Chapter 24: How lonely he must have been
"I'm fine." After being silent for a long time, a certain Lu Dashen almost gritted his teeth and said these three words.
"Why are you here?" Xi Ning raised her head, her good-looking eyes full of doubts.
"Xue Yu is in a hurry to find you, I'll help him come to you." Lu Xizhou's handsome face quickly regained its coldness, and he said this calmly.
Senior Xue Yu?
Xi Ning suddenly realized that there must be something very important when she sent a text message and asked Lu Xizhou to come to her in person.
"Then I'll ask the president for leave now, and I'll go to Senior Xue Yu." Xi Ning turned around and wanted to ask for leave.
As a result, a certain god called out to her, "No need, you just need to be busy with yours." β
"But isn't there something urgent there is Senior Xue Yu?" Xi Ning wondered.
"No, anything he does is a trivial matter." Lu Xizhou said without changing his face.
Xi Ning: "......"
So, is she going to continue training?
Xi Ning looked back at the friends of the drama club, and then looked at a certain Lu Dashen, only to find that he didn't know where to take out a book, walked to the chair next to him, and looked at it calmly.
"You go on, I just think the library has a nice view, it's a good place to read books." As if sensing their nervousness, he lifted his eyelids coldly and said nonchalantly.
"Well, let's move on." Chen Yu walked over and reminded Xi Ning in a low voice, but his eyes couldn't help but sneak a glance at Lu Xizhou.
As a sophomore, he has heard the legend of this medical university countless times in the past two years, and today is the first time he has seen ...... Living.
It's just that, why is his heart and liver trembling?
The other students felt the same way, when they were talking to each other, Yu Guang always couldn't help but float to a certain Lu Dashen, and the sense of crampedness he gave people was really too strong.
When Chen Yu repeated that confession to Xi Ning again, he didn't know how many times he stumbled in the middle, because he felt that every time he said a word, the gloomy eyes of a certain Lu Dashen floated over here, which was really scared to death.
He always felt that Lu Xizhou was deliberately targeting him, but he couldn't figure out when he offended this great god?
Xi Ning also made many mistakes halfway, because when she was "affectionate" and played against Chen Yu, she always felt that a gaze fell behind her, which was probably the feeling of being on her back.
Finally, more than an hour later, although they stumbled, they could be regarded as getting all the lines right.
"That's all for today, hard work." Chen Yu said to everyone with a smile.
"Xi Ning, you have a lot of lines, and you may need to go home and memorize them a few more times." Turning her head to look at Xi Ning, Chen Yu entrusted her with a heavy responsibility.
"Don't worry, President, I'll remember it." Xi Ning nodded obediently, "Then I'll go back first." β
"Ahem...... I'm done reading the book, so let's go together. Lu Xizhou suddenly put down the book, put it into his pocket with one hand, and walked to Xi Ning's side with his long legs.
His calm appearance seemed to be that he had just finished reading the book.
Xi Ning didn't think much about it, she nodded lightly, "Okay." β
When Xi Ning and Lu Xizhou both got off the rooftop, Chen Yu was still stunned.
"Xi Ning...... It seems to be very familiar with the rumored Kaolin no Kusa Okami. β
"President, let me tell you something, I guess you will be even more shocked." Suddenly, the vice president floated over and said mysteriously: "I just noticed that Lu Dashen only watched him turn the page of the book from beginning to end. β
Chen Yu: "......"
So, the book is finished...... It's all excuses! Just an excuse to be able to go with Xi Ning?
Also, wouldn't he stay to monitor whether they were bullying Xi Ning's younger sister, right?
Oh my God, what secret did they know?!
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"Lu Xizhou, I'm sorry for what happened that day, I didn't mean to read your news." Xi Ning and Lu Xizhou whispered apologies as they walked home.
After not waiting for Lu Xizhou's answer for a long time, Xi Ning's heart was hanging.
She was just about to turn her head to peek at his look, when she heard him replyβ
"If I say, I'm really sick, wouldn't you be scared?"
I don't know if it's Xi Ning's delusion, she actually heard the emotion of self-abandonment in his words.
"How can you be afraid? It's not your fault that you're sick. Xi Ning crossed her waist, raised her head a little angrily, and said to Lu Xizhou angrily.
Lu Xizhou lowered his eyes, looking at her bulging cheeks, and the firmness in his heart was softened a little.
"You say, will there be a kind of person in this world who can see through the hearts of others, and will such a person be terrible? Do you say that this kind of person will suffer such punishment in this life because he has made too much abuse in his previous life......" Lu Xizhou threw out a very depressing question again.
"Hey, you're a great talent in the 21st century, how can you believe that?" Xi Ning shook her head, looking very disapproving.
"And what kind of punishment is the ability to see through people's hearts? This is clearly an enviable superpower, right? If I had such superpowers, I would wake up with a smile in my dreams......" Xi Ning's beautiful eyes were full of yearning.
She...... Do you really think so?
Lu Xizhou's steps hesitated, his tall body shook, he turned his head hesitantly, and his complicated eyes fell on Xi Ning's body again.
"However, this person is likely to be spurned by many people, and everyone wants to alienate him, you ...... Would you be willing to be with someone like that? When the last question was asked, Lu Xizhou's voice trembled slightly.
"If I say I will, do you believe me? Actually, I'm also afraid that my secret will be seen by others, but if you think about it from a different angle, if there is a second person in this world who knows you better than you, will you suddenly be happy? Xi Ning raised her head and looked at Lu Xizhou seriously.
Thinking of something, she lowered her head in some disappointment, "I think, the person with this superpower, he must be very lonely." He had seen through so many people, but no one could share the pain in his heart with him. β
Her gentle voice came into Lu Xizhou's ears and into his heart, making his heart, which had been silent for thirteen years, have a meaningful temperature for the first time.
When he looked down at her, there was less pain and struggle in his eyes, and more relief.
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"Fat ball~" Xi Ning opened the door, and a round rabbit jumped towards her.
Fat Ball is a little rabbit cured by Lu Xizhou that day, and after the operation, he stayed here to recuperate, and he has raised it until now.
And oddly enough, it's also very close to her.
"Fat ball, why are you fat again?" Xi Ning raised her hand and rubbed Fat Ball's ears, laughing and teasing.
When Lu Xizhou came in, he happened to see Xi Ning looking at Fat Ball gently, and what sounded in her ears was her gentle muttering to Fat Ball, a little silly......
But...... But it's cute.
Lu Xizhou's eyes were a little softer, and the corners of his mouth uncontrollably hooked a slight arc.
Actually, this kind of life is also quite good.