254. Isn't that cruel?
Therefore, after Yang Paner agreed to Wu Tianmu, she had such an uncomfortable entanglement.
In the end, Yang Paner, who was already accustomed to Wu Tianmu and relied on him quite a lot, decided to have a showdown with Wu Tianmu after enduring a while of torment in his heart.
It's so uncomfortable, she knows that it's really hard to face alone, even if she still has to make up her own mind, but she just doesn't want to be strong alone.
It's okay to say that she is wronged to the point of hypocrisy, since there is someone to rely on and someone to help her hold up the sky, then why do you have to support herself stupidly.
And Wu Tianmu faced the little dog leg who confessed to him so thoroughly, and he felt valued in his heart, and he was very satisfied.
can be thrown into trouble, and is so willing to be dumped, I'm afraid that Wu Tianmu is the only one. However, this kind of person who can be protected and cherished by herself, realizing that he is something she can confide in and rely on unconditionally, this is actually a kind of happiness.
And after hearing the anxiety of the puppy's legs, Wu Tianmu naturally knew this, and of course he also understood all the uncomfortable and bad emotions in the puppy's legs.
He knew from the beginning that this was a stalk that the little dog couldn't let go of, but it was still something she had to think about and face. Because this stalk was planted by her, and the final pull out still depends on herself.
Wu Tianmu felt sorry for Yang Paner, who was uncomfortable in a showdown with him like this, but he couldn't help her, this is a person's psychological confrontation, which is a grievance left over from childhood.
However, Wu Tianmu's final suggestion was to decide that the two of them should go back.
He couldn't help her much, but he would accompany her to face anything she didn't want to face.
And suddenly knew that she was going back, Yang Paner sighed in her heart, is she finally going back?
Obviously she hasn't thought about going back for a long time, but now that she suddenly wants to go back, she can't tell what it feels like in her heart?
From the first year, when everyone is happy with the family during the New Year, she is working part-time, working hard to do part-time, it is actually necessary to earn money during the New Year, she works so hard to do part-time, the main reason is actually because he did not go home, she also works part-time to let herself have a place to live, so that she will not be homeless and nowhere to go during the New Year.
It was very lonely, but in such hard, even cruel lonely years, she never thought of going back.
I really didn't think about it.
And now she has a very happy life, and she has met the great god whom she loves and loves her very much.
Seriously, or some selfishly.
In fact, she doesn't look forward to going back, she really doesn't look forward to it at all.
There is no such thing as she has finally succeeded in mixing, and she can go back and raise her eyebrows, she doesn't feel this way.
Because Yang Paner knows.
Whether she succeeds or not, in fact, does not attract the attention of the family.
And all this for just one reason.
Or because of her gender.
Her name doesn't already make it clear.
Pan'er, what a gentle and affectionate name.
Duo'er, Yun'er, it seems that the name of any little girl, with a pronunciation, seems to be a lot more kind.
But.
Yang Pan'er knew that her name Pan'er was different.
She, the son of Pan'er, is the son of her son.
Pan'er is Pan's son.
It's so ironic, but it's also quite ironic and true.
It was an afternoon, and Mother Yang, who was already pregnant with a child and was about to give birth, was gentle and kind, and the tenderness of caressing herself alone was something that Yang Paner had never experienced.
She had only seen a serious mother, and it was the first time, such a gentle mother, so gentle that she was not like her.
It was also the woman who was gentle and not like her mother, gently stroking her stomach and chatting with her aunt.
"This must be a son."
"If this wasn't a son, Pan'er's name would really be called in vain."
"Haha, Pan'er, baby, you're Mom's Panlai son......"
O son of Panlai......
Pan'er ......
How ironic, Yang Paner at that time was also the first time to know this explanation, and it was also the last time to know it.
Anyway, she buried it in her heart.
So.
Her gender is wrong from birth, so how can the family care about her, and where can he easily change their concern when he or she is rich or rich.
It's not her who cares about her parents at all!
So, what's the important thing that she doesn't have to make a living?!
What they value is her gender.
And her gender also determines that they won't pay attention to it at all.
But in fact, this is also something that Yang Paner has always been unable to figure out, whether it is ignorant and unable to figure it out when she was a child, or when she grows up, she still can't figure it out.
Why, on the outside, it is so open-minded and successful in work, although it is not the kind of successful family with a lot of money, but it is absolutely rich working family.
When they were at home, they actually interpreted patriarchy to the extreme.
Yang Paner sometimes really doubts herself, is she biological?
However, if it wasn't biological, how could he raise her if he hated her so much? But if she is biological, why do you hate her so much?
Hate her sex?
And Yang Paner, who couldn't figure it out at all, finally embarked on the road of running away from home in that deep grievance.
However, she is not a runaway from home, she was also just in time to go out of school, and she was about to go out of home to go to school.
Therefore, although Yang Paner was still a little young at that time, she was not rash.
In short, after coming out, the inattention of the family, and her never returning home, is like a confrontation, like a silent resistance, more like wanting to grow up quickly, after growing up, she will be strong, and she will not be easily affected by her emotions.
Each other knew each other's existence, but Yang Paner never cared about the situation at home anymore, and the family never cared about her situation again.
This is also a little tough, her already more mature heart.
Lonely? Lonely?
Loneliness, to be honest.
However, will there be grievances, no! It really won't, because I can't feel that kind of differential treatment and I don't have the kind of differential care that is visible to the naked eye in my eyes, so how can I have grievances?!
However, in fact, she also has a connection with the family.
For example...... Her younger brother, the younger brother who has been very sensible since he was a child, is also the younger brother who has cared about her since he was sensible.
It's also the younger brother she never wanted to see.
From...... That afternoon, from the first time she knew that her mother could be so gentle, and from the time she knew her name, it was so ironic.
However, it is also really ironic.
Yang Paner watched that villain grow up little by little.
Little by little, from crying and making trouble to not crying or making trouble, I will still care about her.
will also help her when her parents scold her, and will secretly stuff her with something to eat, and will give her, he doesn't have much pocket money.
is such a sensible and well-behaved younger brother, but she has not been treated well since he was a child.
At that time, she didn't know what patriarchy was, but she knew that she was not as important as him, and he was called by her name.
Moreover, she didn't know what was good about him. can only cry, but his parents just love him, so much more than her. So much so that even her name is for him!
And it was because of this younger brother that he seemed to have taken away all her love, so he was ignored and treated indifferently by Yang Paner.
But in fact...... Yang Paner, she was simply wrong. It's not because of this brother that she hasn't been cared for, she's not cared for at all.
And the care of her parents, which Yang Paner can't hope for, and feels that the care that should be given to her, is also because of her younger brother.
After having him, little Yang Paner knew that her parents could also laugh, and her parents also had joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and their family was not poor, and children could play with so many toys.
Originally...... Children have the right to cry!
It turned out that after the child cried, there was really candy to eat.
She didn't even know that before.
And these are what she only learned after she saw her brother.
Isn't this ironic!
She didn't experience it, but her younger brother who watched her grow up experienced it.
And this younger brother is like this, a younger brother who grew up under the care and pampering of his parents. But he always pleases this sister of his.
She, the sister who has always liked him, is a sister who is indifferent and ignorant to him.
And he is always well-behaved and sensible, as if he knows the pain that her sister experienced when she was a child.
The warmth that this little person exuded little by little slowly illuminated her already gray heart.
Even if she was resolutely running away from home.
The family never cared about her, and this younger brother didn't know where to get her phone number, and he really contacted her.
He would ask her if she was full of food outside, warm and warm, would secretly ask her if she had any money to spend, and would secretly say in a childish tone...... Miss her.
Why hasn't my sister come back yet?
will always call her sister stupidly. I have never been disappointed and sad to leave because of her indifference......
So, seriously, Yang Paner really doesn't want that home, she doesn't want it at all, but she actually thinks about her younger brother who has been hated since she was a child.
I think she has been such a sensible brother since she was a child.
I think of her younger brother who is younger than her, more pampered than her, but more sensible than her.
Therefore, Yang Paner's mood is really tangled and uncomfortable. However, in fact, unconsciously, without Yang Paner realizing it, her bad mood had actually told her what to do next.
If...... She didn't have such bad feelings, she probably wouldn't have remembered that home. So, in fact, she still has a longing in her heart.
After all, yes.
This uncomfortable and bad mood has actually expressed her truest thoughts to Yang Paner. Only Yang Paner herself is still going back and forth in this sad circle.
However, although her mood was affected, Yang Paner and Wu Tianmu's plan to go home was quickly put on the agenda.
Why is this Wu Tianmu proposing?!
Of course, it's because Wu Tianmu also wants to hug the beauty as soon as possible.
And because the two of them had nothing to do, they also lined up other things early because of this incident.
Since Team RG won the championship, the time of the two of them has been idle. Wu Tianmu retired after winning the championship. Having fulfilled his dream, he returned to where he belonged.
Not to mention Yang Paner, as long as she doesn't take the show, her schedule will be empty. And now she doesn't have to be afraid that if she vacates a slot, she will be forgotten by the public.
The fans she has amassed now, that's quite huge. Moreover, everyone really likes her. Her very popular videos on the Internet are still widely circulated.
Therefore, after Yang Paner told Wu Tianmu about this, although Wu Tianmu returned to his own job, he was actually very busy with his own work.
After he stepped up to deal with the company's affairs for a few days, he dragged his body away, and he had time to return to Yang Paner's hometown with Wu Tianmu.
Yang Paner's hometown is one, a small county town not far from where they live now.
The small county town is not small, and it is definitely a wealthy county seat.
And the Yang family, that is, Yang Paner's home, is definitely at the middle and upper level of living in this county.
However, even if the Yang family's living standard is in the middle and upper class, and these are well-educated Yang family parents, their extremely serious patriarchal thinking also makes Yang Paner understand, obviously Yang Dad and Yang Mom, who are highly educated, why do they have some feudalism in their thoughts, with some obvious patriarchal thoughts.
After the two of them arranged their time, they set off.
And the parents of the Yang family in the small county town are indeed on the Internet, and they have long known that their daughter, who has not been back from home for a long time, is already a well-known celebrity. Moreover, it is still the kind that is particularly famous.
Although they have no experience surfing the Internet, they cannot get the latest news about their daughter online.
However, through the surrounding neighborhood, everyone is naturally a jack of all trades, and they are all children who grew up here.
The news that someone's child is famous spreads quite quickly.
And the parents of the Yang family, who knew that their daughter was famous, also heard it from others.
It's just that when I heard that my daughter was out, famous, and acted in a TV series, the performance of Yang's father and Yang's mother was as Yang Paner expected, and there was no joy.
It is not an exaggeration to say that they are calm. It's like hearing from a stranger.,It's calm.。 There seems to be a cruel coldness in this calm.
In the eyes of Yang's father and Yang's mother, her daughter is almost equivalent to a stranger, isn't this cruel? !