No one knew that I had a marriage contract with him.

It's just that he never took it to heart, and he never swore an oath to the outside world, and I know that when she comes back, everything will change.

I'm jealous of her, no, even hate.

Why does Ah Zhen like her so much?

I still don't know.

I paused as I signed and glanced at the man who was just a stone's throw away from me.

He seemed to be sitting on the sofa very relaxed, but he was obviously absent-minded, his eyes were looking out the window, and his heart did not know where it was drifting.

However, his lawyer was more nervous than him, and when he saw me like this, he hurriedly looked at me half puzzled and half urging.

As long as I sign my name on the agreement, I will never have anything to do with him from now on.

Or there are still those idle wives in the circle, who may call me his ex-wife behind their backs.

But I don't think anyone would be so ignorant as to say this to me.

Ex.

What a ridiculous two words.

Later, I thought, our relationship has been kept secret since then, and it is probably impossible to try to say the word from someone else's mouth.

No one knows that we were ever married.

And no one knew that we were divorced.

Married because of that woman, divorced still because of her.

At the beginning, I threatened him and told him that if he didn't marry me, he would never see her in his life, and she would never have a stable life again, and he knew that if I could say it, he would definitely do it.

I've never been his wife, and he knows it, and I know it.

I've always been upset, obviously I met him first, and later, when my adoptive parents died, I ran into him again.

Yes, my adoptive parents.

The Shi family is just my adoptive parents.

As for my biological parents, they have never looked for me for so many years, and I think they thought I was dead in the morning.

I hate them, very.

When I married him, he was only twenty-five years old, and his face was still green and immature, and now, time has carved him into a stable and mature man. The years have hardly left too many traces on him, except for his temperament, everything about him has never changed.

I signed my name, pushed the deal away, and signed another.

The strokes are surprisingly smooth.

He filed for divorce for the first time on his wedding night five years ago, and I used the harshest words to argue with him, and he slammed the door. After he left, I couldn't cry alone, and I fell on the bed and cried loudly.

In five years, I boiled into poison with the loneliness of the most thirsty love, and every wisp of it invaded the bloodline. I thought I would be entangled with him for the rest of my life, never dying.

I didn't expect this day to come.

I remember his personal assistant calling me, and he never called me, even the most basic communication was through the assistant.

As always, the tone is businesslike, respectful and detached: "Miss Shi, Mr. Yi agrees to sell 30% of Minghua's shares to you, for specific details, do you see if it is convenient for your assistant to come over and discuss in detail?" ”

For the first time in five years, he bowed his head in front of me and admitted defeat, again because of that woman.

Lin Zi.

To this day, I don't want to admit that she is my sister.

I hate the Shi family very much, if it weren't for the fact that their child died young, had evil thoughts, and took me away from the newborn nursery, I don't think I would have become like this.

Before, I thought I was the most favored little princess in the world.

Until, they had a car accident.

Those hidden secrets are slowly coming to the surface.

I never thought about what it would be like to be back with my biological parents.

I thought I would be happy, I would feel very happy.

But when I saw that the family of three was happy, I knew that I was starting to get bored.

I'm like an outsider, I'll never fit in.

From that moment on, I knew that I would never want to fit in again.

Later, I learned that he was with my sister that I had been thinking about.

I knew she would be the one I hated the most.

She has occupied her parents for so many years, and it is time to taste the taste of nothing.

Therefore, when Xu Chenrui proposed to me to recapture the Lin family's plan, I agreed without hesitation, because those things that were originally mine, I must take them back.

Until now, I don't know why he loves her like this?

I always thought that a person like him was hard-hearted and immovable, and I once wondered if he didn't love women at all.

It wasn't until I finally noticed the clues.

In the news published in the gossip newspaper, in the photo, he is holding a woman's hand tightly, and his fingers are interlocked.

He never held my hand.

I knew I was going crazy.

The woman who acted in the movie, why was he holding her hand?

I'm going to make her never be able to act in movies for the rest of her life.

All people and things that dare to stand in the way between me and him, I will dare to destroy everything that stands in the way between me and him.

Xu Chenrui once advised me: "Forget it." ”

Forget it?

What a light three words, I poured my heart into it for so many years, and it turned out to be nothing more than a joke.

Ever since I met him, I've vowed to marry him.

In this world, there is nothing I can't get as long as I want it.

He has always had demons in his heart for so many years, even if he loves her so much.

He was guilty of it, thinking that to love her was to betray his father.

I looked at the photos sent to me by the private detective with wanton cruelty, and one group was very clear: Lin Zi lowered his head, he was always behind her, and he tentatively stretched out his hand several times, and once his fingertips almost touched the ends of her hair, but after all, they still drooped down, and slowly clenched into fists.

There was so much loneliness in his gaze, but it was a pity that she would never look back.

In fact, for him, she is also at her fingertips, but she will never be available.

I feel happy, how good, all the sufferings I have endured, he has to go through over and over again.

She doesn't love him as much as he doesn't love me.

Their every move is under my control.

I knew she liked Pikachu the most, so I bought a limited edition Pikachu and gave it to her.

She was so stupid that she thought I was trying to make a show of affection with her.

But I didn't think about it, I put the bugging device inside.

It is estimated that she still doesn't know why she was photographed by the paparazzi when she gave him a gift that day.

Whatever they do, I can be the first to know.

But I gradually felt lost, perhaps at the beginning of his acquaintance with her, he already knew whose daughter she was.

Maybe it's because of this taboo that he can't extricate himself from her.

Even at the beginning of their acquaintance, he was with a kind of curiosity and revenge mentality, maybe at first, he just wanted to tease her.

In the end, it was he who fell.

I can't help but find a way to tear them apart, even if she doesn't love him at all.

But he loved her too much.

It was so deep that he was willing to play on the scene and use a woman acting in a movie to divert my attention. It was so deep that he would rather struggle on his own than let her know what happened back then.

Why did he love her like this?

That year I insisted on marrying him, and he said, "I don't love you, so you must think about it." ”

The confession was chilling.

But at that time I thought that I could change everything, that I could make him fall in love with me, just as I loved him.

For so many years, it turned out to be in vain.

All of this turned out to be my own idiot dream.

I helped him, so that he had Minghua, and gradually became famous in the ocean, and even became the most powerful group to confront the Lin family and even the Xu family.

But he was even more alienated from me, and he felt that the marriage was a transaction, a transaction that was painful for him.

I've been wondering if I would ever do it again if I could do it all over again.

Just when I was feeling tormented, I was told that she was pregnant.

Lin Zi is pregnant!

After so many years of husband and wife, Ah Zhen has never touched me, I regard it as a great shame, but now, she is pregnant.

We were already in secret before she left the country.

It's just that he never mentions the past, just plotting his revenge.

He asked me if I could bear it.

After all, he is the Lin family.

I shook my head.

They have never treated me as a member of the Lin family, so why should I humiliate myself?

He thought I just hated the Lin family for letting me be alone outside for so many years, but he didn't know that I hated Lin Zi even more.

I hated her for taking everything away from me, especially him.

But I didn't tell him after all.

I hate her, and I hope she'd better die.

So, I left all the chats on his phone, and I knew that she would definitely see it.

I knew that she would not leave behind the children of her enemies.

I know what Yi Zhen will do to me, but I can't care about it anymore.

I can't take any more risks and I don't have any patience anymore.

I knew I was messed up, but it was better than watching other women give birth to him for him.

Although I knew that she had a bad relationship with him, she would not leave this embryo.

But I can't take any chances.

Because I can't afford to lose.

For a while, I didn't see him for a long time, and I didn't see him until a long time after the company held a board meeting.

He lost a lot of weight, and his temperament became more alienated and indifferent.

After the meeting, I deliberately stopped him and talked to him with a smile.

He looked tired, and I think he already knew everything I had done. He said to me, "If you think you're satisfied." ”

I stood there and watched him turn away.

The shredded light stretched his shadow long.

There is little light and shadow.

I never knew that the conference room with central air conditioning would be so cold, as cold as being in an ice cellar.

After one's heart?

I'm afraid that I will not be satisfied in my life.

I already knew that he had all the accounts on my head, including the loss of that little embryo.

In fact, he and I both knew that even if I didn't do anything, she would still not leave this embryo.

I messed up, but I did the enemy a favor.

I even wondered if he valued his career the most, and if he had nothing, would he come back to love me?

No, of course not.

He only hated me even deeper.

I smiled quietly in the dark, I couldn't control the poison in my blood.

If all of this ends up in destruction, then let me die with him.

After I signed, the lawyer took all the documents to Yi Zhen to sign.

After Yi Zhen signed it, he returned one of them to my lawyer.

I took the paperwork from my lawyer.

The heavy documents, the husband and wife in the five-year title, are specific to the black and white, but they are property agreements.

He traded everything he had ever cherished most for the peace of another woman.

I suddenly wanted to cry.

He never treated me like that, he always hated me, and the only thing he said to me after her accident was, "What the hell do you want?" ”

I just want him to love me.

For so many years, I have devoted all my heart and strength to it, but I am all the moon in the water and the flowers in the mirror.

I looked up and smiled at him.

Every time he looked away from my smile, this time was no exception.

Because he never had me in his eyes.

When all the legal formalities were over, I said to him, "I have something to say to you." ”

I insisted that everyone leave, and his lawyer was wary, but he remained faintly detached and indifferent: "Let her speak." ”

There are only two people in the huge space, me and him, and the world has never been so quiet.

Maybe this is the last time I stand here alone with him, outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, the city is bustling to the extreme, and in my heart, it is just a desolation.

I stared at the man I had loved since I was a child, and he had never looked at me to this day.

Maybe until now, he still hasn't paid attention to whether I am different from before, because I have never left any impression in his heart.

But it's all my own choice, and I don't regret what I've done.

"Ah Zhen—" I slowly smiled at him, and if this was the last time, I wanted to smile the most in front of him.

"If I could do it all over again, I would still choose to love you."