Chapter Ninety-Five: Vigil

Zuo Zuo was tired of playing, a little sleepy, sitting on the bench leaning against Ling'er and not talking, his eyes were also hooked, and he fell asleep after a while, Ling'er looked a little unbearable, and wanted to carry him back to the house, Mr. Wang walked over, he couldn't play cards, it was boring to watch on the side, he didn't go, he didn't go, this happened to be Zuo Zuo was in a room with him, and there was an excuse to leave with Zuo Zuo.

"I'll take him back, and I won't come to the vigil with everyone." Mr. Wang came over to hug Ah Zuo, Ling'er was not at ease, glanced at Mr. Wang, and held Zuo Zuo in his arms.

"He didn't wash or undress, so I went and undressed him, and I went to wash him under the covers, and I came back to keep vigil." Ling'er looked at Ah Jue and said, she didn't worry about Mr. taking care of Zuo Zuo.

"Go ahead, I'll wait for you to come back for the vigil." Ah Jue smiled and said that the main thing was that he had no reason to go with him.

Ling'er picked up Zuo Zuo and glanced at his master: "Master, I'll take Zuo Zuo back to sleep, and I'll come back after I get him a quilt." ”

Shigong didn't raise his eyes: "Go, go early and come back early, and tuck the quilt for Zuozuo." ”

Ling'er was not at ease on the one hand, and on the other hand, she didn't want to be alone with Mr. Wang, and the unpleasant memories of being alone in the past were all remembered, and she drank wine today, why didn't Ah Jue accompany him, so she had to tell her master again to let everyone know that she would come back in a while.

When he came to the room where Zuo Zuo and Mr. Wang lived, Mr. came in first, burned the charcoal fire a little stronger, lifted Zuo Zuo's quilt, Ling'er put him on the bed, took off his coat, covered the quilt, and fetched some water for Zuo Zuo to gently wipe his face.

"I can't see that the little princess can take care of people." The gentleman watched in the living room, did not come forward, and spoke in a loud voice, just enough for Ling'er to hear.

Ling'er only looked back at Mr. when she heard it, and didn't say much, she smiled in response, Mr. saw that she didn't want to sleep with Zuo Zuo, so he didn't say much, and after cleaning up Zuo Zuo, Ling'er was ready to get up and leave.

"Ling'er, I haven't found a chance to apologize to you for the previous incident, I was too abrupt, I drank too much that day, please forgive me." The gentleman bowed to Ling'er.

"A gentleman is always a gentleman, no one is perfect, who can be without fault? Ling'er has long forgotten, Mr. doesn't have to blame himself anymore, it's nothing, it's just easy to say the wrong thing when you drink too much. Ling'er also bowed to Mr., after all, she still had to learn from him in the future.

"If you understand, I'm relieved." The gentleman walked to the table and sat down, looked at Ling'er, and said that he would sit down and talk.

"Zuo Zuo is ready, Ling'er has to go back to keep vigil, Zuo'er will ask Mr. to take care of it." Ling'er didn't want to sit down and chat, embarrassed.

"Sit down and say a few words." Seeing that she wanted to leave, the husband tried to stay, because he did have something to say to her, and he hadn't taken a chance to come here for so long.

"I'll just stand, Mr. is a teacher and an elder, it's okay for Mr. to sit down and talk, but I can't." Ling'er didn't want to sit down.

"I want to say, your studies have been taught by me in the past few years, and if the master is busy when you go back, I can also continue to teach you and assist you, I am not going to marry a wife and have children, I want to teach you all what I have learned all my life by your side, and assist you well." The gentleman was a little embarrassed and said with a smile.

"This, I don't dare to agree to sir, these have to be agreed by the master and the emperor." Ling'er didn't think about how to refuse for a while, so she thought about not agreeing first.

"It's okay, you can think slowly, I'm also learning to improve myself, and I'll teach you more. As long as you don't refuse. You go back, Ah Jue should be in a hurry if you talk too much. The gentleman suddenly stood up to see off the guest.

Ling'er thought to herself: I wanted to refuse to come, but I didn't find a reason. She smiled at her husband and went out.

Coming to the door of the large living room, Ah Jue stood outside the door and waited for her: "Why have you been there for so long, I'm ready to look for you." ”

"Sir said two words to me." Ling'er took Ah Jue's hand and didn't go in.

"What do you have to say at this time, before you leave, you begged me to accompany you like this, I can't find a reason, and if you tell my master again, I will be even more worried." Ah Jue took her cold hand and blew on her mouth to warm up.

"There are some things you don't know, the past, I have the opportunity to tell you." Ling'er looked at Ah Jue and said.

"You don't have to tell me to guess." Ah Jue snorted confidently.

"Oh, how do you guess, guess what?" Ling'er looked at his confident appearance and felt funny.

"When a man looks at a woman, he will always betray himself, no need to move or speak." Ah Jue leaned on Ling'er's ear and said. "What I saw you in the past, how I see you now, you may not be able to see the difference, but others can. The way he looks at you is the same as Shi Mi, which makes people uncomfortable. ”

"You're amazing." Ling'er turned his head to look at Ah Jue, and there seemed to be a few big words written on his face that he didn't want to escape my eyes.

"I told my master just now, go find you, take you back to the house to keep the New Year, don't go with them, let's go." Ah Jue took Ling'er and went back.

“…… Didn't you still confess to your master, so that he felt that those gifts were very good to receive. Ling'er was led back by him, and she still remembered these on the way.

"You know, I don't want to hide it, Ling'er, what do you think, are you afraid of anything?" Ah Jue stopped and looked at Ling'er.

"No, I just don't want that little old man to think that the gift is so easy to accept." Ling'er didn't know either, she was worried about Ah Jue's safety, and always felt that if she was too happy with Ah Jue, she was afraid of ......

"Don't worry, I will protect you and myself." Ah Jue looked at Ling'er's eyes and said very seriously.

"You have to protect yourself! Don't call me lose again. Ling'er stepped forward to hug Ah Jue, afraid of losing.

"I understand." Ah Jue patted her on the back, "Let's go, accompany you back to keep the New Year." ”

The two held hands and went back to Ling'er's room, he didn't see Shi Mi who came out of the toilet under the pretext of going to the toilet at all, he clenched his fists, he was different from him before, he would forbear, hatred spread in his heart, his heart was like the slow and sore pain of being eaten by ants little by little, his own choice, his father's support, he paid so much price, but what he got was still a bamboo basket to draw water, he could no longer ignore it, he couldn't!

Ah Jue took Ling'er back to the room to keep the New Year, but she was actually a little sleepy, but she insisted on not being able to sleep.

"Can you tell me the story of your childhood, I want to know about the time I missed." Ah Jue lay on the table and looked at Ling'er, who was also lying next to him.

"I'm sleepy, I'll get up and tell you a story, so you won't be sleepy." Ling'er struggled to sit up, "I remember my father told me that he and his mother have been married for more than ten years and have no children, at the beginning when his father was just the king of Qi, the pressure came from all sides, let him take a concubine, Concubine Yi had any voice, his father did not tell his mother, one by one for him to block these messy things and messages, and then his father ascended the throne as the emperor, and the courtiers were heirs and heirs every day, annoying, fortunately, the queen mother was pregnant, it was me, the queen mother was still alive at that time, it seemed that something had happened, The queen mother and I almost had two lives, my father was really annoyed, and all the beauties selected by the queen mother clicked, and the queen mother was also sent away, out of sight and out of mind, sent to the south of the courtyard to raise, and then let these people interfere, the father and the emperor for the safety of the queen mother, and did not let her have another child, so I also cherished and pampered me more, I have never seen the queen mother, I was sent away before I was born, and it seemed to have died in a few years, and I was still young and ignorant at that time. ”

"What are you telling your story, you are clearly spreading dog food for your father, queen and mother. I took a mouthful. Ah Jue shook his head helplessly, poured himself a cup of tea to drink, and also poured a cup for Ling'er, "Drink some, talk more thirsty." ”

"I started from my birth, how can I not count it as a child! You think it's easy for me to be in the royal family, but it's not easy to even be born! Ling'er sighed!

"You think it's easy for me in Wenfu? I am a young son, no one looks at me directly, nor does he look at my mother, I still have to observe words and feelings, be well-behaved and cute, do not cause trouble, and ignore the sense of existence. Ah Jue rolled her eyes at her.

"So, people in the world, from emperors to beggars, everyone has their own troubles, their own helplessness, their own pursuits and envy, there is a saying, you live a life that others envy, and at the same time you envy others." Ling'er took a sip of tea, woke up sleepy, and moistened her throat.

"My Royal Highness the Princess also has troubles? Envy others too? Ah Jue smiled and stretched out his hand to arrange the hair of Ling'er's temples.

"That's nature, you're born with troubles! No matter who it is. Ling'er said affirmatively.

"Then tell me about your troubles." A Jue said.

"Are you troubled, I won't tell you, it's too much, change the topic, it's not appropriate to talk about troubles during the vigil." Ling'er didn't want to talk about that topic more, who didn't have a worry yet.

"So what do you want to talk about?" Ah Jue lay down and looked at Ling'er again.

"Talking about Miss Cao?" Ling'er came to the spirit.

"I'll sleep first." Ah Jue pretended not to be blind.

"Hey, you're going to run away from questions like this, and you dare to ask me about your troubles! That's one of my worries! Ling'er was angry.

"You don't call it troublesome, it's unreasonable, I pamper you, love you, love you, care about you, and make trouble unreasonably!" Ah Jue still closed his eyes and spoke.

"When did you spoil me, love me, love me, care about me?!" Ling'er was not to be outdone.

"I've always doted on you, loved you, loved you, cared about you." Jue opened her eyes and sat up.

"It's like a slip of the tongue, say! How many girls have confessed like this! "Ling'er is going to pull his ears.

"So far, there is only one, and she is still a girl who is stupid to die." Ah Jue took a sip of tea and continued.

"Don't drink it, it's tea from my house, if you want to drink it back to your own house, you're stupid to death!" Ling'er came up to grab the teacup.

"Okay, okay, I was wrong Ling'er, you're not a stupid girl to die for, you're the smartest and most aura girl." Ah Jue changed his expression again to please Ling'er.

"When did you start liking me?" Ling'er sat down and asked.

"I don't know, who knows when you started casting magic on me and I couldn't help myself." Ah Jue didn't want to talk about this.

"Well, we don't have any common language! Go back! Ling'er stood up and gave the order to evict the guest.

Ah Jue also stood up, hugged and kissed, which made Ling'er a little dizzy: "Is there a common language?" ”

"You're going to bully me like that!" Ling'er was really angry, "Don't tell me anything!" ”

"Okay, okay, I say, I'll say anything, you sit down." Ah Jue pressed her shoulders with both hands and asked Ling'er to sit down. "Actually, it was also some days the year before last, you know so ignorant, Miss Cao Jia tidied up my desk for me every day in the Imperial Academy, but I didn't dare to ask or say anything, and I didn't even say thank you, because this was not what I wanted. Later, there was no later, people like me, the family doesn't pay attention to it, I don't know what it will be like in the future, you see, didn't I get married inexplicably? But fortunately, I still like this little girl who is married. Ah Jue was talking like a word in the front, and it was not serious when he said it later, and Ling'er knocked on the door of his head with his hand.

"Choreography!" Ling'er's angry appearance was also very cute, "I'll marry you when I go back, I promise not to ask Miss Cao to wronged you!" ”

"No, I'm very satisfied with this family business now." Ah Jue touched the door of the knocked head and spoke with a bitter face.

"Then why didn't you go with your father to join the army?" Ling'er felt that Ah Jue was unhappy in the Wen Mansion, why didn't he follow his father to the barracks.

"The eldest brother, the second brother and the third brother are all in the barracks, and my father will not ask me to go if I want to go, and the brothers in front of the family have not gone to the army at home, how can it be my turn." Jue smiled and shook her head.

"Actually, General Wen still loves you, I see that you just got a side horse, didn't he also ask your father to let you join the army first and then come back to sit on the horse." Ling'er thought about it and explained Ah Jue.

"Father does love every child, go back to Northern Xinjiang, but also my father doesn't want me to be a side horse, my father thinks you won't like me, I think I buried my life in the palace like this, it's better to have this identity in the barracks After the experience, my father told me at the time, before you really get in power, I will go to ask my father to give me peace and leave, so that I can spend the rest of my life in the barracks." Ah Jue took a cup and turned it around and said: "Later, something happened, my father wrote to my father, asking me to leave for the imperial city immediately, the emperor's order is difficult to disobey, my father read my father's letter, I don't know what was written, I was moved, and I have been told to treat you well." ”

"I don't know, I was stupid back then." Ling'er also played with the cup and talked about the past, Qi Rong was a memory when she didn't want to be seen by others.

"I know, I hosted the funeral at that time, and I was beaten by you on the day of the funeral." Ah Jue raised his eyes to look at Ling'er, and said with a smile: "You can remember Qi Rong in front of me, you can do anything in front of me, I haven't seen you before, I will accompany you, I won't be jealous of everything, although there is a little bit, but I will tell you." But I only have one request, that is, you can't think of him remembering that he hurt his body again, can you promise me? ”

"Okay." Ling'er also raised her eyes to look at Ah Jue, so understanding that she tolerated her, Ling'er smiled sweetly at him: "I went to see Qi Rong before I left the imperial city, and I promised him that I would go to see him when I returned to the imperial city, and I would fix a date to see him every year in the future, and I wouldn't forget it, and I wouldn't remember it too much, okay?" ”

"Well, you go, I'll accompany you, far away, don't speak." Ah Jue nodded and said seriously.

Ling'er touched Ah Jue's head with her hand and said, "You're so good, you're really sensible, good boy, I like you like this." ”

"Do you like me like this, or do you like me?" Ah Jue turned his face to ask her.

"Isn't it different!" Ling'er looked at Ah Jue and said.

"It's different, if you like me, you're the only one who likes me, and if you like me, you'll like me." Ah Jue sat upright, put his hands on his lap, and raised his head to look at Ling'er.

"Guess?" Ling'er deliberately teased him.

"......" Ah Jue waited for a long time, and with that sentence, he looked at Ling'er a little sad.

"Fool, of course it's you, you're so unique, even if there are the same, I just like you." Ling'er looked at him like that, her heart was too fragile, and she rubbed his face with her hand, "Be happy, you big fool." ”

Ah Jue really laughed: "Hehe, I know, I'm teasing you?!" ”

"You're kidding me?!" Ling'er kneaded his face into a dough.

"Ling'er spares his life." Ah Jue wanted to block it with his hand, begging for mercy in his mouth, "In this way, I'll talk to you about my troubles when I was a child, okay?" ”

said this like this, and before I knew it, it was time to be a child, and Ah Jue listened to the louder: "Ling'er, Happy New Year!" ”

"Jue, you also have a happy new year!" Ling'er's eyes really couldn't be opened, so she closed her eyes and said on the table.

Seeing her like this, Ah Jue picked her up and put her on the bed, helped her go to her coat or the quilt, closed the door, and went back to the house to sleep for a while.