Chu Yanxun was eating small shrimp and asked questions that everyone was concerned about.

"Everyone is asking what Brother Hua was doing last year? Is it convenient for Brother Hua to talk about it? ”

Yu Hanhua moved the stool back so that everyone could see his face, and said, "Ah Xing and I have been preparing a show last year. ”

Chu Yanxun was surprised, Yu Hanhua and his brother were preparing for the show?

Why didn't she remember that the original text had this plot? Is it because the heroine doesn't participate in this show and doesn't say a word?

It wasn't until now that she realized that everything now could no longer use her words "before", "in the book", and "in the original text".

It's a world, a whole world.

The people here are blood and people, real people, no longer just words in books.

"Are you going to the show?" Chu Yanxun asked with some surprise.

The younger brother behind the camera sighed, and he knew that his sister had always had a bad memory......

Endorsement is the same, and if you memorize it, forget it.

"We've planned a show, and we'll have a national selection next month." Chu Yanxing cut open a blood orange and gave the other half to Yu Hanhua.

The two of them said while eating: "This is a show of boy group selection, we will select 110 boys, and finally the audience will vote to select the 11 best group debuts." ”

Chu Yanxun applauded and said, "I'll send my brother there!" ”

Chu Yangui: ???

"No, let the turtle study hard."

Chu Yangui breathed a sigh of relief and sent a message to his brother. It reads "Thank you brother for saving my dog's life......"

"There will be a national selection next month! No wonder my brother agreed to come. Chu Yan looked for the chicken leg handed over by Lu Yuzhou, and asked suspiciously: "Where did the chicken leg come from?!" ”

"I wrapped it in tin foil in the morning and threw it into the fire." Lu Yuzhou took out another one and handed it to Chu Yangui, and then he ate it himself.

Chu Yanxun looked at the barrage and smiled: "Impossible, our brother Zhou is a real-looking anchor, and he will not show his face without a million subscriptions." ”

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"The real-looking anchor is too showy hahaha"

"Jimei! Subscribe to go a wave!! ”

"Hurry up and let me Kangkang, this brother!"

"I'm so happy, my brother is a voice as clear as sake, my brother is the voice of Uncle Qing, my barbecue brother is a mellow voice like red wine, and even my brother's friend is a subwoofer singer qwqqq"

"I'm not greedy, I just need one."

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"Let's have two singers with different styles sing in a chorus for the rest of the day!"

Yu Hanhua took out a guitar and began to slowly wave the strings.

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"I've looked down on the world, and she's bright and charming."

"The mountain wind was biting and cold, and I suddenly fell into the abyss......"

……

The two in the middle have a tacit cooperation, harmony, and singing.

The crisp sake-like voice is perfectly matched with a deep voice that hits the soul.

It's obviously two worlds, but they are unexpectedly fused together.

When Chu Yanxing sang with a clear voice, Yu Hanhua hummed with his bass.

It seems to be about to break the light and be reborn, but it seems to be powerless to struggle. It seems that it is about to usher in the light, but I always reluctantly accept the reality.

When Yu Hanhua was the lead singer in the bass, Chu Yanxing sang in harmony and accompanied the singing.

When Yu Hanhua maximized the emotion of helplessness, Chu Yanxing's voice seemed to be a beam of sunshine that broke through the haze, warm and powerful.

In the last side song, the two sang together, and the emotions were no longer confused or sad. The lyrics are positive and give hope.

……

"I'm also a touch of scenery in the world."

"It's the spark in his eyes."

"I've seen the most tender spring flowers, too."

"A cool summer breeze blows."

"I've also picked up maple leaves dyed red."

"I've also piled fresh snow in early winter."

……

"So I broke free from the shackles of the abyss."

"Burn away the ugliness."

……

"Never give up on yourself,"

"You are also the scenery of the world."

……

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"Listen to cry QAQ"

"Listen so well......"

"I want to download!"

"The lyrics are really moving......"

"What has my brother experienced this year?"

"Woo woo woo I am also a touch of scenery in the world, I really cried."

"The lyrics look so deep......"

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"Thank you, the full version of the song will be available tomorrow at noon." Chu Yanxing took out an A4 piece of paper with a small sun drawn and said: "This song is for some special friends, we want to say that in this world, there are flowers and wine, the sun, the moon and the stars." There must be someone who loves you, just like us, we are actually a very ordinary person, and it is only because of your love that we will shine. ”

Yu Hanhua nodded and said, "Don't be afraid, the outside of the wall is very beautiful." We haven't experienced these things either, and a lot of the words may be pale and just talk. I just want to tell you that a failure is not terrible, but the terrible thing is not to dare to stand up in this life. ”

"There are some special friends, you cannot be the filth of the world, nor are you sinful. You have not done anything that harms the world, and the only thing you have done wrong is that you have not loved yourself, and that does not condemn you. I know that some of my friends have become afraid of contact because they have been hurt. But please don't close yourself off! Now you don't have to be face-to-face to talk to someone, you need to vent, you need to confide, you need to understand. ”

Chu Yanxing drew a stick figure puppy below, and continued: "This is a special song, some people may think it is very pale, but we are not doctors, and we don't know psychology. We can only express our emotions with what we have learned, and people will only live happily for decades in this life. ”

Chu Yanxun nodded, as if looking at the barrage and looking at Lu Yuzhou. said: "There are always people worried about you, the sun is very good these days, and spring is coming." Be sure to open the curtains to bask in the sun, open the windows and smell the flowers. ”

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Chu Yanxun took advantage of Yu Hanhua chatting with the barrage to send a message to his brother, cutting the screen on his brother's side into a large screen, and turning off the voice on his side. Then carefully avoided the camera and came to Lu Yuzhou's side, he didn't speak.

From the moment his brother and the others started singing, he stopped what he was doing and sat there quietly with his head down.

Chu Yangui left while his brother was singing, because of his class......

"Brother Lu, are you unhappy?" Chu Yanxun's hand was on the table, and his body leaned slightly towards Lu Yuzhou.

Lu Yuzhou shook his head, his voice was a little hoarse, and said, "No." ”

Although he said no, the hand on his knee had unconsciously clenched into a fist, and his heart was confused and uncomfortable.

There is also a stalk in her chest, she used to call Brother Zhou, but now she is called Brother Lu.

I was intimate and affectionate before, but now I am polite and distant.

Where did Lu Yuzhou know, Chu Yanxun was afraid that Lu Yuzhou would feel offended, so he asked cautiously.

"Don't be unhappy......" Chu Yanxun picked his head, a little overwhelmed, did they get into trouble?

In a hurry, Chu Yanxun leaned down and hugged Lu Yuzhou. And gently patted Lu Yuzhou's back with one hand, and said: "It's just that everyone cares in different ways, my brother and brother have always admired you." They all think that you are a very powerful person, so they will want to help you in their own way. Everyone doesn't want to see you end here, you should be a dazzling existence. ”

Lu Yuzhou buried his head in Chu Yanxun's neck and hugged her back. He also wanted to go out, but every time he closed his eyes, it was that nightmare.

He spits on himself, resents himself, belittles himself harshly, and ridicules his own incompetence.

He also really hates himself now, being weak, having low self-esteem, and being incompetent......

"I can't get by...... It's so uncomfortable......"

It's been so long, for the first time, Lu Yuzhou finally said this.

The fragility buried in the deepest part of his heart, he took it out today and handed it to Chu Yanxun.

"I can't sleep well, I have nightmares. I can't eat, I vomit. But I had to force myself to swallow and fall asleep. What if I ...... That's it, I'm really, sorry, too many people ......"

He had slept the most comfortable sleep in so long last night, and he had voluntarily eaten a lot today. Except for the bowl of noodles in the morning, which made him feel a little uncomfortable, the food he ate with Chu Yanxun later did not make him feel uncomfortable at all.

He desperately wanted to get close to Chu Yanxun, and she had a kind of magic that attracted him deeply.

Chu Yanxun patted Lu Yuzhou's back, stood up and walked to the device.

Lu Yuzhou held Chu Yanxun's hand, his eyes were bloodshot, and he asked in a trembling voice, "Where are you going?" ”

Chu Yanxun touched his head and said, "I'll go and sow it." ”

Lu Yuzhou shook his head, pointed to the pot that had been set up early in the morning and said, "Aren't you still going to broadcast this?" ”

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, but he still didn't let go of Chu Yanxun's hand.

"Keep broadcasting, your life is very healing."

Chu Yanxun took Lu Yuzhou's mobile phone, and there was a WeChat group, all of which were special people.

They yearn for this kind of life, but they always dare not take that step.

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Mushrooms: The wind seems to be sweet there.

I'm afraid of pain, but I'm even more afraid of letting her see me like this......

Youshu: I'm a snarky and selfish person, but I envy the light in her. I'm like a rat hiding in the gutter, with a foul smell and a virus......

——

Chu Yanxun silently turned off the phone and put it in Lu Yuzhou's pocket, did not let go of his hand, but pulled him back to the camera.

Lu Yuzhou sat next to her, exposing half of his shoulders.

——

"You're back!"

"Did the demon go to the toilet?"

"Brought a man to the bathroom??"

"Hahahahaha

——

Chu Yanxun turned on the microphone, and then adjusted the screen.

"I just ate delicious food behind your back, and I was afraid that you would be envious, so I didn't broadcast it."

The barrage collectively posted "Let me be healthy? ”

Chu Yanxun cut the camera and showed them the fish that was being fried.

A pair of men's hands were turning over the fish with a clip, Chu Yan came back and "hummed" twice, and said, "Today's welfare time is over, my brother and they still have something to do." Let's give a round of applause! Farewell to them! ”

——

"I'm laughing to death, it's too good to say goodbye."

"How did the demon say such lively and interesting words with a fairy's face hahaha!"

"Tears goodbye to my brother!"

——

"The rest of the time is our eating time and leisure time."

Chu Yanxun showed the bucket at his feet and said, "Brother Zhou and I will stir-fry the sixtieth nail in a while, and then we will go fishing!" ”

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"Demon !! There is a snake in the back!! ”

"! Streamer Run! There are snakes!! ”

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Chu Yanxun pounced over, not to catch a snake, but to catch Lu Yuzhou, who was going to catch a snake.

"This is Xiaoqing, hatched by a turtle! Don't bite! Very clever! ”