If it weren't for the situation, even if Suning'er had a little bit of a good impression of King Qing now, it would be impossible to rush to marry him.

Sometimes it is often the case, even if it is a great sorrow, it is nothing in the face of life and death, as long as you want to live well, you have to learn to endure all the pain and suffering.

She knew that there was no way to mention this truth to Li Wanwan at the moment.

Their experiences are vastly different, and many of her thoughts are impossible for Li Wanwan to understand.

These days, she is also trying to change some of her original thoughts as much as possible, trying to fully integrate into this new world, but her original intention has always been the same: as long as she and the people she cares about are well, for her, it will be a sunny day.

......

Seeing Li Wanwan away, Suning'er fell into silence alone.

Every night falls when people are most awake, and at the same time they are the loneliest.

Especially for people like her, who can't find their kind and can't find a home.

During the day, she could hide all her joys, sorrows, and sorrows behind that dignified and elegant face, but in this dark night, the fears and uneasiness buried deep in her heart poured out hysterically.

She thought about her previous experiences, thought of those familiar faces, and thought of the man she once felt could entrust everything, cry and laugh in front of him without concealment, and vividly show her true temperament, and the chill in her heart became as deep as the seasons that were gradually changing.

If it was in the former world, no matter how sad she was, there would always be many choices for healing, but in such an era, coupled with her own origin, she didn't even have the courage to tell the truth.

Only learn to bear all the joys and sorrows alone.

Thinking of the current situation, she was even more frightened.

If it weren't for King Qing's change of heart and the favor of the saint, even if she had become a criticized abandoned girl, she wouldn't feel worse about many things in the future.

Maybe God had mercy, and Zhou suddenly had mercy, pitiful for her miserable life, and let Lang Zhai enter the house.

She has seen that man, honest and honest, and a husband who has come in, and she can finally think about it in the days to come.

Although she is a little happy in her heart when she is facing King Qing right now, as Su Ningxiang said, with the royal family, many things will not be so simple.

What's more, she is also facing the mother and daughter in the second room.

If she was divorced by King Qing again, she didn't dare to imagine what the next scene would be.

But thinking of Li Wanwan and Qi's family, she could barely feel a trace of relief, and even felt that she was lucky:

has a close friend who never leaves him when he falls to the bottom; There is also a mother who can show twelve points of mercy to comfort his mother when he is most unhappy in his life.

If she really had to torture from the depths of her soul, the most precious things she had now were these two things, and they were the ones she wanted to defend the most.

......

The next day, after the morning meal, according to Qi's instructions, Suning'er asked Qin'er and Shuang'er to take the gifts prepared by Qingchun in advance to the Hubu Shangshu Mansion, as well as the worship post and the famous thorn of the house, and slowly walked towards the Shangshu Mansion in a carriage.

Since the rise of the status of merchants, the current custom, in fact, most wealthy families like to travel on horseback. Except for the old and weak and those who are shy and don't like to show their heads, many young women no longer hide when they go out, and step on the horses freely, without any sense of restraint in the boudoir.

Speaking of this, Suninger felt much weaker.

I think it's because these days, the ups and downs of life are too big, and if no one forces her, she would rather hide herself in the curtain car window and try not to cause some unnecessary trouble.

According to the invitation quote, the location of the Hubu Shangshu Mansion is still not close to the Su family in Guangdefang, located in Yongle Fang on the east side of Tianmen Street.

It is said that there, together with the neighboring Changxingfang and Xuanyangfang, is the place where the three important members of the imperial court are most concentrated, and it is necessary to be cautious in acting in a manner.

However, there is one point, in the eyes of outsiders, it may be a little unorthodox, when he just left the house, Suning'er called Qin'er and Shuang'er into the carriage together.

In fact, Suning'er used to be very good to these two girls, even when she had a bad temper, she often got angry with them, and occasionally had some slight scolding.

But on the whole, in this era of slavery, the two of them were treated much better than other slaves.

In these years, if it were not for the hired servants, slaves and maids like them who were sold in, and even a fair share of the remuneration they deserved for a year of hard work, very few of the master's family were willing to give it, at most, the master's family was happy, and some reward was appropriate.

These girls in Tanghua Courtyard, don't look at the master's family is not a good master, but the Qi family has always been generous to them, not only the monthly money is given according to the hired subordinates, but also at the end of the year, they can also give more rewards, and even give these girls a few days of vacation to visit relatives for three years and two years, which really envy the slaves on the other side of the second room.

It is said that Qi's charity, which is indeed true.

In Qi's own words, she is not in charge of the family, but she can also have these personal maids who will never abandon her, and they all came all the way from Yangzhou, so they can't make them feel cold.

Today's Suning'er is even more unusual for these two little girls, as long as the conditions allow, she will make them as comfortable as possible.

As the master, only if he is more generous, can he really win the sincerity of the servants.

The carriage went straight along the long street of Hong Lin Gate, and when it reached the corner, it was slightly bumpy for a while, and it slowed down on the side street of Yanping Gate for a while, and when the curtain was lifted to look, it was already possible to see the banner hanging outside Yongle Fang.

At this point in time, it has staggered the peak period of courtiers, and there are not many passers-by coming and going in the market, so it is convenient to walk, and there is no need to worry about an old man and an old lady suddenly appearing and the like.

Regarding this, since the last time Yue Ying was frightened, Suning'er was very scared.

The law of the dynasty on wounding a person while driving was not ordinarily harsh, but only one less severe than the crime of killing or injuring.

Even if he didn't mean to hurt someone, he would be dragged to the county mansion and whipped fifty.

Therefore, she would rather hurt herself than cause such a disaster.

When they arrived at the southwest corner of Yongle Fang, the carriage and horses stopped steadily, and without waiting for the coachman to hand over the name thorn of the worship post, a servant dressed as a servant greeted him.

Su Ning'er lifted the curtain, only to hear the man smile kindly: "I think it's the little lady in the long room in Su Yilang's mansion, right?" ”

She was surprised and nodded her head in response.

"My little lady has been waiting for a long time, and the little lady of the Su family is invited soon."

Then a few plain clothes with double buns rushed out, supported her, helped her to receive the gift, and waited for her to get off the horse and come to the door, making her feel uncomfortable.

Raising his eyes and looking at the lintel hanging above, he suddenly reflected the four big words "Ding'an Houfu", thinking of the Ye family's second mother treating her so meekly and respectfully the day before yesterday, I couldn't help but be shocked again.

This family is really not simple, Erniang's father inherits the marquis, and he is still the highest official of the dignified household department, and he can still treat people like this, and he suddenly respects him.