Yu Yanbei looked at the dark sky, his right eyelid jumped uncontrollably, and he suddenly had a bad premonition, he really couldn't tell where it happened, but he felt a little tightness in his chest, and even his mood was a little heavier.

I'm afraid that Song Qingnan is determined to reject his precursor, Yu Yanbei smiled bitterly and didn't make any opinions, after all, this matter was fundamentally his fault, and he had no right to blame Song Qingnan.

Right.

Song Qingnan didn't go to work today, he came out and slipped away, wanting to relax, and didn't want to be accompanied. So no one went to that street with her, and her trance and struggle tonight was known only to her. Guan Yanhui breathed a sigh of relief while sitting on the sofa in the apartment, and her heart was relieved when she saw that Song Qingnan could come back safely. Although she knew that Song Qinghe had already arranged for Song Qingnan to follow her, or that even the bodyguards arranged by Yu Yanbei for Song Qingnan many years ago had not been withdrawn to protect her, she still couldn't help but be afraid, for fear that Song Qingnan would be abducted by others, and that if he felt a headache or felt unwell on the way, he couldn't go to the hospital in time, and something went wrong, but fortunately, Song Qingnan finally came back, and her high heart finally fell into her stomach.

The two women looked at each other at a glance to know what the other party wanted to say at this moment, Song Qingnan gently smiled at Guan Yanhui, who was sitting on the sofa and looking at her, and the warmth and smile in her eyes deeply infected Guan Yanhui. Song Qingnan's personality is relatively cold, so there are not many times when she can really laugh, except for the people closest to her, there are almost nothing that can make her laugh out loud, unless it is the person she wants that she finally gets, or the person she loves gets what she wants the most, she will feel happy, and she will feel happy from the bottom of her heart. She is like the saint who has no desires, as if nothing can get into her eyes, and nothing can make her feel happy, so many times, she does not like to laugh much, even in the face of guests, she is just a polite perfunctory smile. As far as she is concerned, she will always be able to see only the people closest to her who love her the most, and no one else.

It's not that no one in the world cares about her, so there's no need for her to always put all her energy into a man, so she gave up the idea that she wants to take leave and not go to work tomorrow, after all, no one can affect her attitude towards work, since no one can affect her, and she doesn't care much about some things, so there is no need to care too much, this situation should not occur. From the time she regained her memory to the present, she didn't know how much she had thought about Yu Yanbei, but the only thing she knew was that she couldn't indulge herself so much anymore, she couldn't continue like this, life was limited and short, she should use her life to do more things, instead of wasting her time and mind on a man who no longer meant anything to her.

The two little things fell asleep after Song Qingnan bathed them and told the story. With the delicate skin and the lovely sleeping face, Song Qingnan's heart couldn't help but feel soft. It was a piece of flesh that had fallen from her, a carrier of all her hopes, that they were the best and cutest elves in the world, and no one could compare to them. But at the same time, they are the continuation of Yu Yanbei's life, and they are another life of Yu Yanbei's life, so she thinks that she can't occupy the freedom of two little things alone, and she feels that she can't be so selfish. They also need their fathers, and maybe in their hearts, their mothers are not as good as their fathers? Perhaps they have a sense of attachment to their father himself. She didn't know any of this, and she didn't understand it. She has never inquired about how the two little things get along with Yu Yanbei, and naturally she doesn't know how Yu Yanbei treats these two little things, so in many, many times, Song Qingnan thinks about how these two little things get along with Yu Yanbei. In her heart, the environment in which the child grows up must be a complete and sound family, otherwise, the child is very likely to be influenced by the family and become a distorted and unhealthy child. But Song Qingnan can't give them a sound family and a complete growth environment at all, so in many cases, she is worried about what kind of person the two little things will become when they grow up, whether they will be a useful person to society, or whether they will become a pervert with a twisted heart. It's all for the future, and no one knows for sure, and we don't know what will happen.

But now she only felt guilty about these two little things. After all, they hadn't seen each other until now, and they had been three years later, and they were even about to be in their fourth year, and it wasn't long ago that she knew that these two little things were actually her own sons. Remembering that she used to think that there were some strange phenomena, such as the connection between mother and son, such as some inexplicable telepathy and the like, she felt a little ridiculous, but now, she doesn't think so, because they are her own sons, and it is not a strange thing to have such a phenomenon between mother and son. It's just that she didn't know it at the time, so she was surprised. Now that she knew, she would never leave two more little things behind like she had done before. It was indeed her fault, she was full of guilt for the two little things, and she only felt that she had not fulfilled the responsibilities of a mother. Indeed, in the past three years, she has never done anything for them, and even brought them some endless hurt and some thoughts. For them, it must be very sad to live without a mother. Song Qingnan thought about it, and always felt that there was a knot in her heart that could not be solved, probably because of the problem that the two little things had never seen much since childhood, anyway, all in all, no matter what, in Song Qingnan's heart, the two little things were her sons, and she should love them the same, but the things that happened before really made her unable to fulfill her responsibilities as a mother, that is, I don't know if Zhao Han has done anything to them over the years, whether he has abused them, or whether he has abused them harshly.

Song Qingnan felt a little dazed when she thought about it, but after a while, she returned to normal.