Chapter 104: Heartbreak on the Rooftop
"Shao Xun!"
I sat up from the bed and opened my eyes, it was already midnight, and my mother was also asleep on the bed next to me, I had slept for so long.
The scene just now doesn't look like a dream, it really happened, but if all of this is true, then what about Shaoxun just now?
Toot ~ Toot ~ Toot ~
"Shaoxun, it's me...... Did it bother you so late?"
On the other end of the phone, Shao Xun's voice did not have a trace of fatigue from being awakened, but there was some refreshed feeling, and he said on the other end of the phone: "No, what's wrong?"
The words came to his mouth and swallowed again, and said lightly: "It's nothing, I just suddenly remembered you, so I called you, don't blame me for being too abrupt......"
"Hehehe~ When did you and I see each other like this? Isn't it time to show your teeth and claws during the day?"
I smiled bitterly, sat up from the bed, a touch of moonlight just shone on my eyes, tilted my head and looked, the sky was quiet, the dark blue starry sky, the dark gray clouds, slowly floating on the dragon, a waning moon was very dazzling, and said lightly: "Today's moon is so beautiful, even if it is incomplete, but it is brighter than every day......
Shao Xun suddenly fell silent on the other end of the phone, paused for a moment and asked, "What's wrong with you? Who made you unhappy?"
I didn't answer, I looked at the sky and was distracted, I didn't pay attention to what was said on the other end of the phone, I got out of bed silently and appeared by the window, smiled slightly, picked up my coat and walked out of the ward, took the elevator to the eighth floor of the inpatient department, and walked up the stairs to the roof of the hospital.
I walked to the very edge, sat on the ground with my back against the barbed wire, and sat on the ground looking up at the sky at an angle just enough to see the moon at a glance.
He said to himself, "Parallel space...... Why do you want me to do such a thing? I am not a savior, nor am I Guanyin who is merciful and compassionate, and who saves the suffering......" As he spoke, he raised his hand in front of his eyes and smiled a little sarcastically: "What do I want to do with my ability!"
Talking about an experience when I was six years old when I was a child, I came to mind:
A dark night sky, wearing red floral clothes and plastic sandals under the corner, a person sitting at the gate crying alone, tears streaming down his face, not for anything else but for sadness......
"Hehe~ Yan Xixi, you are so ridiculous......" I put my hand weakly in my arms, looked up at the sky, the cool breeze passed through my ears, swept over my body, and I couldn't help but feel like a joke, like a clown.
Picked up the phone, opened Baidu and checked the parallel space entry, there was not much useful information, only one was seen:
Parallel universes refer to other universes that are both similar and different from the original universe that exist parallel to the original universe, and species that have become extinct in our universe may be evolving and growing in another universe.
Two universes that are parallel to each other neither overlap nor intersect, can be described as "well water does not interfere with river water".
Are parallel spaces and parallel universes the same thing?
Bell ~ bell ~ bell ~ bell ~
The phone rang at this time, and when she picked up the phone, Ke Qiqi, who was in an emergency, asked anxiously: "My fairy sister, where did you run again? You won't stay home again at night, right?"
I replied with a wry smile: "What's the matter, I just feel stuffy, come out to breathe, and go back in a while, don't worry about me." ”
Kiki hung up the phone in a hurry, presumably there was a new patient in the emergency department!
"Shao Xun, do you really want me to give up on you? This is your only chance to live, Qi Dan she suffered by herself, if she hadn't killed you at the beginning, she wouldn't have become a vegetative person lying on the hospital bed now, there are still many opportunities to eradicate Feng Mozi, why do I have to give up on you?"
With tears in his eyes, he said again with some self-deprecation: "It's a pity, it would be nice if there was wine, such a night, such a cool breeze, wouldn't it be a disappointment without wine?" haha~"
"Yan Xixi, you really have something to hide from me!" As soon as the words fell, Shao Xun was wearing a white T-shirt and a black plaid loose shirt, and the lower body was wearing blue jeans and a pair of black canvas shoes.
He looked at him with teary eyes, expressionless, motionless and silent.
"Ahh
At this time, the barbed wire trembled, and the whole person shook as if it had fallen into thin air, and at that moment, I thought that the whole person was going to fall, and I couldn't help shouting.
"Don't hurry up yet!" Shao Xun said, hurriedly ran over, pulled me up from the ground, looked at me a little unhappily, like a child did something wrong, couldn't bear to punish and couldn't help but be angry, stared at me and said: "Do you want to die? How many years has this barbed wire fence been, maybe when it will age and rust, it's dangerous for you to lean on it like this, do you know?"
Looking at him, he said disapprerovingly, "Aren't I fine? Why are you here?"
Speaking of this, Shao Xun suddenly looked at me with a dark face, looked at me with an uneasy look, and said coldly: "What do you say? If I don't come, I don't know that you have so many things to hide from me!"
Speaking of this, Shao Xun suddenly hugged me tightly in his arms, for fear that I was falling, pressed to my ear, and whispered softly: "How long do you want to hide it from me?"
Such a tone, such a temperature suddenly made me a little confused, the tears that lingered in the eyes for a long time, at this moment the brush fell, I hugged Shao Xun tightly, cried bitterly, and said in a voice: "What should I do......? What can I do to keep you, what should I do?"
"I'm fine, the important thing is you, it's okay if you're okay......" Shao Xun whispered in my ear, then let go of me, held my cheek, wiped the tears from my face with his hand, his eyes were so distressed and gentle, and his tone was also full of self-blame, and he said softly: "I know you are very tired, very hard, cry if you want to!" But I only allow you to cry this night, and when the sun rises tomorrow, I don't allow you to shed a drop, because ...... I'm going to be distressed!"
"Shao Xun, why did you ask me to give up on you, why?" I cried and questioned him, but he looked at me silently, as if in a parallel space. So I put away my tears, punched him twice in the chest, and said slowly with tears in my eyes: "How can you ...... Do you know that I am reluctant, you still want me to give up you, what parallel space! What eighth sense! I don't want it, I just want you to live, woo woo woo ......"
Shao Xun suddenly pushed me away, his eyes were cold and ruthless, his face was as gray as paper, and I had no nostalgia for pushing, as if I had betrayed him.
At this moment, he was back to the man I had met at the entrance of the hospital the other day, and he was standing in front of my bed, like a stranger.
"Shao...... ......"I froze in place, my face was pale, like a thunderbolt, I looked at him incredibly, and my lips suddenly did not obey, and I stammered.
Shao Xun smiled very indifferently, and then said with this face, "You are really not Yan Xixi! Who are you!"
"I ...... I am Yan Xixi!" I was a little stunned, lowered my head slightly, a thought suddenly flashed, and I suddenly opened my mind, only to find that I had been calculated......! You're Shaoxun, aren't you?"
"Haven't I always been? Who do you think of me?" said Shao Xun looking at me indifferently.
"That'...... In the past few days, even just now, you are trying to get my words, aren't you?" At this moment, my heart suddenly hurts, like being cut open by many knives at the same time, and it hurts so much that it is difficult to breathe.
Shao Xun's next words really shocked me, and I only listened to him say: "Yes! Because the real Yan Xixi will not be so close to me, let alone have anything to do with Feng Mozi, and there will be anything to do with the resurrection!"
"So, you've been doubting me?" At this time, my heart ached every time I said a word, and every word I said more, as if every word was made of blood after he cut it with a knife.
Looking at him silently looking at me, without saying a word, I understood that I was really a joke: "Hehe~hehehe...... Since you doubted me from the beginning, why did you say so much to me? Take me to the villa and tell me unknown secrets? I don't believe it, you are just trying to trick me!"
The last sentence, the words are fierce and categorical, to be honest, at this time, I don't believe that what I have experienced with him in the past few days is an illusion that he has performed, his eyes can't deceive me, he is lying to me at this time, definitely, definitely!
I stepped forward, grabbed his arm tightly, tears couldn't stop flowing, shaking my head and saying desperately: "I don't believe it! You must be lying to me!"
Shao Xun gently brushed my hand, took out a tissue from his pocket, wiped it in his hand, wiped his sleeve, took two steps back with indifference and disgust, walked over to the trash can, threw the tissue into it lightly, turned his head slightly, looked at me with his spare eyes, and said the same lightly: "No!"
At this time, it was like a slap in the face, giving me a slap in the head, completely shattering the last glimmer of hope in my heart for him.
His gaze when he finally looked back at me was as cold as ice, and when he brushed my hands away, he wiped his hands with a tissue with disgust, brushing off the marks on the cuffs that I had touched, and the look of disgust could not be pretended.
My eyes were suddenly dark, my ears were buzzing, my feet were soft, my whole body was weak, I sat directly on the ground, the coat I was wearing was blown to his feet by the breeze, he lowered his head and gently picked up my coat, walked to my dough leisurely with a speechless face, threw my clothes in front of me with a loose hand, and said lightly: "Put it on!"