One hundred and ninety-nine: their grace

The man's wife was immediately angry, pulled the woman away, scolded and scolded for a while, and put down the ugly cruel words.

Listening to this wife, it was as if she were just a toy that her husband had found temporarily, and the wife did not even feel her husband's betrayal. The respect of men is only a point, and it is clear that in the eyes of these people, they outsiders have lost their qualification to be equal to them.

And the man, from beginning to end, just sneered, and when the meeting ended, Yue Kai saw that the woman was crying so much, and she was anxious, so she turned around and wanted to catch up. I didn't chase a few steps before I heard the conversation between the two.

The man coaxed his wife indifferently: "This is much cheaper than you looking outside, and the use is the same." ”

The wife was overjoyed by her husband's soft words, and said tactfully: "Yes, it's not that I had to stop you before and give you a grudge." I know better than those daughters-in-law, knowing that domestic flowers can never be compared to wild flowers, it is not that you have to not let you marry again, but you will always get tired of marrying more fairies if you marry back. It's better to spend some money to find it outside when you want to find it, it's not the same, and it's not better than raising one or two more. There are so many women in that broken house now, but some of them are beautiful to you. This time, it's not all about the disaster, our family has no loss anyway, and let those women save a lot of money. ”

The man said yes slightly, and praised: "You did a good job this time." Didn't marry in vain. ”

The wife grabbed her husband's arm and said, "Actually, I also have my fault, I was too soft-hearted before, and I can't say anything about face if I don't give some money." I knew that this was the case, I shouldn't have given a penny from the beginning, and I saw what I was used to, and you saw the dissatisfied faces. Hmph, it was thanks to our trust and relief that they were able to survive until now, and we pooled money to build that house for them. Doing some work for us was supposed to be. Before, it was really too duty to give them wages, and everyone just didn't want to tear their faces. All of them take it for granted? You say it's not unusual. What a shitty thing. ”

The two gradually drifted apart, and Yue's footsteps would be in place, as if they had stepped on glue. After a long time, he slowly squatted against the wall.

Buried his face in his knees, not knowing what he was thinking. Why? Nothing has changed, and everything has changed.

What's going on.

The insects silently soothed her. "Bingxue, it's time to go to the antique shop, it's late, and they say you're lazy."

Yue Kai raised her head, her eyes reddened: "In order to survive, we work hard for them every day, even if we don't have any pay, from morning to night, even if there is no time to rest, we never slack off." I just hope to get their approval, what the hell are we doing now? Things suddenly became like this when we couldn't get used to it, what the hell happened. ”

The insect was silent for a while, and then said, "Bingxue, when you give your all to one person, that's when you see that person clearly. ”

"If the people of the town are the deformed nature that has been bred by this calamity, then your fears and retreats are the nourishment of these evil natures. It is you who make the people of the town think that they have the right to rule your existence or not. ”

So for those people, they don't think that what they are doing is wrong, but they take it for granted, and in their eyes, it is kindness to allow you to live, let alone take some risks in it. They will take you for granted, and they will be tempted to vent their fears on you. With such grace, nothing is done to you so that they will not think that it is wrong. ”

Yue Kai closed her eyes, and then stood up: "Let's go." ”

After a busy day, exhausted from returning to the cabin, Yue was about to fall asleep when she accidentally caught a glimpse of a crack in that window. Secretly frightened, the ninja sat up from the bed in exhaustion.

Outside the door, a couple of children were throwing rocks in this direction.

Yue had to come out of the cabin and come to them: "Who made you do this?" ”

These children are not very old, and Yue Kai is still worried about not saying too much, so as not to scare the children into crying, so that a few children are not afraid, but they throw stones at Yue Kai and are merciless.

"Ahh

Yinxia people's genes are already strong, Yue Qiwei is weak, several children smashed her stones with all their strength, and she squatted down in pain to defend herself.

There were faint traces of blood on his hands, and he was afraid that the skin on his head was broken.

"Ice and snow!" The worm screamed angrily. Yue Wei covered her forehead and squatted on the ground motionless.

The children were even more angry when they saw that they had gone to school. He surrounded the moon in the middle, condescendingly pointed at her with a branch. "You slut, don't you know who you are? Don't forget how you got to where you are now, a woman like a white-eyed wolf. ”

After shedding so much blood, they are also at fault for making a big fuss and beating people like this. But I wasn't worried.

Before leaving, only one of the eldest children said cruelly: "You are afraid of offending the uncles and uncles in the town." Remember, if you dare to complain to anyone, we'll say you're throwing stones because you want to eat us. See who they believe. You'll be dead then. ”

Yue Kai was silent.

"Worm, let's go back."

When they were noisy and far away, Yue Kai stood up, and the skin on her forehead was broken, and the blood flowed down to her eyebrows and eyelids, and in the blink of an eye, it dripped to the ground.

I went back to my bed and opened my sleeves, fortunately I wore thicker clothes in the cold, but the bruises and purples didn't matter.

"Bingxue, what are you doing?"

Seeing that Yue Kai was sorting out his few things, the insect asked suspiciously. "Those kids don't usually come here to play, and I think they must have been encouraged to come and smash the windows. Naturally, these children go unnoticed. But the window is broken, and I guess the spider will come and sit down tonight. ”

In this world, everything is in accordance with its laws. Those who study hard will definitely get a high score when they take exams, and they will not be tripped over if they look at the road well, and so on. Do a good job of protection, close doors and windows, and don't let them in.

Phantom beasts are a race that believes in the Dharma, and the royal rank already has its own wisdom, and they clearly understand that they are born from the law, everything in this world is born from the law, and everything about them is the result of being given.

They devout and blindly believe in and respect all the laws of this world. Just as people profess their own religion, whether it is true or not, it will remain a constant belief throughout their lives.

Therefore, even if it is easy, the royal rank will not force into the homes of people who remember to close their doors and windows. There is no need to teach, this is also a rule that all wise kings naturally understand.

Just like some people are born with obsessive-compulsive disorder, just like people know what to do and what not to do, even if they know that what they should not do will not cause too many consequences, people will instinctively choose which one to do.

The insect shook her head to stop Yue Kai from being busy again: "But your injury! ”

Yue Kai smiled: "It doesn't matter, anyway, if you don't die now, you will die in the future." Even if you don't survive this catastrophe, you will always die. In this world, there is nothing I care about anyway, and it doesn't mean much to me to stay. ”

The insect approached Yue Yue in distress and whispered, "You shouldn't be like this." ”

Yue said with a smile: "That's how I should be." At least for me now, that's what I think now. So, worm, I really don't hurt. Even if I'm so weak, I'm not afraid of pain at all, do you say it's because I'm already numb, or because I'm too weird in the first place. ”

Worm shook his head: "Nothing, Bingxue, you know how much I wish you could cry now." ”

"I understand." Yue Kai smiled bitterly, how could she not understand. The insect hopes that she can be like an ordinary girl, who can cry, make trouble and be coquettish. But her brain circuit is a bit strange.

Even the happy, sad, and squeamish points are a little different from others. "Actually, I don't know much about myself." Yue Kai touched his head: "I'm trying to follow my own nature, as if this way I can find myself and make me more complete, and it seems that this will make both of me lose." So, a lot of the time, I'm constantly struggling with myself. ”

The insect turned his face: "You still care too much about your past self." Why can't you let go completely, so that you can make it easier for yourself, and let the past pass forever, and it is a bad thing not to remember it. ”

Yue was stunned for a moment and then laughed: "What's the difference between that and killing myself." Worm, you know, I've always felt that compared to the past me, the current me is not qualified to live. ”

"How do you think that?"

Yue Kai reached out and touched his heart, and his eyes wandered: "Because, here, it's empty, it's empty......"

It's like an alien who walks into this world halfway, has no memory, relatives and friends, and doesn't know where he came from in the first place and where he is going. To live like a walking corpse, just to live.

The setting sun dyed the room orange-red, and Yue Kai took one last look at the room. The smell of mixing that has not had time to ventilate for a day, the dusty corners, the dirty tables with stains, and the beds that squeak and creak at the touch of the bed are all sad because of the sleep.

After all, everyone is working too hard, and at night, they want to get a good night's sleep no matter what.

"It's so good at camouflaging that as long as you don't expose yourself, even you can't do anything about it. It's aimed at me, I can't stay here, I can't bother them. The rest will depend on my own luck. ”

This chapter is complete!

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