything, but you still want to continue to lie to me, continue to let me use for you, continue to let me pay so much for you, it is simply impossible, I am clear now. The man told you everything, I had a falling out with all the people in that family, we have nothing to do with each other, and I can't even get a penny of my background and my property. According to what you said, I'm now the same as someone who wasn't their own, understand? Is it on the genealogy that my name has been kicked out. So if you're with me now, I'm of no use to you at all, not only can I not help your plan, but I can't even help you financially and your materials, so it's impossible for us at all, if you have any other ideas, you can go to someone else, I can't satisfy you anymore, do you understand what I mean? ”
Yu Koi said that it was impossible not to love, and it was impossible to say that he felt a little in his heart. When he said these words, almost all of them were screamed, and only he understood the dare in his heart. When she is sad and she is sad, he likes to hold many things in his heart, so after a long time, he will hold back more things by himself, and to a large extent, the possibility of him suffering from depression will also become great. In order to let himself survive safely and let himself have a happy living environment in the future, he must plan for his future now, even if it is a decision made now, he may regret it, but he believes that it is only temporary. The infinite benefits that the future will bring to him will definitely make him very pleased, and there is nothing wrong with the words handed down from ancient times. They know it in their hearts. Everyone knows it in their hearts.
"From the moment I first met you when I was a child, I didn't know how the two of us would relate in the future. I knew from the time I knew you what kind of relationship the two of us must have, but I never thought that it would be like this, the two of us have been entangled together for so long. If you think about it, over the years, have I ever done something sorry for you, from the time I knew you were lying to me, even I was deceiving myself to tell myself that I had heard it wrong, and that it was your future rights and interests. So I never believed you were lying to me. But the facts, you are lying to me, my self-deception, in the end, I was slapped in the face by reality, and you used me to use me unscrupulously. Think of me as a tool for a plan in your life. All the feelings I paid for you were thrown out by you like worthless cabbage. I am also a human being, I also have a heart, if I am hurt by you too much, I will leave, I am not your parents, and I have no obligation to be by your side all the time. At least I have paid off your feelings over the years, and in my heart I think that I have paid far more than you have paid. At least emotionally, I don't owe anything at all, let alone you materially. I don't owe you anything, you owe me a lot. I don't care about you anymore, and neither of us should contact anyone from now on. The two of us just broke off. ”
When Yu Koi said these words, no one knew how heavy he was in his heart, telling himself that everything would pass, but now that he has decided to continue to be a kind person as before, then the source of those previous sins will be thrown away by him, so he will throw away all the people and things related to him when he is drunk, so the man he has really loved for more than ten years has also been left in the corner of the years by him. Because he wants to become a kind person, he wants to use his kindness to influence more people. If this time, Song Qingnan didn't have a kind heart, he wouldn't let him out anyway. Since kindness is so useful, kindness brings happiness to people, so. He believes that no matter where he is, a kind person will never have a bad time.
After the call between the two people hung up, Jiang Ji sat on the bed alone for a long time, he never thought that this woman would hang up his phone so decisively this time, and even when he didn't know anything, the two of them broke up like this. The word breakup, she had wanted to mention to him countless nights, but in the end he didn't mention it. He always thought that if the two of them were going to break up, he must have brought it up first, but he never expected that in the end, the development of this matter would far exceed his imagination. Because the breakup was not proposed by him, but by the woman. Originally. Is that what it's like not to be loved? He had never cherished that woman before, she was willing to talk to her well, and was willing to sleep in the same bed with him, but for the sake of his still useful face, when he was gone, he, believing him, was the first to throw him away. But now he found out that even if he had no use value, he wanted to keep him by his side. What's more, he had already told him last time. He is not his biological child at all, and even the paternity test, he is already in front of him in the middle, what went wrong? Why did the final result change, in his eyes, did he become the bad guy he wanted to forcibly break up their family, he knew that he was captured, but he was not indifferent, he had been thinking of a way for the past two days, but there was no way, but he never wanted to give up on him, why is everything now like the result he didn't expect at the beginning? Well. Why is everything now the way she doesn't want to see it? What really happened in between? He didn't know in this case, and he felt that he didn't need to know either, and he didn't want to know.
"Why? Why did the two of us end up apart? Why did you leave me? Why didn't the two of us make it to the end? Jiang Ji sat alone on the bed facing the white wall, and was he alone? Don't. The words were full of despair and dissatisfaction with life, but now he knew that there was nothing he could do, because things had become like this, even if he was unwilling to be sad. What happened is irreparable. He didn't know what he should do, but his heart told him that he should keep that woman, but he really didn't know how to tell him now, because he had never coaxed a woman to be happy in his life, but she had to coax this woman, and this woman, she used to think that she would never coax him in her life, and now that something has happened, it may be because of creation and making people, thinking of this, he laughed self-deprecatingly, touched his phone, and looked at the photos of the two of them hanging on the wall, She couldn't help but hang her head. head, a sadness came up in my heart.
Yu Koi, you don't feel good like this, although sadness is sadness, but it is more of a relief, because he finally let go of one thing that he has always been grateful for, and now it has finally let go, which proves that her life has entered another stage, and it has grown up a little bit. So he should be grateful for this experience, and thinking of this, he put his phone on the head of the bed and lay down on the bed with him. fell asleep after a while, maybe this is also because there has been a heavy burden on her body these days, so she hasn't been able to sleep well, so he slept extra sweetly and very fast today.