When Ye Qingqing first asked, Jiang Zhizhou was actually a little unable to sit still, and when she finished asking, he hurriedly stood up and said, "Ah Tang, it's good to see that you're fine, you have a good rest, calm down first, don't think about it." ”

"Well......" Ye Qingqing, who obviously deserves to be absent-minded because he thinks about it.

Jiang Zhizhou: "I'll go first." ”

"Good...... Good bye. ”

Jiang Zhizhou wanted to say something, but he still left. Ye Qingqing immediately relaxed, paralyzed Ge You on the bed, and continued to read the diary.

Every time she reads Ah Tang's diary, she can deeply feel that knowledge is power. For most of the past six months, Ah Tang has been taking detours, ignorance and simplicity have made her listen to everyone's words, including Ye Qingqing, who only exists in the diary, she has done a lot of impossible things, said a lot of things that should not be said, hurt a lot of people who should not be hurt, and has almost lost herself.

At this time, Tang and Xing's initial unintentional confession became the only pillar for Ah Tang to persevere, in Tang and Xing's view, only Ye Ah Tang believed in himself and supported himself in this world, in Ye Ah Tang's view, Tang and Xing were not like this, and the two of them unconsciously became the two people in the closest situation in the world.

It's just that neither of them probably knows.

This is also why, knowing that Tang Jixing was going to be escorted to a big city to serve his sentence, Ah Tang would be desperate to the point of suicide.

She has no choice, she has no ability to chase Tang Hexing out, but she can't do anything for Tang Hexing in the town, this is a moment when the degree of crisis is no less than the public trial, she is desperate, she can only believe in metaphysics.

At the end of her diary, there were tears on it.

[This is probably the hardest half of my life, I actually haven't tasted the joy of learning as you said, but I feel so happy every time I see Ah Xing, or I only feel happy when I see Ah Xing. It's just that Ah Xing is about to leave, and I may never be happy again for the rest of my life. 】

[Grandma scolded me for being stupid, saying that it was not worth it for Ah Xing. I also know it's not worth it, Ah Xing doesn't like me at all, and after he says it, he repays my affection, and I think he has me in his heart. But no, he persuaded me many times to go out, or persuaded me to get married, saying that he wanted me to live my own life. He also said that he would make a lot of money when he was released from prison in the future and help me fulfill my wishes. 】

[But in fact, my wish can be fulfilled without him making a lot of money, but I dare not say it, I think I said it, and he will not see me again in the future. 】

[I've made up my mind, sister. 】

[I'll give you this body, I'll write a letter to Captain Yan again, and see if my cheap life can be exchanged for Ah Xing. 】

[I went to worship the land at the head of the town, the city god that was knocked down at the back of the school, the Guanyin at the end of the town, and the Wong Tai Sin outside the town...... I hope you can come. 】

[If you come, and Captain Yan really releases Ah Xing, then my life is really worth it. Ah Xing likes you, Sister, he sometimes asks me why I don't joke, and I know that he thinks I'm woody. 】

[If you came, Captain Yan didn't let Ah Xing go, that's okay, I'm worth it, you must be more useful than me, you must save Ah Xing. Sister, I know that you must have a good life, and you will definitely blame me if I do this. But sister, I don't ask you to forgive me, I pray for you every day below, and I beg the king of Hades to punish me for going to hell to suffer, just so that you can live a good life here, live a long life, and be happy. 】

[If you don't come, but Captain Yan lets Ah Xing go, it's worth it, anyway, no matter if I live or not, no matter how long I live, Ah Xing won't take a fancy to me. He didn't even look down on me in prison, and he didn't look down on me when he came out. 】

[If you don't come, and Captain Yan doesn't let Ah Xing go, it's really Ah Nose Hell, and when Ah walks, I won't be alive, so no matter what, I'm going to die. 】

[Sister, you must be angry with me and laughing at me, I can't help crying when I think of Abba, Mom and Jun. I know I'm not filial, but I can't get out, I like Ah Xing so much, but I don't want him to like me, because I can't match him, I can't even dream that I am worthy of him. 】

[I'm done, sister. 】

[I can't even live. 】

[Sister, thank you. 】

[Sister, I'm sorry. 】。

At this end, "Sister" was about to cry and faint.