Liu Qing doesn't know how long she has been thinking about it in bed, and what she should hate most now should be the man who hurt her.

"Knock knock..." Mo Yuqian knocked on the door, and cautiously pushed the door in.

Liu Qing glanced at Mo Yuqian and turned around.

"Qingqing, you eat something, you have to take care of your body, the doctor said you can't be stimulated." Mo Yuqian took the porridge and wanted to serve it to Liu Qing to drink.

"I don't want to drink, you go out." Liu Qing said with his back to Mo Yuqian.

Mo Yuqian didn't feel good in his heart, but he wouldn't blame Liu Qing, as a mother, how could she not be sad, the child she was full of joy was suddenly gone, and everyone would collapse.

"Qingqing, I know you are blaming me, I am also blaming myself, I said that I would always be good to you and the child, but I broke my promise, I hurt you so much, I am not qualified to persuade you to forgive me, but now I really hope that you can take care of your body, no matter how much you hate me, you have to eat." Mo Yuqian opened his mouth and said, his voice was also choked.

Liu Qing didn't speak, but she felt even more uncomfortable, she really wanted to blame Mo Yuqian, it didn't seem to be, but she couldn't face him directly.

There may be another reason, she is also blaming herself for not protecting her baby, so she is so sad, not so much that she doesn't want to see Mo Yuqian, but that she herself has no way to face Mo Yuqian.

"Qingqing, look at how I am, don't hurt your body." Mo Yuqian put down the porridge in his hand and hugged Liu Qing into his arms.

Liu Qing couldn't hold back any longer, she lay in Mo Yuqian's arms and cried, "Mo Yuqian, I hate you so much, I hate myself so much, why didn't you protect our children, why didn't you answer the phone every day, why... If you answer the phone, maybe our kids will be fine... Why..."

"I'm sorry, Qingqing, I'm really sorry, I was sent to the hospital by my assistant because of a high fever that night, and when I woke up... It's already happened..."Mo Yuqian's eyes also turned red.

All this seems to be predestined, and maybe they really have to go through such a catastrophe in their lives.

"Woooooo I really don't know who to blame... Why is everything so coincidental, why! Liu Qing really couldn't accept it, but she couldn't change it.

"Qingqing, don't cry, you can't let your emotions fluctuate now, you know, now you can only take care of yourself." Mo Yuqian hugged Liu Qing and gently patted her on the back.

Liu Qing has forgiven Mo Yuqian, she actually didn't really blame him in the first place, Liu Qing still can't accept this fact in her heart, but she also knows very well that she has no way to change, instead of being unable to change her grief, she also wants to take good care of herself, otherwise the baby may also worry about herself in the sky.

"yes, I see." Liu Qing wiped away her tears, picked up the porridge placed next to her, opened it and began to send it into her mouth one by one.

Mo Yuqian was distressed when she saw her appearance, and she swore that she must be good to Liu Qing and would never fail her.

During this period of time, Mo Yuqian has been by Liu Qing's side almost every day, but he still has a company and still needs to work, so he can't go on like this, and after Liu Qing is discharged from the hospital, his time with Liu Qing has gradually decreased.

"Qingqing, you have a good rest at home, I still have a job, maybe I will go back a little later today, don't worry, rest early." Mo Yuqian tied his bow tie and said to Liu Qing.

"yes, got it." Liu Qing lightly agreed.

In fact, she knew in her heart that Mo Yuqian could not accompany her all the time, because Mo Yuqian also had his own affairs, he also had a job, and she could only self-regulate herself as she was now.

Liu Qing was home alone, and the longest thing she did was to sit in the previously arranged baby room and look at the toys and carts she bought for the baby.

Time passed day by day, Liu Qing was discharged from the hospital and made an appointment with the doctor to check her body, especially in the gynecology department, because she had lost her child before, and her stomach had been severely hit, so she had to check how she recovered.

"Yuqian, I have made an appointment with Dr. Chen tomorrow, will you accompany me?" Liu Qing asked lightly, in fact, she didn't have any hope, after all, Mo Yuqian's work was very busy, and she couldn't make him give up the rest.

Mo Yuqian has always wanted to compensate Liu Qing well, so when she wants to go to the hospital, he naturally wants to accompany her.

"I'll accompany you, I said before, it's not early, you obediently go to bed quickly, and then cover the quilt so as not to catch a cold." Mo Yuqian cared about Liu Qing a few more words.

When Liu Qing heard that Mo Yuqian agreed to go with her, she was really happy for a while, after all, after losing her child, Liu Qing also began to suffer a little bit of gains and losses, and she also needed a sense of security.

"Okay, I'm going to sleep, and you can remember to rest early after work." Liu Qing said with a smile.

"Well, okay, you go to bed." After Mo Yuqian finished speaking, he stood up, hugged Liu Qing, and kissed her forehead gently.

Liu Qing felt a lot better, she probably just needed Mo Yuqian to give her an answer.

Early the next morning, Liu Qing got up early, she was going to clean up, and then go to the hospital with Mo Yuqian.

"Let's go." Liu Qing looked at Mo Yuqian in front of him.

"Okay, you wait for me, I'll go get my phone." Mo Yuqian stretched out his hand and touched Liu Qing's head.

Liu Qing nodded obediently, "Well." ”

But when Mo Yuqian came down, he was answering the phone, "Well, okay, okay, I know, I'll pass later." ”

When Liu Qing heard these words, her heart sank, she really wanted to know, but she still waited for Mo Yuqian to hang up the phone and asked calmly, "What's wrong, is something wrong?" ”

Mo Yuqian looked at Liu Qing with some embarrassment, "I'm sorry, Qingqing, I may not be able to accompany you to check, just now the assistant called me and said that I was going to sign a very important contract today, and I must be there in person, so Qingqing, you go to check it yourself, or you wait for me to accompany you in two days..."

Liu Qing smiled, "It's okay, it's okay for you to go and get busy with yours, I've already made an appointment, I'll go by myself." On the surface, Liu Qing was not shocked, but in fact, his heart was already overturned.

Mo Yuqian hugged Liu Qing a little apologetically, lowered his head and kissed her cheek, "Then be careful yourself, remember to call me if you have anything." ”

"yes, okay, I got it." After Liu Qing finished speaking, Mo Yuqian left, she looked at the back of Mo Yuqian leaving, and there was a little self-deprecation in her heart, was she too stupid.

Every time Mo Yuqian promised herself, there was no way to do it, she still remembered that Mo Yuqian told her that she would definitely accompany her well and not let her face this pain alone, but in fact, she was all facing it alone, and no one helped her, even her husband.

Maybe if the knife doesn't stick to anyone's body, it won't hurt.

Liu Qing smiled self-deprecatingly, picked up his bag, and went to the hospital alone.

"Liu Qing, why are you here alone?" Dr. Chen looked at Liu Qing alone and asked with some puzzlement.

Liu Qing was a little embarrassed, "My husband has something to do, so he can't come, it's okay, let's check." ”

Dr. Chen's face suddenly became ugly, Dr. Chen was in charge of everything in Liu Qing before, so the two people who came and went also contacted each other a lot, and they gradually became familiar with each other.

"Why is your husband like this, such a big thing, to let you come alone, and the baby is yours alone?"

Liu Qing didn't feel good in her heart, she also knew what she could do. "Doctor Chen, okay, don't be angry, help me take a look, I've been doing what you say."

"Okay, let's check." Dr. Chen took Liu Qing for a comprehensive examination, "Qingqing, your current state may not be very good, the previous injury left a little root, so it may be difficult to recover completely, but it is not impossible, so don't worry about pregnancy, take your time, you must take care of your body." ”

"Okay, I got it." Liu Qing showed a bitter smile, she knew her own body, and she knew in her heart how serious the injury was before.

"You must relax, don't take this matter to heart all the time, I just said that it may not be good, but it is not necessarily that there is no chance to recover, as long as you pay attention to it, you will definitely recover." Dr. Chen also felt very sorry for this girl, she was only in her twenties, and what a blow she should have suffered if she was hurt like this.

"I'm fine, I know my own body, I won't take it to heart, let's take it one step at a time." Liu Qing took a deep breath, she could only comfort herself like this.

"Well, then you go back and have a good rest, come over for regular checks, don't eat irritating things, don't eat ice, pay attention to keep warm, don't catch a cold." Dr. Chen gave a few more words of advice before Liu Qing left.

When she walked out of the hospital, she walked aimlessly on the street alone, as if there was no one else in the world except herself, she couldn't possibly not care, she lost her child, and she might even lose the opportunity to be a mother, how could she accept, and where was her husband when she was devastated at this time.

"Heh, it's really ridiculous..."Liu Qing couldn't help laughing at herself, now she feels like a fool, if Mo Yuqian didn't give her hope, she might not be so disappointed, but he promised himself not to cook again and again, and her heart slowly accumulated a lot of disappointment, which can't be changed.

Wonderful!

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