Chapter 138: Mother is her dream
"Why?" Although she already knew the answer, Diexue's eyes were still covered with a faint mist, although the so-called father had always ignored her, but at least he didn't hurt her, his hand was tightly clenched into a fist at the bottom of his sleeve, and then slowly let go, to him, she was really dead!
Countless times in my dreams, I longed for a smile from my father, but the reality was desperate, and my fingers trembled slightly, and I could only pull at my sleeves.
She wants to know the reason, even if she dies, she has to die to understand, why, her father wants to treat her and her mother like this! Raising her head and looking at Garay firmly and longingly, with a little coquettish eyes floating a little stubborn, she was always running away before, not because she didn't want to know, but because she was afraid to know, but now, she didn't want to pretend to forget.
"Xue'er, some things are not as you see and think, and others also have other people's difficulties." Garay turned his head away, not daring to look at the pair of eyes that were obviously fragile but still holding on and refusing to give up, such stubbornness, such grievances, but still so persistent.
A lot of things, he is not very clear, but from some traces of the horse and blue, he has seen that some things are really not as seen on the surface, he doesn't want Xue'er to be injured, but for other things, he can only watch Xue'er get injured, that sense of helplessness makes him hate it so much, and hates that his strength is too bad after all.
If he could, he and Cher wouldn't have to come this far, but even if they did, he wouldn't let go.
"Brother Lei, why, why did he do this to me, what did I do wrong, or did my mother do something wrong, if he felt that it was a mistake back then, why did he marry his mother, wouldn't it be good for his mother not to intersect with him? He has the ability to do this, why didn't he do it, is his existence just to make his mother feel painful? Seeing Garay's evasive figure, Diexue's fists clenched tightly and asked angrily.
The delicate face was flushed, and she bit her lip tightly to suppress the pain that was surging up in her heart! The anger in her eyes was burning, and she had kept these words in her heart without asking anyone. I don't dare to ask my mother, because even if I ask, it will only make my mother sad; He didn't ask Garay because he didn't know where to start and what it had to do with him.
And today, she couldn't help but ask, even if there was no answer, she didn't intend to press it in her heart.
This matter has been pressed in her heart for too long, and even she thought she had forgotten it for a long time, but never, she never, her mother's tears, her mother's pain, she saw it all in her eyes, how ruthless can that ruthless man be, how cold-blooded can he be......
"Cher......" Garley stretched out his hand to hold her, but this time she avoided her mercilessly, and his heart sank, an inexplicable pain, Xue'er was injured after all, he wanted to protect her, but finally let her hurt, and it was a deep injury.
"Brother Lei, tell me, why did he seal me?" Diexue held back the resentment in her belly, gasped hard, looked at Garay's handsome but gloomy face, and eased slightly.
She knew that it would be difficult for her to mention this to Brother Lei, but she just wanted to know that she just wanted to be willful for once, or just like that.
Diexue looked at Garley steadily, the pink lips looked a little pale, the slowly soft lips showed a faint mocking arc, the raised eyes lowered, and the long eyelashes hung down quietly, like a tired butterfly, beautiful and sad.
The long eyelashes smudged a faint shadow on the eyelids, and her beautiful face looked extremely lonely and empty, the kind of loneliness and helplessness that penetrated deep into the bone marrow, made Garay involuntarily wrinch his eyebrows.
"Xue'er, things are not what you think, the memory that was sealed is not good for you, that memory is not happy, and the emperor is also for your good, think about it, if it is not like this, why would he spend so much energy sealing you?" Gary said softly as he spoke, his hand reaching out to caress her hair, but before she raised her eyes, those eyes were still so clear.
It's so clear that you can see through everything!
also saw through his heart, only to feel his heart twitch slightly, it was the girl he held in the palm of his hand, and now looking at him with more indifference and indifference, her heart was finally alienated from him!
After all, Brother Lei is no longer the Brother Lei who is centered on her! So why should she be embarrassed for him! There is really only one waywardness, and she suffers every time! I let out a long breath and suppressed the surge in my heart, so let's talk about other things left and right!
"Brother Lei, how did you know I was here?" Diexue smiled mischievously at Garre, the loneliness and helplessness just now seemed to disappear from her face like a tide in an instant, after spitting out all her thoughts, she felt a lot more relaxed, no matter whether she got an answer or not, in fact, what difference does it make, anyway, for that person, all she has is despair, since she has no thoughts about him, then Brother Lei's answer or not really doesn't matter.
"Xue'er has been gone for a long time, and this time she suddenly appeared in the palace again, I don't worry, so let's take a look." Garay smiled reluctantly, his handsome blue eyes were as calm as the sea, and he raised a faint wave slightly, and after raising a smile at her, he stretched out his hand to remove the branches and leaves that had fallen on her head.
"Brother Lei is really fast, Xue'er just entered the palace, Brother Lei will know, isn't it that Brother Lei has been staring at the palace, and as soon as he found the news of Xue'er, he rushed here?" Diexue turned her head sideways and looked at him delicately, suddenly patted him on the shoulder, and said in a serious manner, "Brother Lei, beware of the little princess who knows about the trouble for you!" ”
Or because she was affected by what she said to Dark Yi, Diexue herself said that she was more faceless and skinless, but when she teased Brother Lei, she also lost the previous nucleus in her heart.
It turned out that she really didn't care about Brother Lei's affairs, and she didn't even feel uncomfortable at all.
"What is Xue'er doing in the palace, I'm not worried about it, so let's take a look." Gary replied softly.
I don't know why when it comes to Princess Lingxia, Garley is not the slightest bit happy, and even feels a little guilty, his handsome face is filled with a touch of helplessness, and his lips are slightly hooked, which is considered to be in response to her question, but he transferred the words to another aspect.
He didn't want to talk about Lingxia in front of her, not at all, even if he thought of Lingxia in front of her, he felt that it was a kind of guilt for Xue'er, and a stiff string in his heart was being gently plucked, very sour, very painful!
This feeling was very strange, and the strangeness made him involuntarily shake the hand behind his back.
"Brother Lei, I'm fine, I just want to come and see where my mother is going." Diexue's eyes were extremely bright, with a faint smile in her eyes, her eyes moved from Garay's face to other places, staring at the space inexplicably, her water-cut eyes were dreamy purple, pure and without a trace of impurities.
Mother is her dream!
This is the purpose of her entry into the palace! She sensed that her mother's place had what she needed!
In the past, she entered the palace just to sit in the place where her mother lived, so this time, it shouldn't be very abrupt.
The white and somewhat transparent face is soft and lovely, a pair of watery eyes are large and clear, the eyes are pure and harmless, and even look a little innocent, especially the delicate red lips, ruddy like light-washed cherries, shiny and bright, which makes people want to eat it when they see it, and the whole face is pure and elegant, but it is overwhelming......
Garley's eyes fell on that face unconsciously, and then subconsciously retracted his gaze, only to feel that his heart was painful and he couldn't breathe, resisted the thick reluctance in his heart, looked at her quietly, and smiled gently: "I'll go with you!" ”
I'll go with you!
This sentence Garley has always said before, every time I talk about Diexue, there is always a strong sweetness from the bottom of my heart, this care and warmth is the only person she can sense except for her mother, so Brother Lei has become that special place.
But now this sentence fell on her ears, and it sounded a faint helplessness.
It's Brother Lei's helplessness!
It may have been like this in the past, but she couldn't hear it when she was happy and excited at the time, saying that she was young and ignorant, but she was naïve and ignorant, in short, at that time, from Brother Lei's words, she only sensed spoiling, that kind of spoiling without gaps, so every time she looked at Brother Lei with extremely longing eyes.
But in fact, Brother Lei is still helpless!