Chapter 50: Midnight Hallucinations

"Sister, is this really your first child?" Mingpai felt that the doctor would not talk nonsense, and he refuted the doctor before, just because Han Momo was present, and he didn't want outsiders to hear about it.

Ming Ling immediately gave him a blank look: "Of course, if it weren't for the failure of the protective measures, I wouldn't have been able to get pregnant this time!" ”

She knew she was lying, and the more she lied, the more innocent she became.

After all, he is thirty years old, and it is not that he has never lived with a man, how can he be in place every time, there are always times when he is not careful, but every time, he finds a way to solve it.

In the United States, it is not allowed to abort the fetus, and it is naturally harmful to the body to do it secretly.

I have never said this to Mingpai, for fear of affecting his study and research, and now, I don't want him to worry about himself.

"Sister, I know you don't want children, but since you're pregnant, cherish it." Mingpai persuaded.

He was not completely unaware of his sister's behavior, how could she hide what a sensitive and intelligent person he was?

But since she refuses to admit it, she doesn't want to break it.

"So what." Ming Ling looked helpless and pained.

"Sister, I have some hand injuries and need to rest, and I have an important meeting tomorrow. Ask a nurse to accompany you tonight. ”

Mingpai was reluctant to notify Bai Chengran to come over, lest the doctor talk nonsense again and affect Bai Chengran's impression of Mingling.

In this old man's mind, Mingling should be a flawless goddess now.

"Okay, you go and get busy with yours, don't be distracted by me." Mingling nodded knowingly.

Mingpai arranged everything in the hospital, returned to his apartment building, covered his painful left arm, and walked into the bedroom with tired steps.

He opened the closet, took the utensils out of a hidden box, and injected morphine into his arm.

My sister has her own secrets, and she has her own secrets, and this kind of thing can't be told to her.

Soon, hallucinations appeared, and he staggered and collapsed on the bed.

On this silent night, the sound of cars vibrating outside the window, and the night lights of the city reflected on the rooftop, added to the fantasy in his mind, and a blurred face began to fly in front of his eyes.

It's often the case, whenever I'm tired and injected with morphine, it appears, like a placebo, like rheumatism, stirring the pain in the bone marrow.

This is the first woman he has ever liked, and the only woman he has ever liked.

However, she ruthlessly left herself, ignoring a trace of past affection.

"Your heart is not in me at all, it's all in those robots." On the day of the breakup, she said angrily.

"No, Anne, don't leave me. I only have you in my heart, please forgive me for my obsession with robots, but apart from them, I really only have you in my heart. He begged her not to go.

"I don't want to marry a nerd." She refused, "Life should be fun, and you are dead." I feel like I'm often forgotten by you. You have frozen my youth, so that I cannot live like a happy young man, but like an old man in the twilight. So, I'm sorry, Mingpai, I chose to leave you, please take care of yourself. ”

Her departure plunged his life into infinite loneliness, and he immersed himself even more frantically in his own research in order to drive away the incomprehension and loneliness in his heart.

Now, everyone holds themselves very high, and it seems that the scenery is infinite, but those superficial people only see their own achievements, how can they see their own suffering?

He groggily picked up the handkerchief and put it in front of his nose to smell it, which had the fragrance of a girl mixed with the smell of blood.

I liked this special smell so much that the blurred face in my mind gradually dissipated and was replaced by another face full of sunshine.

His heart began to warm up, and a smile slipped into the corners of his mouthβ€”

She scrambled through the noisy crowd and grabbed her hand.

"Hold on!" Her crisp voice still lingers in the depths of her ears.

Her eyes, much like the sun over the Great Lakes, were so bright and beautiful, illuminating her heart so that the darkness would not strangle her.

He stretched out his hand, wanting to keep the phantom, forever and ever.

It's been a long, long time, and my heart hasn't been so soft and warm.

The heart that has been suppressed for too long has risen up with some kind of longing.

As long as you are a person, you can't eradicate the desire.